<h2>CHAPTER VII</h2>
<p>Cathy stayed at Thrushcross Grange five weeks: till Christmas. By that time her
ankle was thoroughly cured, and her manners much improved. The mistress visited
her often in the interval, and commenced her plan of reform by trying to raise
her self-respect with fine clothes and flattery, which she took readily; so
that, instead of a wild, hatless little savage jumping into the house, and
rushing to squeeze us all breathless, there lighted from a handsome black pony
a very dignified person, with brown ringlets falling from the cover of a
feathered beaver, and a long cloth habit, which she was obliged to hold up with
both hands that she might sail in. Hindley lifted her from her horse,
exclaiming delightedly, “Why, Cathy, you are quite a beauty! I should
scarcely have known you: you look like a lady now. Isabella Linton is not to be
compared with her, is she, Frances?” “Isabella has not her natural
advantages,” replied his wife: “but she must mind and not grow wild
again here. Ellen, help Miss Catherine off with her things—Stay, dear,
you will disarrange your curls—let me untie your hat.”</p>
<p>I removed the habit, and there shone forth beneath a grand plaid silk frock,
white trousers, and burnished shoes; and, while her eyes sparkled joyfully when
the dogs came bounding up to welcome her, she dared hardly touch them lest they
should fawn upon her splendid garments. She kissed me gently: I was all flour
making the Christmas cake, and it would not have done to give me a hug; and
then she looked round for Heathcliff. Mr. and Mrs. Earnshaw watched anxiously
their meeting; thinking it would enable them to judge, in some measure, what
grounds they had for hoping to succeed in separating the two friends.</p>
<p>Heathcliff was hard to discover, at first. If he were careless, and uncared
for, before Catherine’s absence, he had been ten times more so since.
Nobody but I even did him the kindness to call him a dirty boy, and bid him
wash himself, once a week; and children of his age seldom have a natural
pleasure in soap and water. Therefore, not to mention his clothes, which had
seen three months’ service in mire and dust, and his thick uncombed hair,
the surface of his face and hands was dismally beclouded. He might well skulk
behind the settle, on beholding such a bright, graceful damsel enter the house,
instead of a rough-headed counterpart of himself, as he expected. “Is
Heathcliff not here?” she demanded, pulling off her gloves, and
displaying fingers wonderfully whitened with doing nothing and staying indoors.</p>
<p>“Heathcliff, you may come forward,” cried Mr. Hindley, enjoying his
discomfiture, and gratified to see what a forbidding young blackguard he would
be compelled to present himself. “You may come and wish Miss Catherine
welcome, like the other servants.”</p>
<p>Cathy, catching a glimpse of her friend in his concealment, flew to embrace
him; she bestowed seven or eight kisses on his cheek within the second, and
then stopped, and drawing back, burst into a laugh, exclaiming, “Why, how
very black and cross you look! and how—how funny and grim! But
that’s because I’m used to Edgar and Isabella Linton. Well,
Heathcliff, have you forgotten me?”</p>
<p>She had some reason to put the question, for shame and pride threw double gloom
over his countenance, and kept him immovable.</p>
<p>“Shake hands, Heathcliff,” said Mr. Earnshaw, condescendingly;
“once in a way, that is permitted.”</p>
<p>“I shall not,” replied the boy, finding his tongue at last;
“I shall not stand to be laughed at. I shall not bear it!”</p>
<p>And he would have broken from the circle, but Miss Cathy seized him again.</p>
<p>“I did not mean to laugh at you,” she said; “I could not
hinder myself: Heathcliff, shake hands at least! What are you sulky for? It was
only that you looked odd. If you wash your face and brush your hair, it will be
all right: but you are so dirty!”</p>
<p>She gazed concernedly at the dusky fingers she held in her own, and also at her
dress; which she feared had gained no embellishment from its contact with his.</p>
<p>“You needn’t have touched me!” he answered, following her eye
and snatching away his hand. “I shall be as dirty as I please: and I like
to be dirty, and I will be dirty.”</p>
<p>With that he dashed headforemost out of the room, amid the merriment of the
master and mistress, and to the serious disturbance of Catherine; who could not
comprehend how her remarks should have produced such an exhibition of bad
temper.</p>
<p>After playing lady’s-maid to the new-comer, and putting my cakes in the
oven, and making the house and kitchen cheerful with great fires, befitting
Christmas-eve, I prepared to sit down and amuse myself by singing carols, all
alone; regardless of Joseph’s affirmations that he considered the merry
tunes I chose as next door to songs. He had retired to private prayer in his
chamber, and Mr. and Mrs. Earnshaw were engaging Missy’s attention by
sundry gay trifles bought for her to present to the little Lintons, as an
acknowledgment of their kindness. They had invited them to spend the morrow at
Wuthering Heights, and the invitation had been accepted, on one condition: Mrs.
