<p>“I’m sorry, sir, but now the ship
has gotten away. Look down at the
board.”</p>
<hr class="thoughtbreak" />
<p class="post_thoughtbreak"><span class="first_word">Gross</span> stared down, Kramer over
his shoulder. The black dot
had slipped through the white dots
and had moved off at an abrupt angle.
The white dots were broken
up, dispersing in confusion.</p>
<p>“He’s an unusual strategist,” one
of the officers said. He traced the
line. “It’s an ancient maneuver, an
old Prussian device, but it worked.”</p>
<p>The white dots were turning back.
“Too many yuk ships out that far,”
Gross said. “Well, that’s what you
get when you don’t act quickly.” He
looked up coldly at Kramer. “We
should have done it when we had
him. Look at him go!” He jabbed
a finger at the rapidly moving black
dot. The dot came to the edge of
the board and stopped. It had
reached the limit of the chartered
area. “See?”</p>
<p>—Now what? Kramer thought,
watching. So the Old Man had escaped
the cruisers and gotten away.
He was alert, all right; there was
nothing wrong with his mind. Or
with his ability to control his new body.</p>
<p>Body—The ship was a new
body for him. He had traded in
the old dying body, withered and
frail, for this hulking frame of metal
and plastic, turbines and rocket jets.
He was strong, now. Strong and
big. The new body was more
powerful than a thousand human
bodies. But how long would it last
him? The average life of a cruiser
was only ten years. With careful
handling he might get twenty out of
it, before some essential part failed
and there was no way to replace it.</p>
<p>And then, what then? What
would he do, when something failed
and there was no one to fix it for
him? That would be the end. Someplace,
<SPAN class="pagenum" id="page46" title="46"> </SPAN>far out in the cold darkness
of space, the ship would slow down,
silent and lifeless, to exhaust its last
heat into the eternal timelessness of
outer space. Or perhaps it would
crash on some barren asteroid, burst
into a million fragments.</p>
<p>It was only a question of time.</p>
<p>“Your wife didn’t remember anything?”
Gross said.</p>
<p>“I told you. Only that he kept
a goat, once.”</p>
<p>“A hell of a lot of help that is.”</p>
<p>Kramer shrugged. “It’s not my
fault.”</p>
<p>“I wonder if we’ll ever see him
again.” Gross stared down at the indicator
dot, still hanging at the
edge of the board. “I wonder if
he’ll ever move back this way.”</p>
<p>“I wonder, too,” Kramer said.</p>
<hr class="thoughtbreak" />
<p class="post_thoughtbreak"><span class="first_word">That</span> night Kramer lay in bed,
tossing from side to side, unable
to sleep. The moon gravity,
even artificially increased, was unfamiliar
to him and it made him
uncomfortable. A thousand thoughts
wandered loose in his head as he
lay, fully awake.</p>
<p>What did it all mean? What was
the Professor’s plan? Maybe they
would never know. Maybe the ship
was gone for good; the Old Man
had left forever, shooting into outer
space. They might never find out
why he had done it, what purpose—if
any—had been in his mind.</p>
<p>Kramer sat up in bed. He turned
on the light and lit a cigarette. His
quarters were small, a metal-lined
bunk room, part of the moon station
base.</p>
<p>The Old Man had wanted to talk
to him. He had wanted to discuss
things, hold a conversation, but in
the hysteria and confusion all they
had been able to think of was getting
away. The ship was rushing
off with them, carrying them into
outer space. Kramer set his jaw.
Could they be blamed for jumping?
They had no idea where they were
being taken, or why. They were
helpless, caught in their own ship,
and the pursuit ship standing by
waiting to pick them up was their
only chance. Another half hour
and it would have been too late.</p>
<p>But what had the Old Man wanted
to say? What had he intended
to tell him, in those first confusing
moments when the ship around them
had come alive, each metal strut and
wire suddenly animate, the body of
a living creature, a vast metal organism?</p>
<p>It was weird, unnerving. He could
not forget it, even now. He looked
around the small room uneasily.
