<h2>CHAPTER IV—FIRST WEEKS ON THE ISLAND</h2>
<p>When I waked it was broad day, the weather clear, and the
storm abated, so that the sea did not rage and swell as
before. But that which surprised me most was, that the ship
was lifted off in the night from the sand where she lay by the
swelling of the tide, and was driven up almost as far as the rock
which I at first mentioned, where I had been so bruised by the
wave dashing me against it. This being within about a mile
from the shore where I was, and the ship seeming to stand upright
still, I wished myself on board, that at least I might save some
necessary things for my use.</p>
<p>When I came down from my apartment in the tree, I looked about
me again, and the first thing I found was the boat, which lay, as
the wind and the sea had tossed her up, upon the land, about two
miles on my right hand. I walked as far as I could upon the
shore to have got to her; but found a neck or inlet of water
between me and the boat which was about half a mile broad; so I
came back for the present, being more intent upon getting at the
ship, where I hoped to find something for my present
subsistence.</p>
<p>A little after noon I found the sea very calm, and the tide
ebbed so far out that I could come within a quarter of a mile of
the ship. And here I found a fresh renewing of my grief;
for I saw evidently that if we had kept on board we had been all
safe—that is to say, we had all got safe on shore, and I
had not been so miserable as to be left entirety destitute of all
comfort and company as I now was. This forced tears to my
eyes again; but as there was little relief in that, I resolved,
if possible, to get to the ship; so I pulled off my
clothes—for the weather was hot to extremity—and took
the water. But when I came to the ship my difficulty was
still greater to know how to get on board; for, as she lay
aground, and high out of the water, there was nothing within my
reach to lay hold of. I swam round her twice, and the
second time I spied a small piece of rope, which I wondered I did
not see at first, hung down by the fore-chains so low, as that
with great difficulty I got hold of it, and by the help of that
rope I got up into the forecastle of the ship. Here I found
that the ship was bulged, and had a great deal of water in her
hold, but that she lay so on the side of a bank of hard sand, or,
rather earth, that her stern lay lifted up upon the bank, and her
head low, almost to the water. By this means all her
quarter was free, and all that was in that part was dry; for you
may be sure my first work was to search, and to see what was
spoiled and what was free. And, first, I found that all the
ship’s provisions were dry and untouched by the water, and
being very well disposed to eat, I went to the bread room and
filled my pockets with biscuit, and ate it as I went about other
things, for I had no time to lose. I also found some rum in
the great cabin, of which I took a large dram, and which I had,
indeed, need enough of to spirit me for what was before me.
Now I wanted nothing but a boat to furnish myself with many
things which I foresaw would be very necessary to me.</p>
<p>It was in vain to sit still and wish for what was not to be
had; and this extremity roused my application. We had
several spare yards, and two or three large spars of wood, and a
spare topmast or two in the ship; I resolved to fall to work with
these, and I flung as many of them overboard as I could manage
for their weight, tying every one with a rope, that they might
not drive away. When this was done I went down the
ship’s side, and pulling them to me, I tied four of them
together at both ends as well as I could, in the form of a raft,
and laying two or three short pieces of plank upon them
crossways, I found I could walk upon it very well, but that it
was not able to bear any great weight, the pieces being too
light. So I went to work, and with a carpenter’s saw
I cut a spare topmast into three lengths, and added them to my
raft, with a great deal of labour and pains. But the hope
of furnishing myself with necessaries encouraged me to go beyond
what I should have been able to have done upon another
occasion.</p>
<p>My raft was now strong enough to bear any reasonable
weight. My next care was what to load it with, and how to
preserve what I laid upon it from the surf of the sea; but I was
not long considering this. I first laid all the planks or
boards upon it that I could get, and having considered well what
I most wanted, I got three of the seamen’s chests, which I
had broken open, and emptied, and lowered them down upon my raft;
the first of these I filled with provisions—viz. bread,
rice, three Dutch cheeses, five pieces of dried goat’s
flesh (which we lived much upon), and a little remainder of
European corn, which had been laid by for some fowls which we
brought to sea with us, but the fowls were killed. There
had been some barley and wheat together; but, to my great
disappointment, I found afterwards that the rats had eaten or
spoiled it all. As for liquors, I found several, cases of
bottles belonging to our skipper, in which were some cordial
waters; and, in all, about five or six gallons of rack.
