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<h2> CHAPTER XL. AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING </h2>
<p>The kitchen was empty, but light fell through the door of the shop opening
upon the little hall between. Rosalie crossed the hall and stood in the
doorway of the shop, a figure of concentrated indignation, despair, and
shame. Leaning on his elbow Charley was bending over a book in the light
of a candle on the bench be side him. He was reading aloud, translating
into English the German text of the narrative the Cure had given him:</p>
<p>"And because of this divine interposition, consequent upon their<br/>
faithful prayers and their oblations, they did perform these holy<br/>
scenes from season to season, with solemn proof of piety and godly<br/>
living, so that it seemed the life of the Lord our Shepherd was ever<br/>
present with them, as though, indeed, Ober-Ammergau were Nazareth or<br/>
Jerusalem. And the hearts of all in the land did answer daily to<br/>
that sweet and lively faith, insomuch that even in times of war the<br/>
zeal of the people became an holy zeal, and their warfare noble; so<br/>
that they did accept both victory and defeat with equal humbleness.<br/>
Because there was no war in their hearts, but peace, and they did<br/>
fight to defend and not to acquire, they buried their foe with tears<br/>
and their own with singleness of heart and quiet joy, for that they<br/>
did rest from their labours. In this manner was the great tragedy<br/>
and glory of the world made to the people a present thing,<br/>
transforming them to the body of the Life that hath neither spot nor<br/>
blemish nor..."<br/></p>
<p>Charley had not heard Rosalie enter, nor her footsteps in the hall. But
now there ran through his reading a thread of something not of himself or
of it. He had thrilled to the archaic but clear-hearted style of the old
German chronicler, and the warmth he felt had passed into his voice, so
that it became louder.</p>
<p>As Rosalie listened to his reading, a hundred thoughts rushed through her
mind. Paulette Dubois, the wanton woman, had just left his doorway
secretly, yet there he was, instantly after, calmly reading a pious book!
Her mind was in tumult. She could not reason, she could not rule her
judgment. She only knew that the woman had come from this house, and
hurried guiltily away into the dark. She only knew that the man the woman
had left here was the man she loved—loved more than her life, for he
embodied all her past; all her present—she knew that she could not
live without him; all her future—for where he went she would go,
whatever the fate.</p>
<p>Her judgment had been swept from its moorings. She had been carried on the
wave of her heart's fever into this room, not daring to think this or
that, not planning this or that, not accusing, not reproaching, not
shaming herself and him by black suspicion, but blindly, madly demanding
to see him, to look into his eyes, to hear his voice, to know him,
whatever he was—man, lover, or devil. She was a child-woman—a
child in her primitive feelings that threw aside all convention, because
there was no wrong in her heart; a woman, because she was possessed by a
jealousy which shamed and angered her, because its very existence put him
on trial, condemned him. Her soul was the sport of emotions and passions
stronger than herself, because the heritage, the instinct, of all the race
of women, the eternal predisposition. At the moment her will was not
sufficient to rule them to obedience. She was in the first subservience to
that power which feeds the streams of human history.</p>
<p>As she now listened to Charley reading, a sudden revulsion of feeling came
over her. Some note in his voice reassured her heart—if it needed
reassuring. The quiet force of his presence stilled the tumult in her, so
that her eyes could see without mist, her heart beat without agony; but
every pulse in her was throbbing, every instinct was alive. Presently
there rushed upon her the words that had rung in her ears and chimed in
her heart at the Rest of the Flax-beaters:</p>
<p>"Take all, dear love! thou art my life's defender;<br/>
Speak to my soul! Take life and love; take all."<br/></p>
<p>Feelings lying beneath the mad conflict of emotion which had sent her into
this room in such unmaidenly fashion—feelings that were her deepest
self-welled up. Her breath came hard and broken.</p>
<p>As Charley read on, a breathing seemed to answer his own. It became
quicker than his own, it pierced the stillness, it filled the room with
feeling, it came calling to him out of the silence. He swung round, and
saw the girl in the doorway.</p>
<p>"Rosalie!" he cried, and sprang to his feet.</p>
<p>With a piteously pathetic cry, she flung herself on her knees beside the
tailor's bench where he worked every day, and, burying her face in her
arms as they rested on the bench, wept bitterly.</p>
<p>"Rosalie!" he said anxiously, leaning over her. "What is the matter? What
has happened?"</p>
<p>She wept more bitterly still; she made a despairing gesture. His hand
touched her hair; he dropped on a knee beside her.</p>
<p>"Oh, I am so ashamed, ashamed! I have been so wicked," she murmured.</p>
<p>"Rosalie, what has happened?" he urged gently. His own heart was beating
hard, his own eyes were responding to hers. The new feelings alive in him,
the forces his love had awakened, which, last night, had kept him
sleepless, and had been upon him like a dream all day—they were at
height in him now. He knew not how to command them.</p>
<p>"Rosalie, dearest, tell me all!" he persisted.</p>
<p>"I shall never—I have been—oh—you will never forgive
me!" she said brokenly. "I knew it wasn't true, but I couldn't help it. I
saw her—the woman—come from your house, and—"</p>
<p>"Hush! For God's sake, hush!" he broke in almost harshly. Then a better
understanding came upon him, and it made him gentle with her.</p>
<p>"Ah, Rosalie, you did not think! But—but it was natural you should
wish to see me...."</p>
<p>"But, as soon as I saw you, I knew that—that—" She broke down
again and wept.</p>
<p>"I will tell you about her, Rosalie—" His fingers stroked her hair,
and, bending over her, his face was near her hands.</p>
<p>"No, no, tell me nothing—oh, if you tell me!—"</p>
<p>"She came to hear from me what she ought to have heard from the Notary.