What did it signify, the coming to
life of metal and plastic? All at
once they had found themselves inside
a <em>living</em> creature, in its stomach,
like Jonah inside the whale.</p>
<p>It had been alive, and it had talked
to them, talked calmly and rationally,
as it rushed them off, faster
and faster into outer space. The
wall speaker and circuit had become
the vocal cords and mouth, the
wiring the spinal cord and nerves,
the hatches and relays and circuit
breakers the muscles.</p>
<p><SPAN class="pagenum" id="page47" title="47"> </SPAN>They had been helpless, completely
helpless. The ship had, in a brief
second, stolen their power away
from them and left them defenseless,
practically at its mercy. It was
not right; it made him uneasy. All
his life he had controlled machines,
bent nature and the forces of nature
to man and man’s needs. The
human race had slowly evolved until
it was in a position to operate things,
run them as it saw fit. Now all at
once it had been plunged back down
the ladder again, prostrate before a
Power against which they were children.</p>
<p>Kramer got out of bed. He put
on his bathrobe and began to search
for a cigarette. While he was searching,
the vidphone rang.</p>
<p>He snapped the vidphone on.</p>
<p>“Yes?”</p>
<p>The face of the immediate monitor
appeared. “A call from Terra,
Mr. Kramer. An emergency call.”</p>
<p>“Emergency call? For me? Put
it through.” Kramer came awake,
brushing his hair back out of his
eyes. Alarm plucked at him.</p>
<p>From the speaker a strange voice
came. “Philip Kramer? Is this
Kramer?”</p>
<p>“Yes. Go on.”</p>
<p>“This is General Hospital, New
York City, Terra. Mr. Kramer, your
wife is here. She has been critically
injured in an accident. Your
name was given to us to call. Is it
possible for you to—”</p>
<p>“How badly?” Kramer gripped
the vidphone stand. “Is it serious?”</p>
<p>“Yes, it’s serious, Mr. Kramer.
Are you able to come here? The
quicker you can come the better.”</p>
<p>“Yes.” Kramer nodded. “I’ll
come. Thanks.”</p>
<hr class="thoughtbreak" />
<p class="post_thoughtbreak"><span class="first_word">The</span> screen died as the connection
was broken. Kramer
waited a moment. Then he tapped
the button. The screen relit again.
“Yes, sir,” the monitor said.</p>
<p>“Can I get a ship to Terra at
once? It’s an emergency. My wife—”</p>
<p>“There’s no ship leaving the moon
for eight hours. You’ll have to
wait until the next period.”</p>
<p>“Isn’t there anything I can do?”</p>
<p>“We can broadcast a general request
to all ships passing through
this area. Sometimes cruisers pass
by here returning to Terra for repairs.”</p>
<p>“Will you broadcast that for me?
I’ll come down to the field.”</p>
<p>“Yes sir. But there may be no
ship in the area for awhile. It’s a
gamble.” The screen died.</p>
<p>Kramer dressed quickly. He put
on his coat and hurried to the lift.
A moment later he was running
across the general receiving lobby,
past the rows of vacant desks and
conference tables. At the door the
sentries stepped aside and he went
outside, onto the great concrete
steps.</p>
<p>The face of the moon was in
shadow. Below him the field
stretched out in total darkness, a
black void, endless, without form.
He made his way carefully down the
steps and along the ramp along the
<SPAN class="pagenum" id="page48" title="48"> </SPAN>side of the field, to the control
tower. A faint row of red lights
showed him the way.</p>
<p>Two soldiers challenged him at
the foot of the tower, standing in
the shadows, their guns ready.</p>
<p>“Kramer?”</p>
<p>“Yes.” A light was flashed in
his face.</p>
<p>“Your call has been sent out already.”</p>
<p>“Any luck?” Kramer asked.</p>
<p>“There’s a cruiser nearby that
has made contact with us. It has
an injured jet and is moving slowly
back toward Terra, away from
the line.”</p>
<p>“Good.” Kramer nodded, a flood
of relief rushing through him. He
lit a cigarette and gave one to each
of the soldiers. The soldiers lit up.</p>
<p>“Sir,” one of them asked, “is it
true about the experimental ship?”</p>
<p>“What do you mean?”</p>
<p>“It came to life and ran off?”</p>
<p>“No, not exactly,” Kramer said.
