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<h2> III. THE WAGER AND THE SWORD </h2>
<p>As I entered the Intendant’s palace with Doltaire I had a singular feeling
of elation. My spirits rose unaccountably, and I felt as though it were a
fete night, and the day’s duty over, the hour of play was come. I must
needs have felt ashamed of it then, and now, were I not sure it was some
unbidden operation of the senses. Maybe a merciful Spirit sees how, left
alone, we should have stumbled and lost ourselves in our own gloom, and so
gives us a new temper fitted to our needs. I remember that at the great
door I turned back and smiled upon the ruined granary, and sniffed the air
laden with the scent of burnt corn—the peoples bread; that I saw old
men and women who could not be moved by news of victory, shaking with
cold, even beside this vast furnace, and peevishly babbling of their
hunger, and I did not say, “Poor souls!” that for a time the power to feel
my own misfortunes seemed gone, and a hard, light indifference came on me.</p>
<p>For it is true I came into the great dining-hall, and looked upon the long
loaded table, with its hundred candles, its flagons and pitchers of wine,
and on the faces of so many idle, careless gentlemen bid to a carouse,
with a manner, I believe, as reckless and jaunty as their own. And I kept
it up, though I saw it was not what they had looked for. I did not at once
know who was there, but presently, at a distance from me, I saw the face
of Juste Duvarney, the brother of my sweet Alixe, a man of but twenty or
so, who had a name for wildness, for no badness that I ever heard of, and
for a fiery temper. He was in the service of the Governor, an ensign. He
had been little at home since I had come to Quebec, having been employed
up to the past year in the service of the Governor of Montreal. We bowed,
but he made no motion to come to me, and the Intendant engaged me almost
at once in gossip of the town; suddenly, however, diverging upon some
questions of public tactics and civic government. He much surprised me,
for though I knew him brave and able, I had never thought of him save as
the adroit politician and servant of the King, the tyrant and the
libertine. I might have known by that very scene a few hours before that
he had a wide, deep knowledge of human nature, and despised it; unlike
Doltaire, who had a keener mind, was more refined even in wickedness, and,
knowing the world, laughed at it more than he despised it, which was the
sign of the greater mind. And indeed, in spite of all the causes I had to
hate Doltaire, it is but just to say he had by nature all the great gifts—misused
and disordered as they were. He was the product of his age; having no real
moral sense, living life wantonly, making his own law of right or wrong.
As a lad, I was taught to think the evil person carried evil in his face,
repelling the healthy mind. But long ago I found that this was error. I
had no reason to admire Doltaire, and yet to this hour his handsome face,
with its shadows and shifting lights, haunts me, charms me. The thought
came to me as I talked with the Intendant, and I looked round the room.
Some present were of coarse calibre—bushranging sons of seigneurs
and petty nobles, dashing and profane, and something barbarous; but most
had gifts of person and speech, and all seemed capable.</p>
<p>My spirits continued high. I sprang alertly to meet wit and gossip, my
mind ran nimbly here and there, I filled the role of honoured guest. But
when came the table and wine, a change befell me. From the first drop I
drank, my spirits suffered a decline. On one side the Intendant rallied
me, on the other Doltaire. I ate on, drank on; but while smiling by the
force of will, I grew graver little by little. Yet it was a gravity which
had no apparent motive, for I was not thinking of my troubles, not even of
the night’s stake and the possible end of it all; simply a sort of gray
colour of the mind, a stillness in the nerves, a general seriousness of
the senses. I drank, and the wine did not affect me, as voices got loud
and louder, and glasses rang, and spurs rattled on shuffling heels, and a
scabbard clanged on a chair. I seemed to feel and know it all in some
far-off way, but I was not touched by the spirit of it, was not a part of
it. I watched the reddened cheeks and loose scorching mouths around me
with a sort of distant curiosity, and the ribald jests flung right and
left struck me not at all acutely. It was as if I were reading a Book of
Bacchus. I drank on evenly, not doggedly, and answered jest for jest
without a hot breath of drunkenness. I looked several times at Juste
Duvarney, who sat not far away, on the other side of the table, behind a
grand piece of silver filled with October roses. He was drinking hard, and
Doltaire, sitting beside him, kept him at it. At last the silver piece was
shifted, and he and I could see each other fairly. Now and then Doltaire
spoke across to me, but somehow no word passed between Duvarney and
myself.</p>
<p>Suddenly, as if by magic—I know it was preconcerted—the talk
turned on the events of the evening and on the defeat of the British.