She has had great trouble—the man—her child—and I have
helped her, told her—" His face was so near now that his breath was
on her hair. She suddenly raised her head and clasped his face in her
hands.</p>
<p>"I knew—oh, I knew, I knew...!" she wept, and her eyes drank his.</p>
<p>"Rosalie, my life!" he cried, clasping her in his arms.</p>
<p>The love that was in him, new-born and but half understood, poured itself
out in broken words like her own. For him there was no outside world; no
past, no Kathleen, no Billy; no suspicion, or infidelity, or unfaith; no
fear of disaster; no terrors of the future. Life was Now to him and to
her: nothing brooded behind, nothing lay before. The candle spluttered and
burnt low in the socket.</p>
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<h2> CHAPTER XLI. IT WAS MICHAELMAS DAY </h2>
<p>Not a cloud in the sky, and, ruling all, a sweet sun, liberal in warmth
and eager in brightness as its distance from the northern world decreased.
As Mrs. Flynn entered the door of the post-office she sang out to
Maximilian Cour, with a buoyant lilt: "Oh, isn't it the fun o' the world
to be alive!"</p>
<p>The tailor over the way heard it, and lifted his head with a smile;
Rosalie Evanturel, behind the postal wicket, heard it, and her face swam
with colour. Rosalie busied herself with the letters and papers for a
moment before she answered Mrs. Flynn's greeting, for there were ringing
in her ears the words she herself had said a few days before: "It is good
to live, isn't it?"</p>
<p>To-day it was so good to live that life seemed an endless being and a
tireless happy doing—a gift of labour, an inspiring daytime, and a
rejoicing sleep. Exaltation, a painful joy, and a wide embarrassing
wonderment possessed her. She met Mrs. Flynn's face at the wicket with
shining eyes and a timid smile.</p>
<p>"Ah, there y'are, darlin'!" said Mrs. Flynn. "And how's the dear father
to-day?"</p>
<p>"He seems about the same, thank you."</p>
<p>"Ah, that's foine. Shure, if we could always be 'about the same,' we'd do.
True for you, darlin', 'tis as you say. If ould Mary Flynn could be always
''bout the same,' the clods o' the valley would never cover her bones. But
there 'tis—we're here to-day, and away tomorrow. Shure, though, I am
not complainin'. Not I—not Mary Flynn. Teddy Flynn used to say to
me, says he: 'Niver born to know distress! Happy as worms in a garden av
cucumbers. Seventeen years in this country, Mary,' says he, 'an' nivir in
the pinitintiary yet.' There y'are. Ah, the birds do be singin' to-day!
'Tis good! 'Tis good, darlin'! You'll not mind Mary Flynn callin' you
darlin', though y'are postmistress, an' 'll be more than that—more
than that wan day—or Mary Flynn's a fool. Aye, more than that y'll
be, darlin', and y're eyes like purty brown topazzes and y're cheeks like
roses-shure, is there anny lether for Mary Flynn, darlin'?" she hastily
added as she saw the Seigneur standing in the doorway. He had evidently
been listening.</p>
<p>"Ye didn't hear what y're ould fool of a cook was sayin'," she added to
the Seigneur, as Rosalie shook her head and answered: "No letters, Madame—dear."