“It had a new type of control system
instead of the Johnson units. It
wasn’t properly tested.”</p>
<p>“But sir, one of the cruisers that
was there got up close to it, and a
buddy of mine says this ship acted
funny. He never saw anything like
it. It was like when he was fishing
once on Terra, in Washington State,
fishing for bass. The fish were
smart, going this way and that—”</p>
<p>“Here’s your cruiser,” the other
soldier said. “Look!”</p>
<p>An enormous vague shape was setting
slowly down onto the field.
They could make nothing out but
its row of tiny green blinkers. Kramer
stared at the shape.</p>
<p>“Better hurry, sir,” the soldiers
said. “They don’t stick around
here very long.”</p>
<p>“Thanks.” Kramer loped across
the field, toward the black shape
that rose up above him, extended
across the width of the field. The
ramp was down from the side of the
cruiser and he caught hold of it.
The ramp rose, and a moment later
Kramer was inside the hold of the
ship. The hatch slid shut behind
him.</p>
<p>As he made his way up the stairs
to the main deck the turbines roared
up from the moon, out into space.</p>
<p>Kramer opened the door to the
main deck. He stopped suddenly,
staring around him in surprise.
There was nobody in sight. The
ship was deserted.</p>
<p>“Good God,” he said. Realization
swept over him, numbing him. He
sat down on a bench, his head swimming.
“Good God.”</p>
<p>The ship roared out into space
leaving the moon and Terra farther
behind each moment.</p>
<p>And there was nothing he could
do.</p>
<hr class="thoughtbreak" />
<p class="post_thoughtbreak">“<span class="first_word">So</span> it was you who put the call
through,” he said at last. “It
was you who called me on the vidphone,
not any hospital on Terra.
It was all part of the plan.” He
looked up and around him. “And
Dolores is really—”</p>
<p>“Your wife is fine,” the wall
speaker above him said tonelessly.
<SPAN class="pagenum" id="page49" title="49"> </SPAN>“It was a fraud. I am sorry to
trick you that way, Philip, but it
was all I could think of. Another
day and you would have been back
on Terra. I don’t want to remain
in this area any longer than necessary.
They have been so certain
of finding me out in deep space that
I have been able to stay here without
too much danger. But even
the purloined letter was found eventually.”</p>
<p>Kramer smoked his cigarette nervously.
“What are you going to
do? Where are we going?”</p>
<p>“First, I want to talk to you. I
have many things to discuss. I
was very disappointed when you left
me, along with the others. I had
hoped that you would remain.” The
dry voice chuckled. “Remember
how we used to talk in the old days,
you and I? That was a long time
ago.”</p>
<p>The ship was gaining speed. It
plunged through space at tremendous
speed, rushing through the
last of the defense zone and out beyond.
A rush of nausea made Kramer
bend over for a moment.</p>
<p>When he straightened up the
voice from the wall went on, “I’m
sorry to step it up so quickly, but
we are still in danger. Another few
moments and we’ll be free.”</p>
<p>“How about yuk ships? Aren’t
they out here?”</p>
<p>“I’ve already slipped away from
several of them. They’re quite
curious about me.”</p>
<p>“Curious?”</p>
<p>“They sense that I’m different,
more like their own organic mines.
They don’t like it. I believe they will
begin to withdraw from this area,
soon. Apparently they don’t want
to get involved with me. They’re
an odd race, Philip. I would have
liked to study them closely, try to
learn something about them. I’m
of the opinion that they use no inert
material. All their equipment
and instruments are alive, in some
form or other. They don’t construct
or build at all. The idea of
<em>making</em> is foreign to them. They
utilize existing forms. Even their
ships—”</p>
<p>“Where are we going?” Kramer
said. “I want to know where you
are taking me.”</p>
<p>“Frankly, I’m not certain.”</p>
<p>“You’re not certain?”</p>
<p>“I haven’t worked some details
out. There are a few vague spots in
my program, still. But I think that
in a short while I’ll have them
ironed out.”</p>
<p>“What is your program?” Kramer
said.</p>
<p>“It’s really very simple. But don’t
you want to come into the control
room and sit? The seats are much
more comfortable than that metal
bench.”</p>
<p>Kramer went into the control
room and sat down at the control
board. Looking at the useless apparatus
made him feel strange.</p>
<p>“What’s the matter?” the speaker
above the board rasped.</p>
<hr class="thoughtbreak" />
<p class="post_thoughtbreak"><span class="first_word">Kramer</span> gestured helplessly.
