<h2 title="Chapter Thirteen"><SPAN name="p115" id="p115"></SPAN><span class="pagenum"><span class="ns">[p</span>115<span class="ns">]<br/></span></span>CHAPTER THIRTEEN</h2>
<p>Outside, in the corridor, Lors nodded to the
guards and began walking toward Thesa’s quarters.
In his mind, now that he again <em>had</em> a
whole mind, was the feeling of being trapped,
the feeling of being caught in a mesh-like web
that was about to strangle him.</p>
<p>Perhaps they could patch things up on Terra,
but the two Terrans would have to die, or at
least one - merely to gain him another month,
or two, with Beth. Was it worth it? In the long
run, was it practical? Perhaps he didn’t really
love the Terran woman - maybe it was just infatuation,
or gratitude, or even the result of
long abstinence. If that was the case, it would
be brutal for them to kill the one man who
could make her happy.</p>
<p>Then, on the other hand, suppose his love
was genuine. If he really loved her, the coming
accident which he was to stage would never come
to pass. He knew himself too well to believe that.
He would take Beth and run, get away into another
country, change his name, his features...</p>
<p>He smiled to himself and remembered his
training on Mars, and the ability of the spacemen
to reach out with a long arm to stop anything.
Anything! <i>We are the gods, he remembered.
We are the gods who move with lightning
and speak in thunder. The Terrans are like so
many cows that need a watchful eye upon them
at all times...</i></p>
<p>Gods. Yes, in a manner of speaking, he decided
that they were gods ... but what did the
book say about one of the minor gods being
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</span></span>caught up in a crazy thing like this? It had
never happened before.</p>
<p>Without actually realizing it, he found himself
standing at the door to his own quarters. A single
guard, armed with an auto-rifle stopped him when
he approached the door.</p>
<p>“I’m sorry, sir,” the Spacer said. “You cannot
enter here.”</p>
<p>Danson was on the other side, he knew. Nicholas
Danson, the artist, the man with whom he had
traded places. Suddenly he wanted to speak with
the man, find out about him. All at once, Danson
was not just another Terran - he was a man, with
feelings, emotion...</p>
<p>“I’m Firstspacer Lors,” he heard his voice
rumble with authority. “I’d like to speak with the
Terran.”</p>
<p>The guard stiffened. “I’m sorry, sir. I didn’t
know who you were.”</p>
<p>“You will open the door, spacer?”</p>
<p>“Yes, sir, but you’d best leave your sidearm
with me.”</p>
<p>Lors nodded and pulled his auto-pistol from
the black leather holster and handed it to the guard
who stuffed it into his belt. He reached back and
unlocked the door. As it swung open, Lors stepped
inside.</p>
<p>The room was not large; it couldn’t be very big
on a starship, but it was serviceable. There was
a dresser and locker for uniforms, as well as a
visi-screen, a couch and a small bed. The Terran
was lying on the bed, reading.</p>
<p>Lors smiled at him. They could have been twins
of the same mother, were it not for the fact that
Terran’s disposition was different. He hadn’t
shaved in a few days, and his black hair was
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</span></span>tangled. Even the fatigue uniform he wore was
rumpled badly.</p>
<p>“Hello, Danson,” Lors said, in English, and to
his acute surprise, the Terran answered in Lors’
tongue.</p>
<p>“This mortal bids welcome to the great god,
Lors,” Danson said, with a faint smirk.</p>
<p>“You speak my language?” Lors asked, puzzled.</p>
<p>“Why not? You speak mine. When they checked
my brain, they found that I had a rather high
I.Q. Besides, I’ve read all your reading material
and decided that you have lousy taste. So I decided
to learn the language, and try to make conversation
with my watch dogs.”</p>
<p>“You are comfortable?”</p>
<p>Danson nodded. “Wonderful. First rate. Now
that I know the language, I’m going to get a deck
of cards and teach my jailers how to play draw
poker. Then I’m going to win this starship and
take it to Washington for analysis.”</p>
<p>“I didn’t come here to jest.”</p>
<p>Danson lit a cigarette and smiled thinly. “Why
did you come here?”</p>
<p>“To see you. Are you well taken care of?”</p>
<p>“Certainly. They’ve hooked up my pint sized
T.V. set so that I can look at the earth. I’ve been
to the Lunar Base ... terrific real estate. A rock
pile. Elaborate, but still a rock pile. I eat very
well. I sleep occasionally, except that I cannot get
used to the total darkness, and I have minor
grievances ... like I want to get the hell out of
here!” He stood up suddenly and glared at Lors.