Rosalie timidly added the dear, for there was something so great-hearted
in Mrs. Flynn that she longed to clasp her round the neck, longed as she
had never done in her life to lay her head upon some motherly breast and
pour out her heart. But it was not to be now. Secrecy was her duty still.</p>
<p>"Can't ye speak to y're ould fool of a cook, sir?" Mrs. Flynn said again,
as the Seigneur made way for her to leave the shop.</p>
<p>"How did you guess?" he said to her in a low voice, his sharp eyes peering
into hers.</p>
<p>"By the looks in y're face these past weeks, and the look in hers," she
whispered, and went on her way rejoicing.</p>
<p>"I'll wind thim both round me finger like a wisp o' straw," she said,
going up the road with a light step, despite her weight, till she was
stopped by the malicious grocer-man of the village, whose tongue had been
wagging for hours upon an unwholesome theme.</p>
<p>Meanwhile, in the post-office, the Seigneur and Rosalie were face to face.</p>
<p>"It is Michaelmas day," he said. "May I speak with you, Mademoiselle?"</p>
<p>She looked at the clock. It was on the stroke of noon. The shop always
closed from twelve till half-past twelve.</p>
<p>"Will you step into the parlour, Monsieur?" she said, and coming round the
counter, locked the shop-door. She was trembling and confused, and entered
the little parlour shyly. Yet her eyes met the Seigneur's bravely. "Your
father, how is he?" he said, offering her a chair. The sunlight streaming
in the window made a sort of pathway of light between them, while they
were in the shade.</p>
<p>"He seems no worse, and to-day he is wheeling himself about."</p>
<p>"He is stronger, then—that's good. Is there any fear that he must go
to the hospital again?"</p>
<p>She inclined her head. "The doctor says he may have to go any moment. It
may be his one chance. The Cure is very kind, and says that, with your
permission, his sister will keep the office here, if—if needed."</p>
<p>The Seigneur nodded briskly. "Of course, of course. But have you not
thought that we might secure another postmistress?"</p>
<p>Her face clouded a little; her heart beat hard. She knew what was coming.
She dreaded it, but it was better to have it over now.</p>
<p>"We could not live without it," she said helplessly.</p>
<p>"What we have saved is not enough. The little my mother had must pay for
the visits to the hospital. I have kept it for that. You see, I need the
place here."</p>
<p>"But you have thought, just the same. Do you not know the day?" he asked
meaningly.</p>
<p>She was silent.</p>
<p>"I have come to ask you to marry me—this is Michaelmas day,
Rosalie."</p>
<p>She did not speak. He had hopes from her silence. "If anything happened to
your father, you could not live here alone—but a young girl! Your
father may be in the hospital for a long time. You cannot afford that. If
I were to offer you money, you would refuse. If you marry me, all that I
have is yours to dispose of at your will: to make others happy, to take
you now and then from this narrow place, to see what's going on in the
world."</p>
<p>"I am happy here," she said falteringly.</p>
<p>"Chaudiere is the finest place in the world," he replied proudly, and as a
matter of fact. "But, for the sake of knowledge, you should see what the
rest of the world is. It helps you to understand Chaudiere better. I ask
you to be my wife, Rosalie."</p>
<p>She shook her head sorrowfully.</p>
<p>"You said before, it was not because I am old, not because I am rich, not
because I am Seigneur, not because I am I, that you refused me."</p>
<p>She smiled at him now. "That is true," she said.</p>
<p>"Then what reason can you have? None, none. 'Pon honour, I believe you are
afraid of marriage because it's marriage. By my life, there's naught to
dread. A little giving here and taking there, and it's easy. And when a
woman is all that's good, to a man, it can be done without fear or
trembling. Even the Cure would tell you that."</p>
<p>"Ah, I know, I know," she said, in a voice half painful, half joyous. "I
know that it is so. But, oh, dear Monsieur, I cannot marry you—never—never."</p>
<p>He hung on bravely. "I want to make life easy and happy for you. I want
the right to do so. When trouble comes upon you—"</p>
<p>"When it does I will turn to you—ah, yes, I would turn to you
without fear, dear Monsieur," she said, and her heart ached within her,
for a premonition of sorrow came upon her and filled her eyes, and made
her heart like lead within her breast. "I know how true a gentleman you
are," she added. "I could give you everything but that which is life to
me, which is being, and soul, and the beginning and the end."</p>
<p>The weight of the revealing hour of her life, its wonder, its agony, its
irrevocability, was upon her. It was giving new meanings to
existence-primitive woman, child of nature as she was. All morning she had
longed to go out into the woods and bury herself among the ferns and
bracken, and laugh and weep for very excess of feeling, downright joy and
vague woe possessing her at once. She looked the Seigneur in the eyes with
consuming earnestness.</p>
<p>"Oh, it is not because I am young," she said, in a low voice, "for I am
old—indeed, I am very old. It is because I cannot love you, and
never can love you in the one great way; and I will not marry without
love. My heart is fixed on that. When I marry, it will be when I love a
man so much that I cannot live without him. If he is so poor that each
meal is a miracle, it will make no difference. Oh, can't you see, can't
you feel, what I mean, Monsieur—you who are so wise and learned, and
know the world so well?"</p>
<p>"Wise and learned!" he said, a little roughly, for his voice was husky
with emotion. "'Pon honour, I think I am a fool! A bewildered fool, that
knows no more of woman than my cook knows Sanscrit. Faith, a hundred times
less! For Mary Flynn's got an eye to see, and, without telling, she knew I
had a mind set on you. But Mary Flynn thought more than that, for she has
an idea that you've a mind set on some one, Rosalie. She thought it might
be me."</p>
<p>"A woman is not so easily read as a man," she replied, half smiling, but
with her eyes turned to the street. A few people were gathering in front
of the house—she wondered why.</p>
<p>"There is some one else—that is it, Rosalie. There is some one else.