These I stowed by themselves, there being no need to put them
into the chest, nor any room for them. While I was doing
this, I found the tide begin to flow, though very calm; and I had
the mortification to see my coat, shirt, and waistcoat, which I
had left on the shore, upon the sand, swim away. As for my
breeches, which were only linen, and open-kneed, I swam on board
in them and my stockings. However, this set me on rummaging
for clothes, of which I found enough, but took no more than I
wanted for present use, for I had others things which my eye was
more upon—as, first, tools to work with on shore. And
it was after long searching that I found out the
carpenter’s chest, which was, indeed, a very useful prize
to me, and much more valuable than a shipload of gold would have
been at that time. I got it down to my raft, whole as it
was, without losing time to look into it, for I knew in general
what it contained.</p>
<p>My next care was for some ammunition and arms. There
were two very good fowling-pieces in the great cabin, and two
pistols. These I secured first, with some powder-horns and
a small bag of shot, and two old rusty swords. I knew there
were three barrels of powder in the ship, but knew not where our
gunner had stowed them; but with much search I found them, two of
them dry and good, the third had taken water. Those two I
got to my raft with the arms. And now I thought myself
pretty well freighted, and began to think how I should get to
shore with them, having neither sail, oar, nor rudder; and the
least capful of wind would have overset all my navigation.</p>
<p>I had three encouragements—1st, a smooth, calm sea;
2ndly, the tide rising, and setting in to the shore; 3rdly, what
little wind there was blew me towards the land. And thus,
having found two or three broken oars belonging to the
boat—and, besides the tools which were in the chest, I
found two saws, an axe, and a hammer; with this cargo I put to
sea. For a mile or thereabouts my raft went very well, only
that I found it drive a little distant from the place where I had
landed before; by which I perceived that there was some indraft
of the water, and consequently I hoped to find some creek or
river there, which I might make use of as a port to get to land
with my cargo.</p>
<p>As I imagined, so it was. There appeared before me a
little opening of the land, and I found a strong current of the
tide set into it; so I guided my raft as well as I could, to keep
in the middle of the stream.</p>
<p>But here I had like to have suffered a second shipwreck,
which, if I had, I think verily would have broken my heart; for,
knowing nothing of the coast, my raft ran aground at one end of
it upon a shoal, and not being aground at the other end, it
wanted but a little that all my cargo had slipped off towards the
end that was afloat, and to fallen into the water. I did my
utmost, by setting my back against the chests, to keep them in
their places, but could not thrust off the raft with all my
strength; neither durst I stir from the posture I was in; but
holding up the chests with all my might, I stood in that manner
near half-an-hour, in which time the rising of the water brought
me a little more upon a level; and a little after, the water
still-rising, my raft floated again, and I thrust her off with
the oar I had into the channel, and then driving up higher, I at
length found myself in the mouth of a little river, with land on
both sides, and a strong current of tide running up. I
looked on both sides for a proper place to get to shore, for I
was not willing to be driven too high up the river: hoping in
time to see some ships at sea, and therefore resolved to place
myself as near the coast as I could.</p>
<p>At length I spied a little cove on the right shore of the
creek, to which with great pain and difficulty I guided my raft,
and at last got so near that, reaching ground with my oar, I
could thrust her directly in. But here I had like to have
dipped all my cargo into the sea again; for that shore lying
pretty steep—that is to say sloping—there was no
place to land, but where one end of my float, if it ran on shore,
would lie so high, and the other sink lower, as before, that it
would endanger my cargo again. All that I could do was to
wait till the tide was at the highest, keeping the raft with my
oar like an anchor, to hold the side of it fast to the shore,
near a flat piece of ground, which I expected the water would
flow over; and so it did. As soon as I found water
enough—for my raft drew about a foot of water—I
thrust her upon that flat piece of ground, and there fastened or
moored her, by sticking my two broken oars into the ground, one
on one side near one end, and one on the other side near the
other end; and thus I lay till the water ebbed away, and left my
raft and all my cargo safe on shore.</p>