“I’m—powerless. I can’t do
<SPAN class="pagenum" id="page50" title="50"> </SPAN>anything. And I don’t like it. Do
you blame me?”</p>
<p>“No. No, I don’t blame you.
But you’ll get your control back,
soon. Don’t worry. This is only
a temporary expedient, taking you
off this way. It was something I
didn’t contemplate. I forgot that
orders would be given out to shoot
me on sight.”</p>
<p>“It was Gross’ idea.”</p>
<p>“I don’t doubt that. My conception,
my plan, came to me as
soon as you began to describe your
project, that day at my house. I
saw at once that you were wrong;
you people have no understanding
of the mind at all. I realized that
the transfer of a human brain from
an organic body to a complex artificial
space ship would not involve
the loss of the intellectualization faculty
of the mind. When a man
thinks, he <em>is</em>.</p>
<p>“When I realized that, I saw
the possibility of an age-old dream
becoming real. I was quite elderly
when I first met you, Philip. Even
then my life-span had come pretty
much to its end. I could look ahead
to nothing but death, and with it
the extinction of all my ideas. I
had made no mark on the world,
none at all. My students, one by
one, passed from me into the world,
to take up jobs in the great Research
Project, the search for better
and bigger weapons of war.</p>
<p>“The world has been fighting for
a long time, first with itself, then
with the Martians, then with these
beings from Proxima Centauri,
whom we know nothing about. The
human society has evolved war as
a cultural institution, like the science
of astronomy, or mathematics.
War is a part of our lives, a career,
a respected vocation. Bright, alert
young men and women move into
it, putting their shoulders to the
wheel as they did in the time of
Nebuchadnezzar. It has always
been so.</p>
<p>“But is it innate in mankind? I
don’t think so. No social custom
is innate. There were many human
groups that did not go to war;
the Eskimos never grasped the idea
at all, and the American Indians
never took to it well.</p>
<p>“But these dissenters were wiped
out, and a cultural pattern was established
that became the standard
for the whole planet. Now it
has become ingrained in us.</p>
<p>“But if someplace along the line
some other way of settling problems
had arisen and taken hold, something
different than the massing of
men and material to—”</p>
<p>“What’s your plan?” Kramer said.
“I know the theory. It was part
of one of your lectures.”</p>
<p>“Yes, buried in a lecture on plant
selection, as I recall. When you
came to me with this proposition I
realized that perhaps my conception
could be brought to life, after all.
If my theory were right that war
is only a habit, not an instinct, a
society built up apart from Terra
with a minimum of cultural roots
might develop differently. If it
failed to absorb our outlook, if it
<SPAN class="pagenum" id="page51" title="51"> </SPAN>could start out on another foot, it
might not arrive at the same point
to which we have come: a dead end,
with nothing but greater and greater
wars in sight, until nothing is left
but ruin and destruction everywhere.</p>
<p>“Of course, there would have to
be a Watcher to guide the experiment,
at first. A crisis would undoubtedly
come very quickly, probably
in the second generation. Cain
would arise almost at once.</p>
<p>“You see, Kramer, I estimate that
if I remain at rest most of the time,
on some small planet or moon, I
may be able to keep functioning for
almost a hundred years. That would
be time enough, sufficient to see
the direction of the new colony. After
that—Well, after that it would
be up to the colony itself.</p>
<p>“Which is just as well, of course.
Man must take control eventually,
on his own. One hundred years,
and after that they will have control
of their own destiny. Perhaps
I am wrong, perhaps war is more
than a habit. Perhaps it is a law
of the universe, that things can only
survive as groups by group violence.</p>
<p>“But I’m going ahead and taking
the chance that it is only a habit,
that I’m right, that war is something
we’re so accustomed to that
we don’t realize it is a very unnatural
thing. Now as to the place!