You shall tell me who it is. You shall—"</p>
<p>He stopped short, for there was a loud knocking at the shop-door, and the
voice of M. Evanturel calling: "Rosalie! Rosalie! Rosalie! Ah, come
quickly—ah, my Rosalie!"</p>
<p>Without a look at the Seigneur, Rosalie rushed into the shop and opened
the front door. Her father was deathly pale, and was trembling violently.</p>
<p>"Rosalie, my bird," he cried indignantly, "they're saying you stole the
cross from the church door."</p>
<p>He was now wheeled inside the shop, and people gathered round, looking at
him and Rosalie, some covertly, some as friends, some in a half-frightened
way, as though strange things were about to happen.</p>
<p>"Shure, 'tis a lie, or me name's not Mary Flynn—the darlin'!" said
the Seigneur's cook, with blazing face. "Who makes this charge?" roared an
angry voice. No one had seen the Seigneur enter from the little room
beside the shop, and at the sound of the sharp voice the people fell back,
for he was as free with his stick as his tongue.</p>
<p>"I do," said the grocer, to whom Paulette Dubois had told her story.</p>
<p>"Ye shall be tarred and feathered before y'are a day older," said Mary
Flynn.</p>
<p>Rosalie was very pale.</p>
<p>The Seigneur was struck by this and by the strangeness of her look.</p>
<p>"Clear the room," he said to Filion Lacasse, who was now a constable of
the parish.</p>
<p>"Not yet!" said a voice at the doorway. "What is the trouble?" It was the
Cure, who had already heard rumours of the scandal, and had come at once
to Rosalie. M. Evanturel tried to speak, and could not. But Mary Flynn
did, with a face like a piece of scarlet bunting. Having finished with a
flourish, she could scarce keep her hands off the cowardly grocer.</p>
<p>The Cure turned to Rosalie. "It is absurd," he said. "Forgive me," he
added to the Seigneur. "It is better that Rosalie should answer this
charge. If she gives her word of honour, I will deny communion to whoever
slanders her hereafter."</p>
<p>"She did it," said the grocer stubbornly. "She can't deny it."</p>
<p>"Answer, Rosalie," said the Cure firmly.</p>
<p>"Excuse me; I will answer," said a voice at the door. The tailor of
Chaudiere made his way into the shop, through the fast-gathering crowd.</p>
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<h2> CHAPTER XLII. A TRIAL AND A VERDICT </h2>
<p>"What right have you to answer for mademoiselle?" said the Seigneur, with
a sudden rush of jealousy. Was not he alone the protector of Rosalie
Evanturel? Yet here was mystery, and it was clear the tailor had something
important to say. M. Rossignol offered the Cure a chair, seated himself on
a small bench, and gently drew Rosalie down beside him.</p>
<p>"I will make this a court," said he. "Advance, grocer."</p>
<p>The grocer came forward smugly.</p>
<p>"On what information do you make this charge against mademoiselle?"</p>
<p>The grocer volubly related all that Paulette Dubois had said. As he told
his tale the Cure's face was a study, for the night the cross was restored
came back to him, and the events, so far as he knew them, were in keeping
with the grocer's narrative. He looked at Rosalie anxiously. Monsieur
Evanturel moaned, for he remembered he had heard Rosalie come in very late
that night. Yet he fixed his eyes on her in dog-like faith.</p>
<p>"Mademoiselle will admit that this is true, I presume," said Charley.</p>
<p>Rosalie looked at him intently, as though to read his very heart. It was
clear that he wished her to say yes; and what he wished was law.</p>
<p>"It is quite true," answered Rosalie calmly, and all fear passed from her.</p>
<p>"But she did not steal the cross," continued Charley, in a louder voice,
that all might hear, for people were gathering fast.</p>
<p>"If she didn't steal it, why was she putting it back on the church door in
the dark?" said the grocer. "Ah, hould y'r head, ould sand-in-the-sugar!"
said Mrs. Flynn, her fingers aching to get into his hair. "Silence!" said
the Seigneur severely, and looked inquiringly at Rosalie. Rosalie looked
at Charley.</p>
<p>"It is not a question of why mademoiselle put the cross back," he said.