<p>My next work was to view the country, and seek a proper place
for my habitation, and where to stow my goods to secure them from
whatever might happen. Where I was, I yet knew not; whether
on the continent or on an island; whether inhabited or not
inhabited; whether in danger of wild beasts or not. There
was a hill not above a mile from me, which rose up very steep and
high, and which seemed to overtop some other hills, which lay as
in a ridge from it northward. I took out one of the
fowling-pieces, and one of the pistols, and a horn of powder; and
thus armed, I travelled for discovery up to the top of that hill,
where, after I had with great labour and difficulty got to the
top, I saw my fate, to my great affliction—viz. that I was
in an island environed every way with the sea: no land to be seen
except some rocks, which lay a great way off; and two small
islands, less than this, which lay about three leagues to the
west.</p>
<p>I found also that the island I was in was barren, and, as I
saw good reason to believe, uninhabited except by wild beasts, of
whom, however, I saw none. Yet I saw abundance of fowls,
but knew not their kinds; neither when I killed them could I tell
what was fit for food, and what not. At my coming back, I
shot at a great bird which I saw sitting upon a tree on the side
of a great wood. I believe it was the first gun that had
been fired there since the creation of the world. I had no
sooner fired, than from all parts of the wood there arose an
innumerable number of fowls, of many sorts, making a confused
screaming and crying, and every one according to his usual note,
but not one of them of any kind that I knew. As for the
creature I killed, I took it to be a kind of hawk, its colour and
beak resembling it, but it had no talons or claws more than
common. Its flesh was carrion, and fit for nothing.</p>
<p>Contented with this discovery, I came back to my raft, and
fell to work to bring my cargo on shore, which took me up the
rest of that day. What to do with myself at night I knew
not, nor indeed where to rest, for I was afraid to lie down on
the ground, not knowing but some wild beast might devour me,
though, as I afterwards found, there was really no need for those
fears.</p>
<p>However, as well as I could, I barricaded myself round with
the chest and boards that I had brought on shore, and made a kind
of hut for that night’s lodging. As for food, I yet
saw not which way to supply myself, except that I had seen two or
three creatures like hares run out of the wood where I shot the
fowl.</p>
<p>I now began to consider that I might yet get a great many
things out of the ship which would be useful to me, and
particularly some of the rigging and sails, and such other things
as might come to land; and I resolved to make another voyage on
board the vessel, if possible. And as I knew that the first
storm that blew must necessarily break her all in pieces, I
resolved to set all other things apart till I had got everything
out of the ship that I could get. Then I called a
council—that is to say in my thoughts—whether I
should take back the raft; but this appeared impracticable: so I
resolved to go as before, when the tide was down; and I did so,
only that I stripped before I went from my hut, having nothing on
but my chequered shirt, a pair of linen drawers, and a pair of
pumps on my feet.</p>
<p>I got on board the ship as before, and prepared a second raft;
and, having had experience of the first, I neither made this so
unwieldy, nor loaded it so hard, but yet I brought away several
things very useful to me; as first, in the carpenters stores I
found two or three bags full of nails and spikes, a great
screw-jack, a dozen or two of hatchets, and, above all, that most
useful thing called a grindstone. All these I secured,
together with several things belonging to the gunner,
particularly two or three iron crows, and two barrels of musket
bullets, seven muskets, another fowling-piece, with some small
quantity of powder more; a large bagful of small shot, and a
great roll of sheet-lead; but this last was so heavy, I could not
hoist it up to get it over the ship’s side.</p>
<p>Besides these things, I took all the men’s clothes that
I could find, and a spare fore-topsail, a hammock, and some
bedding; and with this I loaded my second raft, and brought them
all safe on shore, to my very great comfort.</p>
<p>I was under some apprehension, during my absence from the
land, that at least my provisions might be devoured on shore: but
when I came back I found no sign of any visitor; only there sat a
creature like a wild cat upon one of the chests, which, when I
came towards it, ran away a little distance, and then stood
still. She sat very composed and unconcerned, and looked
full in my face, as if she had a mind to be acquainted with
me. I presented my gun at her, but, as she did not