Linton begged that her darlings might be kept carefully apart from that
“naughty swearing boy.”</p>
<p>Under these circumstances I remained solitary. I smelt the rich scent of the
heating spices; and admired the shining kitchen utensils, the polished clock,
decked in holly, the silver mugs ranged on a tray ready to be filled with
mulled ale for supper; and above all, the speckless purity of my particular
care—the scoured and well-swept floor. I gave due inward applause to
every object, and then I remembered how old Earnshaw used to come in when all
was tidied, and call me a cant lass, and slip a shilling into my hand as a
Christmas-box; and from that I went on to think of his fondness for Heathcliff,
and his dread lest he should suffer neglect after death had removed him: and
that naturally led me to consider the poor lad’s situation now, and from
singing I changed my mind to crying. It struck me soon, however, there would be
more sense in endeavouring to repair some of his wrongs than shedding tears
over them: I got up and walked into the court to seek him. He was not far; I
found him smoothing the glossy coat of the new pony in the stable, and feeding
the other beasts, according to custom.</p>
<p>“Make haste, Heathcliff!” I said, “the kitchen is so
comfortable; and Joseph is upstairs: make haste, and let me dress you smart
before Miss Cathy comes out, and then you can sit together, with the whole
hearth to yourselves, and have a long chatter till bedtime.”</p>
<p>He proceeded with his task, and never turned his head towards me.</p>
<p>“Come—are you coming?” I continued. “There’s a
little cake for each of you, nearly enough; and you’ll need
half-an-hour’s donning.”</p>
<p>I waited five minutes, but getting no answer left him. Catherine supped with
her brother and sister-in-law: Joseph and I joined at an unsociable meal,
seasoned with reproofs on one side and sauciness on the other. His cake and
cheese remained on the table all night for the fairies. He managed to continue
work till nine o’clock, and then marched dumb and dour to his chamber.
Cathy sat up late, having a world of things to order for the reception of her
new friends: she came into the kitchen once to speak to her old one; but he was
gone, and she only stayed to ask what was the matter with him, and then went
back. In the morning he rose early; and, as it was a holiday, carried his
ill-humour on to the moors; not re-appearing till the family were departed for
church. Fasting and reflection seemed to have brought him to a better spirit.
He hung about me for a while, and having screwed up his courage, exclaimed
abruptly—“Nelly, make me decent, I’m going to be good.”</p>
<p>“High time, Heathcliff,” I said; “you <i>have</i> grieved
Catherine: she’s sorry she ever came home, I daresay! It looks as if you
envied her, because she is more thought of than you.”</p>
<p>The notion of <i>envying</i> Catherine was incomprehensible to him, but the
notion of grieving her he understood clearly enough.</p>
<p>“Did she say she was grieved?” he inquired, looking very serious.</p>
<p>“She cried when I told her you were off again this morning.”</p>
<p>“Well, <i>I</i> cried last night,” he returned, “and I had
more reason to cry than she.”</p>
<p>“Yes: you had the reason of going to bed with a proud heart and an empty
stomach,” said I. “Proud people breed sad sorrows for themselves.