"It is a question of who took the cross away, is it not? Suppose it was
not a theft. Suppose that the person who took the relic thought to do a
pious act—for your Church, Monsieur?"</p>
<p>"I do not see," the Cure answered helplessly. "It was a secret act,
therefore suspicious at least."</p>
<p>"'Let your good gifts be in secret, and your Heavenly Father who seeth in
secret will reward you openly,"' answered Charley. "That, I believe, is a
principle you teach, Monsieur."</p>
<p>"At one time Monsieur the tailor was thought to have taken the cross,"
said the Seigneur suggestively. "Perhaps Monsieur was secretly doing good
with it?" he added. It vexed him that there should be a secret between
Rosalie and this man.</p>
<p>"It had to do with me, not I with it," he answered evenly. He must travel
wide at first to convince their narrow brains. "Mademoiselle did a kind
act when she nailed that cross on the church door again—to make a
dead man rest easier in his grave."</p>
<p>A hush fell upon the crowd.</p>
<p>Rosalie looked at Charley in surprise; but she saw his meaning presently—that
what she did for him must seem to have been done for the dead tailor only.
Her heart beat hot with indignation, for she would, if she but might, cry
her love gladly from the hill-tops of the world.</p>
<p>Alight began to break upon the Cure's mind. "Will Monsieur speak plainly?"
he said.</p>
<p>"I did not see Louis Trudel take the cross, but I know that he did."</p>
<p>"Louis Trudel! Louis Trudel!" interposed the Seigneur anxiously. "What
does this mean?"</p>
<p>"Monsieur speaks the truth," interposed Rosalie. The Cure recalled the
death-bed of Louis Trudel, and the dying man's strange agitation. He also
recalled old Margot's death, and her wish to confess some one else's
wrong-doing. He was convinced that Charley was speaking the truth.</p>
<p>"It is true," added Charley slowly; "but you may think none the worse of
him when you know all. He took the cross for temporary use, and before he
could replace it he died."</p>
<p>"How do you know what he meant, or did not mean?" said the Seigneur in
perplexity. "Did he take you into his confidence?"</p>
<p>"The very closest," answered Charley grimly.</p>
<p>"Yet he looked upon you as an infidel, and said hard things of you on his
death-bed," urged the Cure anxiously. He could not see the end of the
tale, and he was troubled for both the dead man and the living.</p>
<p>"That was why he took me into his confidence. I will explain. I have not
the honour to have the fulness of your Christian faith, Monsieur le Cure.
I had asked him to show me a sign from heaven, and he showed it by the
little iron cross."</p>
<p>"I can't make anything of that," said the Seigneur peevishly.</p>
<p>Rosalie sprang to her feet. "He will not tell the whole truth, Messieurs,
but I will. With that little cross Louis Trudel would have killed
Monsieur, had it not been for me."</p>
<p>A gasp of excitement went out from those who stood by.</p>
<p>"But for you, Rosalie?" asked the Cure.</p>
<p>"But for me. I saw Louis Trudel raise an iron against Monsieur that day in
the shop. It made me nervous—I thought he was mad. So I watched.
That night I saw a light in the tailor-shop late. I thought it strange. I
went over and peeped through the cracks of the shutters. I saw old Louis
at the fire with the little cross, red-hot. I knew he meant trouble. I ran
into the house. Old Margot was beside herself with fear—she had seen
also. I ran through the hall and saw old Louis upstairs with the burning
cross. I followed. He went into Monsieur's room. When I got to the door"—she
paused, trembling, for she saw Charley's reproving eyes upon her—"I
saw him with the cross—with the cross raised over Monsieur."</p>
<p>"He meant to threaten me," interposed Charley quickly.</p>
<p>"We will have the truth!" said the Seigneur, in a husky voice.</p>
<p>"The cross came down on Monsieur's bare breast." The grocer laughed
vindictively.</p>
<p>"Silence!" growled the Seigneur.</p>
<p>"Silence!" said Filion Lacasse, and dropped his hand on the grocer's
shoulder. "I'll baste you with a stirrup-strap."</p>
<p>"The rest is well known," quickly interposed Charley. "The poor man was
mad. He thought it a pious act to mark an infidel with the cross."</p>
<p>Every eye was fixed upon him. The Cure remembered Louis Trudel's last
words: "Look—look—I gave—him—the sign—of...!"