understand it, she was perfectly unconcerned at it, nor did she
offer to stir away; upon which I tossed her a bit of biscuit,
though by the way, I was not very free of it, for my store was
not great: however, I spared her a bit, I say, and she went to
it, smelled at it, and ate it, and looked (as if pleased) for
more; but I thanked her, and could spare no more: so she marched
off.</p>
<p>Having got my second cargo on shore—though I was fain to
open the barrels of powder, and bring them by parcels, for they
were too heavy, being large casks—I went to work to make me
a little tent with the sail and some poles which I cut for that
purpose: and into this tent I brought everything that I knew
would spoil either with rain or sun; and I piled all the empty
chests and casks up in a circle round the tent, to fortify it
from any sudden attempt, either from man or beast.</p>
<p>When I had done this, I blocked up the door of the tent with
some boards within, and an empty chest set up on end without; and
spreading one of the beds upon the ground, laying my two pistols
just at my head, and my gun at length by me, I went to bed for
the first time, and slept very quietly all night, for I was very
weary and heavy; for the night before I had slept little, and had
laboured very hard all day to fetch all those things from the
ship, and to get them on shore.</p>
<p>I had the biggest magazine of all kinds now that ever was laid
up, I believe, for one man: but I was not satisfied still, for
while the ship sat upright in that posture, I thought I ought to
get everything out of her that I could; so every day at low water
I went on board, and brought away something or other; but
particularly the third time I went I brought away as much of the
rigging as I could, as also all the small ropes and rope-twine I
could get, with a piece of spare canvas, which was to mend the
sails upon occasion, and the barrel of wet gunpowder. In a
word, I brought away all the sails, first and last; only that I
was fain to cut them in pieces, and bring as much at a time as I
could, for they were no more useful to be sails, but as mere
canvas only.</p>
<p>But that which comforted me more still, was, that last of all,
after I had made five or six such voyages as these, and thought I
had nothing more to expect from the ship that was worth my
meddling with—I say, after all this, I found a great
hogshead of bread, three large runlets of rum, or spirits, a box
of sugar, and a barrel of fine flour; this was surprising to me,
because I had given over expecting any more provisions, except
what was spoiled by the water. I soon emptied the hogshead
of the bread, and wrapped it up, parcel by parcel, in pieces of
the sails, which I cut out; and, in a word, I got all this safe
on shore also.</p>
<p>The next day I made another voyage, and now, having plundered
the ship of what was portable and fit to hand out, I began with
the cables. Cutting the great cable into pieces, such as I
could move, I got two cables and a hawser on shore, with all the
ironwork I could get; and having cut down the spritsail-yard, and
the mizzen-yard, and everything I could, to make a large raft, I
loaded it with all these heavy goods, and came away. But my
good luck began now to leave me; for this raft was so unwieldy,
and so overladen, that, after I had entered the little cove where
I had landed the rest of my goods, not being able to guide it so
handily as I did the other, it overset, and threw me and all my
cargo into the water. As for myself, it was no great harm,
for I was near the shore; but as to my cargo, it was a great part
of it lost, especially the iron, which I expected would have been
of great use to me; however, when the tide was out, I got most of
the pieces of the cable ashore, and some of the iron, though with
infinite labour; for I was fain to dip for it into the water, a
work which fatigued me very much. After this, I went every
day on board, and brought away what I could get.</p>
<p>I had been now thirteen days on shore, and had been eleven
times on board the ship, in which time I had brought away all
that one pair of hands could well be supposed capable to bring;
though I believe verily, had the calm weather held, I should have
brought away the whole ship, piece by piece. But preparing
the twelfth time to go on board, I found the wind began to rise:
however, at low water I went on board, and though I thought I had
rummaged the cabin so effectually that nothing more could be
found, yet I discovered a locker with drawers in it, in one of
which I found two or three razors, and one pair of large
scissors, with some ten or a dozen of good knives and forks: in
another I found about thirty-six pounds value in money—some
European coin, some Brazil, some pieces of eight, some gold, and
some silver.</p>
<p>I smiled to myself at the sight of this money: “O
drug!” said I, aloud, “what art thou good for?
