<h2 title="Chapter One"><SPAN name="p13" id="p13"></SPAN><span class="pagenum"><span class="ns">[p</span>13<span class="ns">]<br/></span></span>CHAPTER ONE</h2>
<p>He awakened to flame and smoke and it was as
though he had been born again. About him lay
thick, summer cloaked forests and heavy carpets
of laurel and brush. Obviously, it was some sort
of plane that was burning nearby and he had probably
been in it. In his mind, he remembered only
the blinding flash of white light, then a sea of
darkness that had enveloped him. Whether he had
been thrown clear of the wreck, or whether he had
crawled, he didn’t know. But the torn flying suit
he wore convinced him that he had once been airborne<!-- TN: original reads 'airbourne' -->
in that battered craft.</p>
<p>The heavy, canvas-like material of the flying
suit had protected the blue serge business suit
underneath, so that besides a ripped pocket it
was presentable. He grinned wryly in the pre-dawn
darkness. Presentable to whom? The
squirrels? He peeled off the flying suit and added
it to the flaming wreckage, then staggered off
through the night toward the valley below. There
was usually, he recalled, water in ravines.</p>
<p>He used small saplings for handholds while his
head thumped and thundered wildly. Probing fingers
found a lump beneath blood matted hair that
was sensitive to the touch. There was a scratch
on his cheek, sealed with dried blood, and his
hands were skinned as though he had broken a fall
in cinders with them. It was, he decided, amazing
that he had survived a plane crash with so little
injury; but then, stranger things had happened.</p>
<p>There was a run at the bottom of the hill, one
of those leaf choked<!-- TN: no hyphen in original -->, meandering little creeks
that become stagnant pools in July and August, and
<SPAN name="p14" id="p14"></SPAN><span class="pagenum"><span class="ns">[p</span>14<span class="ns">]
</span></span>raging torrents of brown water in the spring. Lying
on a sloping, flat rock he thrust his face into
the stream and drank deeply, feeling the life
flow from the water into the weariness of his body.
He washed his face in it, splashing it over his
head until his mind began to function with familiar
clarity.</p>
<p>But he still did not know who he was...</p>
<p>When he tried to search backward into the past,
he could see only the white flash and the darkness.
It was frightening. It was as though someone had
taken a pair of scissors<!-- TN: original reads 'sissors' --> and cut away the whole
memory of his past life. He fumbled through his
pockets, found the wallet and the cigarette lighter
and began flipping through the cards with the help
of the tiny lighter flame.</p>
<p>An identification card labeled him Nicholas
Howard Danson and stated that he lived at 2312
Weisman Drive, Everett, Pennsylvania. There was
also a draft, social security and drivers license
card. The others were membership certificates
to various clubs and organizations. Finally there
were several pictures of himself and a woman; in
fact, there were a great many pictures of the woman.
One was a portrait of her, inscribed, “love,
Beth”, which told him that she was either a girlfriend
or his wife.</p>
<p>Nick extinguished the light and put the wallet
away. In his shirt pocket he found a crumpled
pack of cigarettes. He shook one out, lit it and
dragged the smoke down deep into his lungs while
he pondered over his newly discovered self.</p>
<p>Of course the proper thing to do would be to
get to a phone, call the local authorities and explain
the crash. The law would help him get home
and check him out. That was the proper thing -
<SPAN name="p15" id="p15"></SPAN><span class="pagenum"><span class="ns">[p</span>15<span class="ns">]
</span></span>but he wasn’t about to do the proper thing. He was
a stranger to himself. Who was he? What was he?
He could well be outside the law, a criminal...
Then what? Turn yourself in, Danson, he grimaced,
and discover that you are wanted by the law for
something? To hell with that. Get to this Beth
woman and get some answers to a few questions
before you bring in the law.</p>
<p>Apparently no one had seen the crash. No one
knew he was here. Perhaps it would be better
to leave it like that until he had a chance to find
out just what he was up against.</p>
<p>He decided not to contact anyone. When it was
light enough he would look for a ride to somewhere.
At a gas station he could find out where
he was and where Everett, Pennsylvania was.
Then, by thumbing, he could get a ride to where
he lived. If this Beth woman was his wife, she
could fill him in. There was plenty of time to
call the law.</p>
<p>Sleep, when he tried it, refused to come. There
were too many unanswered questions rocketing
around in his brain. Well, he had to find a road,
sooner or later, so it might as well be now. Perhaps
the more distance he put between himself
and the wreck, the better it would be for him. He
took a final drink of water from the creek and
stood up, his sore, battered muscles protesting
violently. Then he began to stumble through the
adumbral forests to find a road.</p>
<p>It was getting light when he found the highway.
It was small and narrow, bedded with pebbly
asphalt with a faded white line down the middle
that told him it was not a first class road. It
stretched ahead of him, dwindling among the thick
hemlock forests and dwarfed by the steep, wooded
<SPAN name="p16" id="p16"></SPAN><span class="pagenum"><span class="ns">[p</span>16<span class="ns">]
</span></span>hills. He grinned, wondering vaguely which direction
he should travel to get to Everett. Finally
he pulled a quarter from his pocket and flipped
it into the air. He caught it deftly. Heads, I go to
the right; tails, I go to the left. Heads won and he
started off toward the right, the stiffness and the
weariness dragging at him like a weight tied to
his legs.</p>
<p>While he walked he studied the pictures in his
wallet, noting happily that it also contained twenty
dollars in bills. That was comforting.</p>
<p>In the daylight, the picture of Beth that had looked
pretty in the flame of the lighter, became beautiful.