Old Margot's words also kept ringing in his ears. He turned to the
Seigneur. "Monsieur," said he, "we have heard the truth. That act of Louis
Trudel was cruel and murderous. May God forgive him! I will not say that
mademoiselle did well in keeping silent—"</p>
<p>"God bless the darlin'!" cried Mrs. Flynn.</p>
<p>"—but I will say that she meant to do a kind act for a man's mortal
memory—perhaps at the expense of his soul."</p>
<p>"For Monsieur to take his injury in silence, to keep it secret, was kind,"
said the Seigneur. "It is what our Cure here might call bearing his cross
manfully."</p>
<p>"Seigneur," said the Cure reproachfully, "Seigneur, it is no subject for
jest."</p>
<p>"Cure, our tailor here has treated it as a jest."</p>
<p>"Let him show his breast, if it's true," said the grocer, who, beneath his
smirking, was a malignant soul.</p>
<p>The Cure turned on him sharply. Seldom had any one seen the Cure roused.</p>
<p>"Who are you, Ba'tiste Maxime, that your base curiosity should be
satisfied—you, whose shameless tongue clattered, whose foolish soul
rejoiced over the scandal? Must we all wear the facts of our lives—our
joys, our sorrows, and our sins—for such eyes as yours to read?
Bethink you of the evil things that you would hide—aye, every one
here!" he added loudly. "Know, all of you, what goodness of heart towards
a wicked man lay behind the secret these two have kept, that old Margot
carried to her grave. When you go to your homes, pray for as much human
kindness in you as a man of no Church or faith can show. For this child"—he
turned to Rosalie-"honour her! Go now—go in peace!"</p>
<p>"One moment," said the Seigneur. "I fine Ba'tiste Maxime twenty dollars
for defamation of character. The money to go for the poor."</p>
<p>"You hear that, ould sand-in-the-sugar!" said Mrs. Flynn. "Will you let me
kiss ye, darlin'?" she added to Rosalie, and, waddling over, reached out
her hands.</p>
<p>Rosalie's eyes were wet as she warmly kissed the old Irishwoman, and
thereupon they entered into a friendship which was without end.</p>
<p>The Seigneur drove the crowd from the shop, and shut the door.</p>
<p>The Cure came to Charley. "Monsieur," said he, "I have no words. When I
remember what agonies you suffered in those hours, how bravely you endured
them—ah, Monsieur!" he added, with moist eyes, "I shall always feel
that—that you are not far from the kingdom of God."</p>
<p>A silence fell upon them, for the Cure, the Seigneur, and Rosalie, as they
looked at Charley, thought of the scar like a red cross on his breast.</p>
<p>It touched Charley with a kind of awe. He smiled painfully. "Shall I give
you proof?" he said, making a motion to undo his waistcoat.</p>
<p>"Monsieur!" said the Seigneur reprovingly, and holding out his hand.
"Monsieur! We are all gentlemen!"</p>
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<h2> CHAPTER XLIII. JO PORTUGAIS TELLS A STORY </h2>
<p>Walking slowly, head bent, eyes unseeing, Charley was on his way to
Vadrome Mountain, with the knowledge that Jo Portugais had returned.</p>
<p>The hunger for companionship was on him: to touch some mind that could
understand the deep loneliness which had settled on him since that scene
in the postoffice. It was the loneliness of a new and great separation. He
had wakened to it to-day.</p>
<p>Once before, in the hut on Vadrome Mountain, he had wakened from a grave,
had been born again. Last night had come still another birth, had come, as
with Rosalie herself, knowledge, revelation, understanding. To Rosalie the
new vision had come with a vague pain of heart, without shame, and with a
wonderful happiness. Pain, shame, knowledge, and a happiness that passed
suddenly into a despairing sorrow, had come to him.</p>
<p>In finding love he had found conscience, and in finding conscience he was
on his way to another great discovery.</p>
<p>Looking to where Jo Portugais' house was set among the pines, Charley
remembered the day—he saw the scene in his mind's eye—when
Rosalie entered with the letter addressed "To the sick man at the house of
Jo Portugais, at Vadrome Mountain," and he saw again her clear, unsoiled
soul in the deep inquiring eyes.</p>
<p>"If you but knew"—he turned and looked down at the village below—"if
you but knew!" he said, as though to all the world. "I have the sign from
heaven—I know it now. To-day I wake to know what life means, and I
see—Rosalie! I know now—but how? In taking all she had to
give. What does she get in return? Nothing—nothing. Because I love
her, because the whole world is nothing beside her, nor life, nor twenty
lives, if I had them to give, I must say to her now: 'Rosalie, it was love
that brought you to my arms, it is love that says, Thus far and no
farther. Never again—never—never—never!' Yesterday I
could have left her—died or vanished, without real hurt to her. She
would have mourned and broken her heart and mended it again; and I should
have been only a memory—of mystery, of tenderness. Then, one day she
would have married, and no sting from my going would have remained. She
would have had happiness, and I neither shame nor despair.... To-day it is
all too late. We have drunk too deep-alas! too deep. She cannot marry
another man, for ghosts will not lie for asking, and what is mine may not
be another's. She cannot marry me, for what once was mine is mine still by
ring and by book, and I should always be haunted by a torturing shadow.