Thou art not worth to me—no, not the taking off the ground;
one of those knives is worth all this heap; I have no manner of
use for thee—e’en remain where thou art, and go to
the bottom as a creature whose life is not worth
saying.” However, upon second thoughts I took it
away; and wrapping all this in a piece of canvas, I began to
think of making another raft; but while I was preparing this, I
found the sky overcast, and the wind began to rise, and in a
quarter of an hour it blew a fresh gale from the shore. It
presently occurred to me that it was in vain to pretend to make a
raft with the wind offshore; and that it was my business to be
gone before the tide of flood began, otherwise I might not be
able to reach the shore at all. Accordingly, I let myself
down into the water, and swam across the channel, which lay
between the ship and the sands, and even that with difficulty
enough, partly with the weight of the things I had about me, and
partly the roughness of the water; for the wind rose very
hastily, and before it was quite high water it blew a storm.</p>
<p>But I had got home to my little tent, where I lay, with all my
wealth about me, very secure. It blew very hard all night,
and in the morning, when I looked out, behold, no more ship was
to be seen! I was a little surprised, but recovered myself
with the satisfactory reflection that I had lost no time, nor
abated any diligence, to get everything out of her that could be
useful to me; and that, indeed, there was little left in her that
I was able to bring away, if I had had more time.</p>
<p>I now gave over any more thoughts of the ship, or of anything
out of her, except what might drive on shore from her wreck; as,
indeed, divers pieces of her afterwards did; but those things
were of small use to me.</p>
<p>My thoughts were now wholly employed about securing myself
against either savages, if any should appear, or wild beasts, if
any were in the island; and I had many thoughts of the method how
to do this, and what kind of dwelling to make—whether I
should make me a cave in the earth, or a tent upon the earth;
and, in short, I resolved upon both; the manner and description
of which, it may not be improper to give an account of.</p>
<p>I soon found the place I was in was not fit for my settlement,
because it was upon a low, moorish ground, near the sea, and I
believed it would not be wholesome, and more particularly because
there was no fresh water near it; so I resolved to find a more
healthy and more convenient spot of ground.</p>
<p>I consulted several things in my situation, which I found
would he proper for me: 1st, health and fresh water, I just now
mentioned; 2ndly, shelter from the heat of the sun; 3rdly,
security from ravenous creatures, whether man or beast; 4thly, a
view to the sea, that if God sent any ship in sight, I might not
lose any advantage for my deliverance, of which I was not willing
to banish all my expectation yet.</p>
<p>In search of a place proper for this, I found a little plain
on the side of a rising hill, whose front towards this little
plain was steep as a house-side, so that nothing could come down
upon me from the top. On the one side of the rock there was
a hollow place, worn a little way in, like the entrance or door
of a cave but there was not really any cave or way into the rock
at all.</p>
<p>On the flat of the green, just before this hollow place, I
resolved to pitch my tent. This plain was not above a
hundred yards broad, and about twice as long, and lay like a
green before my door; and, at the end of it, descended
irregularly every way down into the low ground by the
seaside. It was on the N.N.W. side of the hill; so that it
was sheltered from the heat every day, till it came to a W. and
by S. sun, or thereabouts, which, in those countries, is near the
setting.</p>
<p>Before I set up my tent I drew a half-circle before the hollow
place, which took in about ten yards in its semi-diameter from
the rock, and twenty yards in its diameter from its beginning and
ending.</p>
<p>In this half-circle I pitched two rows of strong stakes,
driving them into the ground till they stood very firm like
piles, the biggest end being out of the ground above five feet
and a half, and sharpened on the top. The two rows did not
stand above six inches from one another.</p>
<p>Then I took the pieces of cable which I had cut in the ship,
and laid them in rows, one upon another, within the circle,
between these two rows of stakes, up to the top, placing other
stakes in the inside, leaning against them, about two feet and a
half high, like a spur to a post; and this fence was so strong,
that neither man nor beast could get into it or over it.