Then, too, as strangely I began to be myself again, amid a sense of my
position grew upon me. I had been withdrawn from all real feeling and
living for hours, but I believe that same suspension was my salvation. For
with every man present deeply gone in liquor round me—every man save
Doltaire—I was sane and steady, and settling into a state of great
alertness, determined on escape, if that could be, and bent on turning
every chance to serve my purposes.</p>
<p>Now and again I caught my own name mentioned with a sneer, then with
remarks of surprise, then with insolent laughter. I saw it all. Before
dinner some of the revellers had been told of the new charge against me,
and, by instruction, had kept it till the inflammable moment. Then, when
the why and wherefore of my being at this supper were in the hazard, the
stake, as a wicked jest of Bigot’s, was mentioned. I could see the flame
grow inch by inch, fed by the Intendant and Doltaire, whose hateful final
move I was yet to see. For one instant I had a sort of fear, for I was
sure they meant I should not leave the room alive; but anon I felt a river
of fiery anger flow through me, rousing me, making me loathe the faces of
them all. Yet not all, for in one pale face, with dark, brilliant eyes, I
saw the looks of my flower of the world: the colour of her hair in his,
the clearness of the brow, the poise of the head—how handsome he
was!—the light, springing step, like a deer on the sod of June. I
call to mind when I first saw him. He was sitting in a window of the
Manor, just after he had come from Montreal, playing a violin which had
once belonged to De Casson, the famous priest whose athletic power and
sweet spirit endeared him to New France. His fresh cheek was bent to the
brown, delicate wood, and he was playing to his sister the air of the
undying chanson, “Je vais mourir pour ma belle reine.” I loved the look of
his face, like that of a young Apollo, open, sweet, and bold, all his body
having the epic strength of life. I wished that I might have him near me
as a comrade, for out of my hard experience I could teach him much, and
out of his youth he could soften my blunt nature, by comradeship making
flexuous the hard and ungenial.</p>
<p>I went on talking to the Intendant, while some of the guests rose and
scattered about the rooms, at tables, to play picquet, the jesting on our
cause and the scorn of myself abating not at all. I would not have it
thought that anything was openly coarse or brutal; it was all by innuendo,
and brow-lifting, and maddening, allusive phrases such as it is thought
fit for gentlefolk to use instead of open charge. There was insult in a
smile, contempt in the turn of a shoulder, challenge in the flicking of a
handkerchief. With great pleasure I could have wrung their noses one by
one, and afterwards have met them tossing sword-points in the same order.
I wonder now that I did not tell them so, for I was ever hasty; but my
brain was clear that night, and I held myself in proper check, letting
each move come from my enemies. There was no reason why I should have been
at this wild feast at all, I a prisoner, accused falsely of being a spy,
save because of some plot by which I was to have fresh suffering and some
one else be benefited—though how that could be I could not guess at
first.</p>
<p>But soon I understood everything. Presently I heard a young gentleman say
to Duvarney over my shoulder:</p>
<p>“Eating comfits and holding yarn—that was his doing at your manor
when Doltaire came hunting him.”</p>
<p>“He has dined at your table, Lancy,” broke out Duvarney hotly.</p>
<p>“But never with our ladies,” was the biting answer.</p>
<p>“Should prisoners make conditions?” was the sharp, insolent retort.</p>
<p>The insult was conspicuous, and trouble might have followed, but that
Doltaire came between them, shifting the attack.</p>
<p>“Prisoners, my dear Duvarney,” said he, “are most delicate and exacting;
they must be fed on wine and milk. It is an easy life, and hearts grow
soft for them. As thus—Indeed, it is most sad: so young and gallant;
in speech, too, so confiding! And if we babble all our doings to him,
think you he takes it seriously? No, no—so gay and thoughtless,
there is a thoroughfare from ear to ear, and all’s lost on the other side.