But, if you be ashamed of your touchiness, you must ask pardon, mind, when she
comes in. You must go up and offer to kiss her, and say—you know best
what to say; only do it heartily, and not as if you thought her converted into
a stranger by her grand dress. And now, though I have dinner to get ready,
I’ll steal time to arrange you so that Edgar Linton shall look quite a
doll beside you: and that he does. You are younger, and yet, I’ll be
bound, you are taller and twice as broad across the shoulders; you could knock
him down in a twinkling; don’t you feel that you could?”</p>
<p>Heathcliff’s face brightened a moment; then it was overcast afresh, and
he sighed.</p>
<p>“But, Nelly, if I knocked him down twenty times, that wouldn’t make
him less handsome or me more so. I wish I had light hair and a fair skin, and
was dressed and behaved as well, and had a chance of being as rich as he will
be!”</p>
<p>“And cried for mamma at every turn,” I added, “and trembled
if a country lad heaved his fist against you, and sat at home all day for a
shower of rain. Oh, Heathcliff, you are showing a poor spirit! Come to the
glass, and I’ll let you see what you should wish. Do you mark those two
lines between your eyes; and those thick brows, that, instead of rising arched,
sink in the middle; and that couple of black fiends, so deeply buried, who
never open their windows boldly, but lurk glinting under them, like
devil’s spies? Wish and learn to smooth away the surly wrinkles, to raise
your lids frankly, and change the fiends to confident, innocent angels,
suspecting and doubting nothing, and always seeing friends where they are not
sure of foes. Don’t get the expression of a vicious cur that appears to
know the kicks it gets are its desert, and yet hates all the world, as well as
the kicker, for what it suffers.”</p>
<p>“In other words, I must wish for Edgar Linton’s great blue eyes and
even forehead,” he replied. “I do—and that won’t help
me to them.”</p>
<p>“A good heart will help you to a bonny face, my lad,” I continued,
“if you were a regular black; and a bad one will turn the bonniest into
something worse than ugly. And now that we’ve done washing, and combing,
and sulking—tell me whether you don’t think yourself rather
handsome? I’ll tell you, I do. You’re fit for a prince in disguise.
Who knows but your father was Emperor of China, and your mother an Indian
queen, each of them able to buy up, with one week’s income, Wuthering
Heights and Thrushcross Grange together? And you were kidnapped by wicked
sailors and brought to England. Were I in your place, I would frame high
notions of my birth; and the thoughts of what I was should give me courage and
dignity to support the oppressions of a little farmer!”</p>
<p>So I chattered on; and Heathcliff gradually lost his frown and began to look
quite pleasant, when all at once our conversation was interrupted by a rumbling
sound moving up the road and entering the court. He ran to the window and I to
the door, just in time to behold the two Lintons descend from the family
carriage, smothered in cloaks and furs, and the Earnshaws dismount from their
horses: they often rode to church in winter. Catherine took a hand of each of
the children, and brought them into the house and set them before the fire,
which quickly put colour into their white faces.</p>
<p>I urged my companion to hasten now and show his amiable humour, and he
willingly obeyed; but ill luck would have it that, as he opened the door
leading from the kitchen on one side, Hindley opened it on the other. They met,
and the master, irritated at seeing him clean and cheerful, or, perhaps, eager
to keep his promise to Mrs. Linton, shoved him back with a sudden thrust, and
angrily bade Joseph “keep the fellow out of the room—send him into
the garret till dinner is over. He’ll be cramming his fingers in the
tarts and stealing the fruit, if left alone with them a minute.”</p>
<p>“Nay, sir,” I could not avoid answering, “he’ll touch
nothing, not he: and I suppose he must have his share of the dainties as well
as we.”</p>
<p>“He shall have his share of my hand, if I catch him downstairs till
dark,” cried Hindley. “Begone, you vagabond! What! you are
attempting the coxcomb, are you? Wait till I get hold of those elegant
locks—see if I won’t pull them a bit longer!”</p>
<p>“They are long enough already,” observed Master Linton, peeping
from the doorway; “I wonder they don’t make his head ache.