“Am I happy! Am I content! Hell, yes! I’m so goddam
content I’m going stir crazy from it!</p>
<p>“I’m sick of the whole damned mess,
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</span></span>Firstspacer Lors, plain downright sick and...”</p>
<p>“Take it easy, Danson.”</p>
<p>“Shut up! Shut your damned mouth because I’m
not finished! Tell me, god, have you ever been
confined to a pint sized prison? You ever had your
brain picked clean by a flock of intellectual buzzards?
You ever sat in a room, with the walls
closing in on you, listening to a couple of blue-uniformed
knotheads stand outside your door
talking a babble of language that sounded like
Chinese, and not be able to speak to them? Not be
able to take a piss because you don’t know how to
find the toilet and don’t know how to ask where it
is?</p>
<p>“Well, I have. I have and I’m up to my ears with
this whole bit. I lie here every night and dream
about taking this so-called starship and ramming
it up your ass, plate by plate...”</p>
<p>Danson broke off suddenly, unable to continue
his wild tirade. He sat there on the edge of the
bunk, his face a livid white, with the cigarette
dangling from his lips. His left eye closed against
the bite of the smoke and his jaws knotted as he
stared at the wall.</p>
<p>“All finished,” Lors demanded quietly.</p>
<p>Danson grunted. “Yeah. Yeah, ace, I’m all
finished. In a way, I’m sorry ... but it felt good.
I’ve wanted to get all that off my chest for a long
time.”</p>
<p>“I can see your position, Danson,” Lors told
him. “I know what you’ve been through, but I
can’t do anything about it. I follow orders.”</p>
<p>Danson grinned. “Who’re you trying to kid, pal.
You got Commander Zark’s daughter eating out
of the palm of your hand. Hell, I’ll bet you pull
more strings around this ship than a puppeteer.”</p>
<p><SPAN name="p119" id="p119"></SPAN><span class="pagenum"><span class="ns">[p</span>119<span class="ns">]<br
/></span></span>“I’ve underestimated you, Danson,” Lors told
him in a soft voice. “You have an interesting
mind. Quite a grasp.”</p>
<p>Danson snorted again. “You guys aren’t the
sharpest people in the world. I will give you a bit
of advice, for free. You better either return me
to earth, or kill me. In another thirteen months,
I’ll figure out a way to blow this hulk into a million
pieces.”</p>
<p>“I doubt that,” Lors mused.</p>
<p>“Go ahead and doubt it, but you’d better keep
the powder magazine under double guard. And
while you’re at it, you better have the boys be
careful of what they say around me, since I know
the lingo.”</p>
<p>“How many Spacers have you talked to?” Lors
asked. “How many of them know how intelligent
you are?”</p>
<p>Danson shrugged. “Why?”</p>
<p>“Just wondered.”</p>
<p>Nick Danson looked at him narrowly. “You have
something on your mind, Lors?”</p>
<p>“Maybe. Right now, I’ll keep it to myself. Until
then, keep your mouth shut about how smart you
are. A weapon, Nick, is only useful when the enemy
doesn’t know how well it will work. When they
know, a counter-weapon can be made.” Lors
moved to the door. “I’ll be back, probably,” he
said and went out into the corridor, leaving the
Terran to ponder on what he had said.</p>
<p>The guard snapped to attention, then handed
Lors his auto-pistol. The Firstspacer slipped it
into the holster and snapped the flap. Then he
walked rapidly toward Firstspacer Thesa’s quarters
with the germ of an idea filtering and dancing through
his mind.</p>
<p><SPAN name="p120" id="p120"></SPAN><span class="pagenum"><span class="ns">[p</span>120<span class="ns">]<br
/></span></span>It wasn’t a complete idea, but it certainly was
a wild one. The chances of its working were about
a thousand to one, but if it did things might work
out.</p>
<p>He hoped so.</p>
<p>He reached the door of Thesa’s quarters and
jerked it open. His fingers fumbled for the button,
inside the door, that would switch on the lighted
walls. When he found it, he closed the door and
flicked on the lights. He stared at the inside of
the room in amazement.</p>
<p>She was lying on the bed, with her golden hair
falling about her shoulders like a waterfall of
sunlight, and her lips pulled back over white
teeth to smile at him. But he was stunned, frozen
to the spot.</p>
<p>“Jela,” he whispered, in shock.</p>
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