Kathleen has the right of way, not Rosalie. Ah, Rosalie, I dare not wrong
you further. Yet to marry you, even as things are, if that might be! To
live on here unrecognised? I am little like my old self, and year after
year I should grow less and less like Charley Steele.... But, no, it is
not possible!"</p>
<p>He stopped short in his thoughts, and his lips tightened in bitterness.</p>
<p>"God in heaven, what an impasse!" he said aloud.</p>
<p>There was a sudden crackling of twigs as a man rose up from a log by the
wayside ahead of him. It was Jo Portugais, who had seen him coming, and
had waited for him. He had heard Charley's words.</p>
<p>"Do you call me an impasse, M'sieu'?" Charley grasped Portugais' hand.</p>
<p>"What has happened, M'sieu'?" Jo asked anxiously. There was a brief
silence, and then Charley told him of the events of the morning.</p>
<p>"You know of the mark-here?" he asked, touching his breast.</p>
<p>Jo nodded. "I saw, when you were ill."</p>
<p>"Yet you never asked!"</p>
<p>"I studied it out—I knew old Louis Trudel. Also, I saw ma'm'selle
nail the cross to the church door. Two and two together in my mind did it.
I didn't think Paulette Dubois would tell. I warned her."</p>
<p>"She quarrelled with mademoiselle. It was revenge.</p>
<p>"She might have been less vindictive. She had had good luck herself
lately."</p>
<p>"What good luck had she, M'sieu'?"</p>
<p>Charley told Jo the story of the Notary, the woman, and the child.</p>
<p>Jo made no comment. They relapsed into silence. Arriving at the house,
they entered. Jo lighted his pipe, and smoked steadily for a time without
speaking. Buried in thought, Charley stood in the doorway looking down at
the village. At last he turned.</p>
<p>"Where have you been these weeks past, Jo?"</p>
<p>"To Quebec first, M'sieu'."</p>
<p>Charley looked curiously at Jo, for there was meaning in his tone. "And
where last?"</p>
<p>"To Montreal."</p>
<p>Charley's face became paler, his hands suddenly clinched, for he read the
look in Jo's eyes. He knew that Jo had been looking at people and places
once so familiar; that he had seen—Kathleen.</p>
<p>"Go on. Tell me all," he said heavily.</p>
<p>Portugais spoke in English. The foreign language seemed to make the truth
less naked and staring to himself. He had a hard story to tell.</p>
<p>"It is not to say why I go to Montreal," he began. "But I go. I have my
ears open; my eyes, she is not close. No one knows me—I am no
account of. Every one is forgot the man, Joseph Nadeau, who was try for
his life. Perhaps it is every one is forget the lawyer who save his neck—perhaps?
So I stand by the streetside. I say to a man as I look up at sign-boards,'
'Where is that writing "M'sieu' Charles Steele," and all the res'?' 'He is
dead long ago,' say the man to me. 'A good thing too, for he was the very
devil.' 'I not understan',' I say. 'I tink that M'sieu' Steele is a dam
smart man back time.' 'He was the smartes' man in the country, that Beauty
Steele,' the man say. 'He bamboozle the jury hevery time. He cut up bad
though.'"</p>
<p>Charley raised his hand with a nervous gesture of misery and impatience.</p>
<p>"'Where have you been,' that man say—'where have you been all these
times not to know 'bout Charley Steele, hein?' 'In the backwoods,' I say.
'What bring you here now?' he ask. 'I have a case,' I say. 'What is it?'
he ask. 'It is a case of a man who is punish for another man,' I say.
'That's the thing for Charley Steele,' he laugh. 'He was great man to root
things out. Can't fool Charley Steele, we use to say here. But he die a
bad death.' 'What was the matter with him?' I say. 'He drink too much, he
spend too much, he run after a girl at Cote Dorion, and the river-drivers
do for him one night. They say it was acciden', but is there any green on
my eye? But he die trump—jus' like him. He have no fear of devil or
man,' so the man say. 'But fear of God?' I ask. 'He was hinfidel,' he say.
'That was behin' all. He was crooked all roun'. He rob the widow and
horphan?' 'I think he too smart for that,' I speak quick. 'I suppose it
was the drink,' he say. 'He loose his grip.' 'He was a smart man, an' he
would make you all sit up, if he come back,' I hanswer. 'If he come back!'