It’s like a colt’s mane over his eyes!”</p>
<p>He ventured this remark without any intention to insult; but Heathcliff’s
violent nature was not prepared to endure the appearance of impertinence from
one whom he seemed to hate, even then, as a rival. He seized a tureen of hot
apple sauce, the first thing that came under his gripe, and dashed it full
against the speaker’s face and neck; who instantly commenced a lament
that brought Isabella and Catherine hurrying to the place. Mr. Earnshaw
snatched up the culprit directly and conveyed him to his chamber; where,
doubtless, he administered a rough remedy to cool the fit of passion, for he
appeared red and breathless. I got the dish-cloth, and rather spitefully
scrubbed Edgar’s nose and mouth, affirming it served him right for
meddling. His sister began weeping to go home, and Cathy stood by confounded,
blushing for all.</p>
<p>“You should not have spoken to him!” she expostulated with Master
Linton. “He was in a bad temper, and now you’ve spoilt your visit;
and he’ll be flogged: I hate him to be flogged! I can’t eat my
dinner. Why did you speak to him, Edgar?”</p>
<p>“I didn’t,” sobbed the youth, escaping from my hands, and
finishing the remainder of the purification with his cambric
pocket-handkerchief. “I promised mamma that I wouldn’t say one word
to him, and I didn’t.”</p>
<p>“Well, don’t cry,” replied Catherine, contemptuously;
“you’re not killed. Don’t make more mischief; my brother is
coming: be quiet! Hush, Isabella! Has anybody hurt <i>you?</i>”</p>
<p>“There, there, children—to your seats!” cried Hindley,
bustling in. “That brute of a lad has warmed me nicely. Next time, Master
Edgar, take the law into your own fists—it will give you an
appetite!”</p>
<p>The little party recovered its equanimity at sight of the fragrant feast. They
were hungry after their ride, and easily consoled, since no real harm had
befallen them. Mr. Earnshaw carved bountiful platefuls, and the mistress made
them merry with lively talk. I waited behind her chair, and was pained to
behold Catherine, with dry eyes and an indifferent air, commence cutting up the
wing of a goose before her. “An unfeeling child,” I thought to
myself; “how lightly she dismisses her old playmate’s troubles. I
could not have imagined her to be so selfish.” She lifted a mouthful to
her lips: then she set it down again: her cheeks flushed, and the tears gushed
over them. She slipped her fork to the floor, and hastily dived under the cloth
to conceal her emotion. I did not call her unfeeling long; for I perceived she
was in purgatory throughout the day, and wearying to find an opportunity of
getting by herself, or paying a visit to Heathcliff, who had been locked up by
the master: as I discovered, on endeavouring to introduce to him a private mess
of victuals.</p>
<p>In the evening we had a dance. Cathy begged that he might be liberated then, as
Isabella Linton had no partner: her entreaties were vain, and I was appointed
to supply the deficiency. We got rid of all gloom in the excitement of the
exercise, and our pleasure was increased by the arrival of the Gimmerton band,
mustering fifteen strong: a trumpet, a trombone, clarionets, bassoons, French
horns, and a bass viol, besides singers. They go the rounds of all the
respectable houses, and receive contributions every Christmas, and we esteemed
it a first-rate treat to hear them. After the usual carols had been sung, we
set them to songs and glees. Mrs. Earnshaw loved the music, and so they gave us
plenty.</p>
<p>Catherine loved it too: but she said it sounded sweetest at the top of the
steps, and she went up in the dark: I followed. They shut the house door below,
never noting our absence, it was so full of people. She made no stay at the
stairs’-head, but mounted farther, to the garret where Heathcliff was
confined, and called him. He stubbornly declined answering for a while: she
persevered, and finally persuaded him to hold communion with her through the
boards. I let the poor things converse unmolested, till I supposed the songs
were going to cease, and the singers to get some refreshment: then I clambered
up the ladder to warn her. Instead of finding her outside, I heard her voice
within. The little monkey had crept by the skylight of one garret, along the
roof, into the skylight of the other, and it was with the utmost difficulty I
could coax her out again. When she did come, Heathcliff came with her, and she
insisted that I should take him into the kitchen, as my fellow-servant had gone
to a neighbour’s, to be removed from the sound of our
“devil’s psalmody,” as it pleased him to call it. I told them
I intended by no means to encourage their tricks: but as the prisoner had never
broken his fast since yesterday’s dinner, I would wink at his cheating
Mr. Hindley that once. He went down: I set him a stool by the fire, and offered
him a quantity of good things: but he was sick and could eat little, and my
attempts to entertain him were thrown away. He leant his two elbows on his
knees, and his chin on his hands, and remained rapt in dumb meditation. On my
inquiring the subject of his thoughts, he answered
gravely—“I’m trying to settle how I shall pay Hindley back. I
don’t care how long I wait, if I can only do it at last. I hope he will
not die before I do!”</p>
<p>“For shame, Heathcliff!” said I. “It is for God to punish
wicked people; we should learn to forgive.”</p>
<p>“No, God won’t have the satisfaction that I shall,” he
returned. “I only wish I knew the best way! Let me alone, and I’ll
plan it out: while I’m thinking of that I don’t feel pain.”</p>
<p>But, Mr. Lockwood, I forget these tales cannot divert you. I’m annoyed
how I should dream of chattering on at such a rate; and your gruel cold, and
you nodding for bed! I could have told Heathcliff’s history, all that you
need hear, in half a dozen words.</p>
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<p>Thus interrupting herself, the housekeeper rose, and proceeded to lay aside her
sewing; but I felt incapable of moving from the hearth, and I was very far from
nodding. “Sit still, Mrs. Dean,” I cried; “do sit still
another half-hour. You’ve done just right to tell the story leisurely.