This cost me a great deal of time and labour, especially to cut
the piles in the woods, bring them to the place, and drive them
into the earth.</p>
<p>The entrance into this place I made to be, not by a door, but
by a short ladder to go over the top; which ladder, when I was
in, I lifted over after me; and so I was completely fenced in and
fortified, as I thought, from all the world, and consequently
slept secure in the night, which otherwise I could not have done;
though, as it appeared afterwards, there was no need of all this
caution from the enemies that I apprehended danger from.</p>
<p>Into this fence or fortress, with infinite labour, I carried
all my riches, all my provisions, ammunition, and stores, of
which you have the account above; and I made a large tent, which
to preserve me from the rains that in one part of the year are
very violent there, I made double—one smaller tent within,
and one larger tent above it; and covered the uppermost with a
large tarpaulin, which I had saved among the sails.</p>
<p>And now I lay no more for a while in the bed which I had
brought on shore, but in a hammock, which was indeed a very good
one, and belonged to the mate of the ship.</p>
<p>Into this tent I brought all my provisions, and everything
that would spoil by the wet; and having thus enclosed all my
goods, I made up the entrance, which till now I had left open,
and so passed and repassed, as I said, by a short ladder.</p>
<p>When I had done this, I began to work my way into the rock,
and bringing all the earth and stones that I dug down out through
my tent, I laid them up within my fence, in the nature of a
terrace, so that it raised the ground within about a foot and a
half; and thus I made me a cave, just behind my tent, which
served me like a cellar to my house.</p>
<p>It cost me much labour and many days before all these things
were brought to perfection; and therefore I must go back to some
other things which took up some of my thoughts. At the same
time it happened, after I had laid my scheme for the setting up
my tent, and making the cave, that a storm of rain falling from a
thick, dark cloud, a sudden flash of lightning happened, and
after that a great clap of thunder, as is naturally the effect of
it. I was not so much surprised with the lightning as I was
with the thought which darted into my mind as swift as the
lightning itself—Oh, my powder! My very heart sank
within me when I thought that, at one blast, all my powder might
be destroyed; on which, not my defence only, but the providing my
food, as I thought, entirely depended. I was nothing near
so anxious about my own danger, though, had the powder took fire,
I should never have known who had hurt me.</p>
<p>Such impression did this make upon me, that after the storm
was over I laid aside all my works, my building and fortifying,
and applied myself to make bags and boxes, to separate the
powder, and to keep it a little and a little in a parcel, in the
hope that, whatever might come, it might not all take fire at
once; and to keep it so apart that it should not be possible to
make one part fire another. I finished this work in about a
fortnight; and I think my powder, which in all was about two
hundred and forty pounds weight, was divided in not less than a
hundred parcels. As to the barrel that had been wet, I did
not apprehend any danger from that; so I placed it in my new
cave, which, in my fancy, I called my kitchen; and the rest I hid
up and down in holes among the rocks, so that no wet might come
to it, marking very carefully where I laid it.</p>
<p>In the interval of time while this was doing, I went out once
at least every day with my gun, as well to divert myself as to
see if I could kill anything fit for food; and, as near as I
could, to acquaint myself with what the island produced.
The first time I went out, I presently discovered that there were
goats in the island, which was a great satisfaction to me; but
then it was attended with this misfortune to me—viz. that
they were so shy, so subtle, and so swift of foot, that it was
the most difficult thing in the world to come at them; but I was
not discouraged at this, not doubting but I might now and then
shoot one, as it soon happened; for after I had found their
haunts a little, I laid wait in this manner for them: I observed
if they saw me in the valleys, though they were upon the rocks,
they would run away, as in a terrible fright; but if they were
feeding in the valleys, and I was upon the rocks, they took no
notice of me; from whence I concluded that, by the position of
their optics, their sight was so directed downward that they did
not readily see objects that were above them; so afterwards I
took this method—I always climbed the rocks first, to get
above them, and then had frequently a fair mark.</p>
<p>The first shot I made among these creatures, I killed a
she-goat, which had a little kid by her, which she gave suck to,
which grieved me heartily; for when the old one fell, the kid
stood stock still by her, till I came and took her up; and not
only so, but when I carried the old one with me, upon my
shoulders, the kid followed me quite to my enclosure; upon which
I laid down the dam, and took the kid in my arms, and carried it
over my pale, in hopes to have bred it up tame; but it would not
eat; so I was forced to kill it and eat it myself. These
two supplied me with flesh a great while, for I ate sparingly,
and saved my provisions, my bread especially, as much as possibly
I could.</p>
<p>Having now fixed my habitation, I found it absolutely
necessary to provide a place to make a fire in, and fuel to burn:
and what I did for that, and also how I enlarged my cave, and
what conveniences I made, I shall give a full account of in its
place; but I must now give some little account of myself, and of
my thoughts about living, which, it may well be supposed, were
not a few.</p>
<p>I had a dismal prospect of my condition; for as I was not cast
away upon that island without being driven, as is said, by a
violent storm, quite out of the course of our intended voyage,
and a great way, viz. some hundreds of leagues, out of the
ordinary course of the trade of mankind, I had great reason to
consider it as a determination of Heaven, that in this desolate
place, and in this desolate manner, I should end my life.