Although it was a black and white photo, Nick
decided that her hair was brown. It swept about
a soft, heart<!-- TN: no hyphen in original --> shaped face like a cloud. The image
was smiling at him and he felt that if she was
not his wife, he hoped that she was his girl.</p>
<p>It was late in the morning when he found the
service station. It was a small, lonely, isolated
place that sported two pumps and cramped<!-- TN: no hyphen in original --> looking
lube rack. Through the open door of the washroom,
Nick could see the shoes and coverall legs of the
attendant as they stuck out from under a Ford.
Nick found a dime in his pocket and treated himself
to a cold drink, while he tried to figure out
where he was.</p>
<p>Across the highway a marker told him that he
was on Route 87. He pulled a Pennsylvania map - not
entirely sure he was in Pennsylvania - from
the rack inside the door and, unfolding it, found
Everett. The route 87 ran through the town, but
it was difficult to puzzle out whether he was north
or south of the place. He refolded the map and
stuffed it into his pocket for further reference,
and glanced around. On the far side of the office
<SPAN name="p17" id="p17"></SPAN><span class="pagenum"><span class="ns">[p</span>17<span class="ns">]
</span></span>was a door marked “MEN”, that was just what he
wanted. His clothes, his hair and his face needed
a few emergency repairs before he could confront
the population of Everett.</p>
<p>He went in.</p>
<p>In a mirror, with most of the backing peeling
away, he discovered that Nick Danson was rather
good looking, if you overlooked the damage. His
blocky, rugged face was smeared with dirt and
dried blood, with a slight stubble shadowing his
lean cheeks. The mop of tangled black hair had a
lot of red splotches in it from the blood he’d lost.
He filled the bowl with tepid water and began
soaping his face and hands vigorously, even though
it hurt. After washing most of the blood from his
hair, he found a comb in a pocket and whipped
some order into the matted, dark mass.</p>
<p>The attendant was standing at the counter when
Nick came out of the restroom. He was an elderly
man with receding grey hair, a hawk nose and
grizzled features set firmly into a face that looked
like a dried apple. He grinned and the gold cap on
an eye tooth flashed dully.</p>
<p>“Thought I heard someone in here,” he said
around the chew that pouched his cheek. “Car
break down on ye?”</p>
<p>“I’m walking,” Nick<!-- TN: original reads 'Hick' --> told him.</p>
<p>“Yer a long way from any kind ’o town, son ...
say,” he said suddenly noticing the scratch marks.
“Y’ been fightin’ a bobcat?”</p>
<p>Nick shook his head and fished for a lie. “Got
drunk last night and into a brawl. My friends
pitched me out of the car in a moment of playfulness.”
He hoped he had put enough bitterness into
the explanation to make it ring true.</p>
<p>The old man chuckled softly. “Durned shame,
<SPAN name="p18" id="p18"></SPAN><span class="pagenum"><span class="ns">[p</span>18<span class="ns">]
</span></span>son. Y’from around here?”</p>
<p>“New York,” Nick lied. “I’m stayin’ in
Everett.”</p>
<p>“Everett,” the old man cackled. “Hell, that’s
fifteen miles south o’here, or better.” He paused,
swiveled his bird-like head and spat a jet of brown
juice through the open door. “Tell y’what, son,
seein’s how you’ll have t’walk it down there.
Ain’t no one goin’ that way, I know of. S’pose
y’could thumb it, but it’d be hard. Lonely road,
y’see. If y’don’t mind waitin’ till after supper,
I’ll run y’down to town. Drop y’off where y’want
to go.”</p>
<p>“Hadn’t thought of waiting so long,” Nick told
him. “What would I do? Just sit here?”</p>
<p>“Hell no! In th’ back room there’s a cot. Been
sleepin’ there myself sometimes, since m’wife
passed along back in ’53. December of ’53 it was.
I’ll wake ye, come supper.”</p>
<p>“Thanks.”</p>
<p>With the hunger gnawing at his stomach, Nick
took a cellophane wrapped pie from the counter
and began eating it. He handed the old man a
quarter.</p>
<p>“S’funny,” the old man said, ringing up the sale,
“ye don’t smell like a drunk. Ought t’be some
likker smell to y’son.”</p>
<p>“I was drinking vodka,” Nick countered, wondering
how he had pulled that from a mind that
could not remember his past. He took another bite
of the pie as the old man gave him his change.</p>
<p>“Bad stuff, vodka. That’s th’ slop them Russian
hassocks drink, ain’t it?”</p>
<p>“I think so.”</p>
<p>“Well, it ain’t for Andy Hocum. Them hassocks
can have it.”</p>
<p><SPAN name="p19" id="p19"></SPAN><span class="pagenum"><span class="ns">[p</span>19<span class="ns">]<br
/></span></span>Nick was saved from further conversation by
a new station wagon pulling into the pumps. A
young woman, dressed in a suit, cut the engine
and honked the horn briefly. Andy waved and
headed for the door.</p>
<p>“Get some shut eye, son. I’ll wake y’ later.”</p>
<p>“Thanks, Andy.”</p>
<p>He finished the last of the pie and watched Andy
stick a hose into the wagon’s gas tank, then go
around front to wipe off the windshield.</p>
<p>Nick cleared the pie wrapper off the small
counter and tossed it into a box as he headed for
the backroom. After closing the door, he fell onto
the bed and a moment later into the well of sleep.</p>
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