That is the method I like; and you must finish it in the same style. I am
interested in every character you have mentioned, more or less.”</p>
<p>“The clock is on the stroke of eleven, sir.”</p>
<p>“No matter—I’m not accustomed to go to bed in the long hours.
One or two is early enough for a person who lies till ten.”</p>
<p>“You shouldn’t lie till ten. There’s the very prime of the
morning gone long before that time. A person who has not done one-half his
day’s work by ten o’clock, runs a chance of leaving the other half
undone.”</p>
<p>“Nevertheless, Mrs. Dean, resume your chair; because to-morrow I intend
lengthening the night till afternoon. I prognosticate for myself an obstinate
cold, at least.”</p>
<p>“I hope not, sir. Well, you must allow me to leap over some three years;
during that space Mrs. Earnshaw—”</p>
<p>“No, no, I’ll allow nothing of the sort! Are you acquainted with
the mood of mind in which, if you were seated alone, and the cat licking its
kitten on the rug before you, you would watch the operation so intently that
puss’s neglect of one ear would put you seriously out of temper?”</p>
<p>“A terribly lazy mood, I should say.”</p>
<p>“On the contrary, a tiresomely active one. It is mine, at present; and,
therefore, continue minutely. I perceive that people in these regions acquire
over people in towns the value that a spider in a dungeon does over a spider in
a cottage, to their various occupants; and yet the deepened attraction is not
entirely owing to the situation of the looker-on. They <i>do</i> live more in
earnest, more in themselves, and less in surface, change, and frivolous
external things. I could fancy a love for life here almost possible; and I was
a fixed unbeliever in any love of a year’s standing. One state resembles
setting a hungry man down to a single dish, on which he may concentrate his
entire appetite and do it justice; the other, introducing him to a table laid
out by French cooks: he can perhaps extract as much enjoyment from the whole;
but each part is a mere atom in his regard and remembrance.”</p>
<p>“Oh! here we are the same as anywhere else, when you get to know
us,” observed Mrs. Dean, somewhat puzzled at my speech.</p>
<p>“Excuse me,” I responded; “you, my good friend, are a
striking evidence against that assertion. Excepting a few provincialisms of
slight consequence, you have no marks of the manners which I am habituated to
consider as peculiar to your class. I am sure you have thought a great deal
more than the generality of servants think. You have been compelled to
cultivate your reflective faculties for want of occasions for frittering your
life away in silly trifles.”</p>
<p>Mrs. Dean laughed.</p>
<p>“I certainly esteem myself a steady, reasonable kind of body,” she
said; “not exactly from living among the hills and seeing one set of
faces, and one series of actions, from year’s end to year’s end;
but I have undergone sharp discipline, which has taught me wisdom; and then, I
have read more than you would fancy, Mr. Lockwood. You could not open a book in
this library that I have not looked into, and got something out of also: unless
it be that range of Greek and Latin, and that of French; and those I know one
from another: it is as much as you can expect of a poor man’s daughter.
However, if I am to follow my story in true gossip’s fashion, I had
better go on; and instead of leaping three years, I will be content to pass to
the next summer—the summer of 1778, that is nearly twenty-three years
ago.”</p>
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