Poor simple gentleman, he is a claimant on our courtesy, a knight without
a sword, a guest without the power to leave us—he shall make
conditions, he shall have his caprice. La, la! my dear Duvarney and my
Lancy!”</p>
<p>He spoke in a clear, provoking tone, putting a hand upon the shoulder of
each young gentleman as he talked, his eyes wandering over me idly, and
beyond me. I saw that he was now sharpening the sickle to his office. His
next words made this more plain to me:</p>
<p>“And if a lady gives a farewell sign to one she favours for the moment,
shall not the prisoner take it as his own?” (I knew he was recalling
Alixe’s farewell gesture to me at the manor.) “Who shall gainsay our
peacock? Shall the guinea cock? The golden crumb was thrown to the guinea
cock, but that’s no matter. The peacock clatters of the crumb.” At that he
spoke an instant in Duvarney’s ear. I saw the lad’s face flush, and he
looked at me angrily.</p>
<p>Then I knew his object: to provoke a quarrel between this young gentleman
and myself, which might lead to evil ends; and the Intendant’s share in
the conspiracy was to revenge himself upon the Seigneur for his close
friendship with the Governor. If Juste Duvarney were killed in the duel
which they foresaw, so far as Doltaire was concerned I was out of the
counting in the young lady’s sight. In any case my life was of no account,
for I was sure my death was already determined on. Yet it seemed strange
that Doltaire should wish me dead, for he had reasons for keeping me
alive, as shall be seen.</p>
<p>Juste Duvarney liked me once, I knew, but still he had the Frenchman’s
temper, and had always to argue down his bias against my race, and to
cherish a good heart towards me; for he was young, and most sensitive to
the opinions of his comrades. I can not express what misery possessed me
when I saw him leave Doltaire, and, coming to me where I stood alone, say—</p>
<p>“What secrets found you at our seigneury, monsieur?”</p>
<p>I understood the taunt—as though I were the common interrogation
mark, the abuser of hospitality, the abominable Paul Pry. But I held my
wits together.</p>
<p>“Monsieur,” said I, “I found the secret of all good life: a noble kindness
to the unfortunate.”</p>
<p>There was a general laugh, led by Doltaire, a concerted influence on the
young gentleman. I cursed myself that I had been snared to this trap.</p>
<p>“The insolent,” responded Duvarney, “not the unfortunate.”</p>
<p>“Insolence is no crime, at least,” I rejoined quietly, “else this room
were a penitentiary.”</p>
<p>There was a moment’s pause, and presently, as I kept my eye on him, he
raised his handkerchief and flicked me across the face with it, saying,
“Then this will be a virtue, and you may have more such virtues as often
as you will.”</p>
<p>In spite of will, my blood pounded in my veins, and a devilish anger took
hold of me. To be struck across the face by a beardless Frenchman, scarce
past his teens!—it shook me more than now I care to own. I felt my
cheek burn, my teeth clinched, and I know a kind of snarl came from me;
but again, all in a moment, I caught a turn of his head, a motion of the
hand, which brought back Alixe to me. Anger died away, and I saw only a
youth flushed with wine, stung by suggestions, with that foolish pride the
youngster feels—and he was the youngest of them all—in being
as good a man as the best, and as daring as the worst. I felt how useless
it would be to try the straightening of matters there, though had we two
been alone a dozen words would have been enough. But to try was my duty,
and I tried with all my might; almost, for Alixe’s sake, with all my
heart.</p>
<p>“Do not trouble to illustrate your meaning,” said I patiently. “Your
phrases are clear and to the point.”</p>
<p>“You bolt from my words,” he retorted, “like a shy mare on the curb; you
take insult like a donkey on a well-wheel. What fly will the English fish
rise to? Now it no more plays to my hook than an August chub.”</p>
<p>I could not help but admire his spirit and the sharpness of his speech,
though it drew me into a deeper quandary. It was clear that he would not
be tempered to friendliness; for, as is often so, when men have said
things fiercely, their eloquence feeds their passion and convinces them of
holiness in their cause. Calmly, but with a heavy heart, I answered:</p>
<p>“I wish not to find offense in your words, my friend, for in some good
days gone you and I had good acquaintance, and I can not forget that the
last hours of a light imprisonment before I entered on a dark one were
spent in the home of your father—of the brave Seigneur whose life I
once saved.”</p>
<p>I am sure I should not have mentioned this in any other situation—it
seemed as if I were throwing myself on his mercy; but yet I felt it was
the only thing to do—that I must bridge this affair, if at cost of
some reputation.</p>
<p>It was not to be. Here Doltaire, seeing that my words had indeed affected
my opponent, said: “A double retreat! He swore to give a challenge
to-night, and he cries off like a sheep from a porcupine; his courage is
so slack, he dares not move a step to his liberty. It was a bet, a hazard.