The man laugh queer at that. 'If he comeback, there would be hell.' 'How
is that?' I say. 'Look across the street,' he whisper. 'That was his
wife.'"</p>
<p>Charley choked back a cry in his throat. Jo had no intention of cutting
his story short. He had an end in view.</p>
<p>"I look across the street. There she is—' Ah, that is a fine woman
to see! I have never seen but one more finer to look at—here in
Chaudiere.' The man say: 'She marry first for money, and break her heart;
now she marry for love. If Beauty Steele come back-eh! sacra! that would
be a mess. But he is at the bottom of the St Lawrence—the courts say
so, and the Church say so—and ghosts don't walk here.' 'But if that
Beauty Steele come back alive, what would happen it?' I speak. 'His wife
is marry, blockhead!' he say.</p>
<p>"'But the woman is his,' I hanswer. 'Do you think she would go back to a
thief she never love from the man she love?' he speak back. 'She is not
marry to the other man,' I say, 'if Beauty Steele is...' 'He is dead as a
door,' he swear. 'You see that?' he go on, nodding down the street. 'Well,
that is Billy.' 'Who is Billy?' I ask. 'The brother of her,' he say.
'Charley, he spoil Billy. Billy, he has not been the same since Charley's
death-he is so ashame of Charley. When he get drunk he talk of nothing
else. We all remember that Charley spoil him, and that make us sorry for
him.' 'Excuse me,' I say. 'I think that Billy is a dam smart man. He is
smart as Charley Steele.' 'Charley was the smartes' man in the country,'
he say again. 'I've got his practice now, but this town will never be the
same without him. Thief or no thief, I wish he is alive here. By the Lord,
I'd get drunk with him!' He was all right, that man," Jo added finally.</p>
<p>Charley's agitation was hidden. His eyes were fixed on Jo intently. "That
was Larry Rockwell. Go on," he said, in a hard metallic voice.</p>
<p>"I see—her, the next night again. It is in the white stone house on
the hill. All the windows are open, an' I can hear her to sing. I not know
that song. It begin, 'Oft in the stilly night'—like that."</p>
<p>Charley stiffened. It was the song Kathleen sang for him the night they
became engaged.</p>
<p>"It is a good voice-that. I see her face, for there is a candle on the
piano. I come close and closter to the house. There is big maple-trees—I
am well hid. A man is beside her. He lean hover her an' put his hand on
her shoulder. 'Sing it again, Kat'leen,' he say. 'I cannot to get
enough.'"</p>
<p>"Stop!" said Charley, in a strained, harsh voice. "Not yet, M'sieu'," said
Portugais. "It is good for you to hear what I say."</p>
<p>"'Come, Kat'leen!' the man say, an' he blow hout the candle. I hear them
walk away, an' the door shut behin' them. Then I hear anudder voice—ah,
that is a baby—very young baby!"</p>
<p>Charley quickly got to his feet. "Not another word!" he said.</p>
<p>"Yes, yes, but there is one word more, M'sieu'," said Jo, standing up and
facing him firmly. "You must go back. You are not a thief. The woman is
yours. You throw your life away. What is the man to you—or the man's
brat of a child? It is all waiting for you. You mus' go back. You not
steal the money, but that Billy—it is that Billy, I know. You can
forgive your wife, and take her back, or you can say to both, Go! You can
put heverything right and begin again."</p>
<p>Anger, wild words, seemed about to break from Charley's lips, but he
conquered himself.</p>
<p>The old life had been brought back to him with painful acuteness and
vividness. The streets of the town, the people in the street, Billy, the
mean scoundrel, who could not leave him alone in the grave of obscurity,
Kathleen—Fairing. The voice of the child—with her voice—was
in his ears. A child! If he had had a child, perhaps——He
stopped short in his thinking, his face all at once flooding with colour.
For a moment he stood looking out of the window down towards the village.
He could see the post-office like a toy house among toy houses. At last he
turned to Jo.</p>
<p>"Never again while I live, speak of this to me: of the past, of going
back, or of—of anything else," he said. "I cannot go back. I am dead
and shamed. Let the dust of forgetfulness come and cover the past. I've
begun life again here, and here I stay, and see it out. I shall work out
the problem here." He dropped a hand on the other's shoulder. "Jo," said
he, "we are both shipwrecks. Let us see how long we can float."</p>
<p>"M'sieu', is it worth it?" said Portugais, remembering his confession to
the Abbe, and seeing the end of it all to himself.</p>
<p>"I don't know, Jo. Let us wait and see how Fate will play us."</p>
<p>"Or God, M'sieu'?"</p>
<p>"God or Fate—who knows"</p>
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