I’m still a little vague about that.
We must find the place, still.</p>
<p>“That’s what we’re doing now.
You and I are going to inspect a few
systems off the beaten path, planets
where the trading prospects are low
enough to keep Terran ships away.
I know of one planet that might be
a good place. It was reported by
the Fairchild Expedition in their
original manual. We may look into
that, for a start.”</p>
<p>The ship was silent.</p>
<hr class="thoughtbreak" />
<p class="post_thoughtbreak"><span class="first_word">Kramer</span> sat for a time, staring
down at the metal floor under
him. The floor throbbed dully
with the motion of the turbines. At
last he looked up.</p>
<p>“You might be right. Maybe our
outlook is only a habit.” Kramer
got to his feet. “But I wonder if
something has occurred to you?”</p>
<p>“What is that?”</p>
<p>“If it’s such a deeply ingrained
habit, going back thousands of
years, how are you going to get
your colonists to make the break,
leave Terra and Terran customs?
How about <em>this</em> generation, the first
ones, the people who found the colony?
I think you’re right that the
next generation would be free of all
this, if there were an—” He grinned.
“—An Old Man Above to
teach them something else instead.”</p>
<p>Kramer looked up at the wall
speaker. “How are you going to
get the people to leave Terra and
come with you, if by your own theory,
this generation can’t be saved,
it all has to start with the next?”</p>
<p>The wall speaker was silent. Then
it made a sound, the faint dry
chuckle.</p>
<p>“I’m surprised at you, Philip.
Settlers can be found. We won’t
need many, just a few.” The speaker
<SPAN class="pagenum" id="page52" title="52"> </SPAN>chuckled again. “I’ll acquaint
you with my solution.”</p>
<p>At the far end of the corridor
a door slid open. There was sound,
a hesitant sound. Kramer turned.</p>
<p>“Dolores!”</p>
<p>Dolores Kramer stood uncertainly,
looking into the control room. She
blinked in amazement. “Phil! What
are you doing here? What’s going
on?”</p>
<p>They stared at each other.</p>
<p>“What’s happening?” Dolores
said. “I received a vidcall that you
had been hurt in a lunar explosion—”</p>
<p>The wall speaker rasped into life.
“You see, Philip, that problem is already
solved. We don’t really need
so many people; even a single couple
might do.”</p>
<p>Kramer nodded slowly. “I see,”
he murmured thickly. “Just one
couple. One man and woman.”</p>
<p>“They might make it all right, if
there were someone to watch and
see that things went as they should.
There will be quite a few things I
can help you with, Philip. Quite a
few. We’ll get along very well, I
think.”</p>
<p>Kramer grinned wryly. “You
could even help us name the animals,”
he said. “I understand that’s
the first step.”</p>
<p>“I’ll be glad to,” the toneless,
impersonal voice said. “As I recall,
my part will be to bring them
to you, one by one. Then you can
do the actual naming.”</p>
<p>“I don’t understand,” Dolores
faltered. “What does he mean,
Phil? Naming animals. What kind
of animals? Where are we going?”</p>
<p>Kramer walked slowly over to the
port and stood staring silently out,
his arms folded. Beyond the ship
a myriad fragments of light gleamed,
countless coals glowing in the dark
void. Stars, suns, systems. Endless,
without number. A universe of
worlds. An infinity of planets,
waiting for them, gleaming and
winking from the darkness.</p>
<p>He turned back, away from the
port. “Where are we going?” He
smiled at his wife, standing nervous
and frightened, her large eyes full
of alarm. “I don’t know where we
are going,” he said. “But somehow
that doesn’t seem too important
right now…. I’m beginning to see
the Professor’s point, it’s the result
that counts.”</p>
<p>And for the first time in many
months he put his arm around Dolores.
At first she stiffened, the
fright and nervousness still in her
eyes. But then suddenly she relaxed
against him and there were tears
wetting her cheeks.</p>
<p>“Phil … do you really think we
can start over again—you and I?”</p>
<p>He kissed her tenderly, then passionately.</p>
<p>And the spaceship shot swiftly
through the endless, trackless eternity
of the void….</p>
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