He was to drink glass for glass with any and all of us, and fight sword
for sword with any of us who gave him cause. Having drunk his courage to
death, he’d now browse at the feet of those who give him chance to win his
stake.”</p>
<p>His words came slowly and bitingly, yet with an air of damnable
nonchalance. I looked round me. Every man present was full-sprung with
wine; and a distance away, a gentleman on either side of him, stood the
Intendant, smiling detestably, a keen, houndlike look shooting out of his
small round eyes.</p>
<p>I had had enough; I could bear no more. To be baited like a bear by these
Frenchmen—it was aloes in my teeth! I was not sorry then that these
words of Juste Duvarney’s gave me no chance of escape from fighting;
though I would it had been any other man in the room than he. It was on my
tongue to say that if some gentleman would take up his quarrel I should be
glad to drive mine home, though for reasons I cared not myself to fight
Duvarney. But I did not, for I knew that to carry that point farther might
rouse a general thought of Alixe, and I had no wish to make matters hard
for her. Everything in its own good time, and when I should be free! So,
without more ado, I said to him:</p>
<p>“Monsieur, the quarrel was of your choosing, not mine. There was no need
for strife between us, and you have more to lose than I: more friends,
more years of life, more hopes. I have avoided your bait, as you call it,
for your sake, not mine own. Now I take it, and you, monsieur, show us
what sort of fisherman you are.”</p>
<p>All was arranged in a moment. As we turned to pass from the room to the
courtyard, I noted that Bigot was gone. When we came outside, it was just
one, as I could tell by a clock striking in a chamber near. It was cold,
and some of the company shivered as we stepped upon the white, frosty
stones. The late October air bit the cheek, though now and then a warm,
pungent current passed across the courtyard—the breath from the
people’s burnt corn. Even yet upon the sky was the reflection of the fire,
and distant sounds of singing, shouting, and carousal came to us from the
Lower Town.</p>
<p>We stepped to a corner of the yard and took off our coats; swords were
handed us—both excellent, for we had had our choice of many. It was
partial moonlight, but there were flitting clouds. That we should have
light, however, pine torches had been brought, and these were stuck in the
wall. My back was to the outer wall of the courtyard, and I saw the
Intendant at a window of the palace looking down at us. Doltaire stood a
little apart from the other gentlemen in the courtyard, yet where he could
see Duvarney and myself at advantage.</p>
<p>Before we engaged, I looked intently into my opponent’s face, and measured
him carefully with my eye, that I might have his height and figure
explicit and exact; for I know how moonlight and fire distort, how the eye
may be deceived. I looked for every button; for the spot in his lean,
healthy body where I could disable him, spit him, and yet not kill him—for
this was the thing furthest from my wishes, God knows. Now the deadly
character of the event seemed to impress him, for he was pale, and the
liquor he had drunk had given him dark hollows round the eyes, and a gray
shining sweat was on his cheek. But his eyes themselves were fiery and
keen and there was reckless daring in every turn of his body.</p>
<p>I was not long in finding his quality, for he came at me violently from
the start, and I had chance to know his strength and weakness also. His
hand was quick, his sight clear and sure, his knowledge to a certain point
most definite and practical, his mastery of the sword delightful; but he
had little imagination, he did not divine, he was merely a brilliant
performer, he did not conceive. I saw that if I put him on the defensive I
should have him at advantage, for he had not that art of the true
swordsman, the prescient quality which foretells the opponents action and
stands prepared. There I had him at fatal advantage—could, I felt,
give him last reward of insult at my pleasure. Yet a lust of fighting got
into me, and it was difficult to hold myself in check at all, nor was it
easy to meet his breathless and adroit advances.</p>
<p>Then, too, remarks from the bystanders worked me up to a deep sort of
anger, and I could feel Doltaire looking at me with that still, cold face
of his, an ironical smile at his lips. Now and then, too, a ribald jest
came from some young roisterer near, and the fact that I stood alone among
sneering enemies wound me up to a point where pride was more active than
aught else. I began to press him a little, and I pricked him once. Then a
singular feeling possessed me. I would bring this to an end when I had
counted ten; I would strike home when I said “ten.”</p>
<p>So I began, and I was not aware then that I was counting aloud. “One—two—three!”
It was weird to the onlookers, for the yard grew still, and you could hear
nothing but maybe a shifting foot or a hard breathing. “Four—five—six!”
There was a tenseness in the air, and Juste Duvarney, as if he felt a
menace in the words, seemed to lose all sense of wariness, and came at me
lunging, lunging with great swiftness and heat. I was incensed now, and he
must take what fortune might send; one can not guide one’s sword to do the
least harm fighting as did we.</p>
<p>I had lost blood, and the game could go on no longer. “Eight!” I pressed
him sharply now. “Nine!” I was preparing for the trick which would end the
matter, when I slipped on the frosty stones, now glazed with our tramping
back and forth, and, trying to recover myself, left my side open to his
sword. It came home, though I partly diverted it. I was forced to my
knees, but there, mad, unpardonable youth, he made another furious lunge
at me. I threw myself back, deftly avoided the lunge, and he came plump on
my upstretched sword, gave a long gasp, and sank down.</p>
<p>At that moment the doors of the courtyard opened, and men stepped inside,
one coming quickly forward before the rest. It was the Governor, the
Marquis de Vaudreuil. He spoke, but what he said I knew not, for the stark
upturned face of Juste Duvarney was there before me, there was a great
buzzing in my ears, and I fell back into darkness.</p>
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