The tears would run plentifully down my face when I made these
reflections; and sometimes I would expostulate with myself why
Providence should thus completely ruin His creatures, and render
them so absolutely miserable; so without help, abandoned, so
entirely depressed, that it could hardly be rational to be
thankful for such a life.</p>
<p>But something always returned swift upon me to check these
thoughts, and to reprove me; and particularly one day, walking
with my gun in my hand by the seaside, I was very pensive upon
the subject of my present condition, when reason, as it were,
expostulated with me the other way, thus: “Well, you are in
a desolate condition, it is true; but, pray remember, where are
the rest of you? Did not you come, eleven of you in the
boat? Where are the ten? Why were they not saved, and
you lost? Why were you singled out? Is it better to
be here or there?” And then I pointed to the
sea. All evils are to be considered with the good that is
in them, and with what worse attends them.</p>
<p>Then it occurred to me again, how well I was furnished for my
subsistence, and what would have been my case if it had not
happened (which was a hundred thousand to one) that the ship
floated from the place where she first struck, and was driven so
near to the shore that I had time to get all these things out of
her; what would have been my case, if I had been forced to have
lived in the condition in which I at first came on shore, without
necessaries of life, or necessaries to supply and procure
them? “Particularly,” said I, aloud (though to
myself), “what should I have done without a gun, without
ammunition, without any tools to make anything, or to work with,
without clothes, bedding, a tent, or any manner of
covering?” and that now I had all these to sufficient
quantity, and was in a fair way to provide myself in such a
manner as to live without my gun, when my ammunition was spent:
so that I had a tolerable view of subsisting, without any want,
as long as I lived; for I considered from the beginning how I
would provide for the accidents that might happen, and for the
time that was to come, even not only after my ammunition should
be spent, but even after my health and strength should decay.</p>
<p>I confess I had not entertained any notion of my ammunition
being destroyed at one blast—I mean my powder being blown
up by lightning; and this made the thoughts of it so surprising
to me, when it lightened and thundered, as I observed just
now.</p>
<p>And now being about to enter into a melancholy relation of a
scene of silent life, such, perhaps, as was never heard of in the
world before, I shall take it from its beginning, and continue it
in its order. It was by my account the 30th of September,
when, in the manner as above said, I first set foot upon this
horrid island; when the sun, being to us in its autumnal equinox,
was almost over my head; for I reckoned myself, by observation,
to be in the latitude of nine degrees twenty-two minutes north of
the line.</p>
<p>After I had been there about ten or twelve days, it came into
my thoughts that I should lose my reckoning of time for want of
books, and pen and ink, and should even forget the Sabbath days;
but to prevent this, I cut with my knife upon a large post, in
capital letters—and making it into a great cross, I set it
up on the shore where I first landed—“I came on shore
here on the 30th September 1659.”</p>
<p>Upon the sides of this square post I cut every day a notch
with my knife, and every seventh notch was as long again as the
rest, and every first day of the month as long again as that long
one; and thus I kept my calendar, or weekly, monthly, and yearly
reckoning of time.</p>
<p>In the next place, we are to observe that among the many
things which I brought out of the ship, in the several voyages
which, as above mentioned, I made to it, I got several things of
less value, but not at all less useful to me, which I omitted
setting down before; as, in particular, pens, ink, and paper,
several parcels in the captain’s, mate’s,
gunner’s and carpenter’s keeping; three or four
compasses, some mathematical instruments, dials, perspectives,
charts, and books of navigation, all which I huddled together,
whether I might want them or no; also, I found three very good
Bibles, which came to me in my cargo from England, and which I
had packed up among my things; some Portuguese books also; and
among them two or three Popish prayer-books, and several other
books, all which I carefully secured. And I must not forget
that we had in the ship a dog and two cats, of whose eminent
history I may have occasion to say something in its place; for I
carried both the cats with me; and as for the dog, he jumped out
of the ship of himself, and swam on shore to me the day after I
went on shore with my first cargo, and was a trusty servant to me
many years; I wanted nothing that he could fetch me, nor any
company that he could make up to me; I only wanted to have him
talk to me, but that would not do. As I observed before, I
found pens, ink, and paper, and I husbanded them to the utmost;
and I shall show that while my ink lasted, I kept things very
exact, but after that was gone I could not, for I could not make
any ink by any means that I could devise.</p>
<p>And this put me in mind that I wanted many things
notwithstanding all that I had amassed together; and of these,
ink was one; as also a spade, pickaxe, and shovel, to dig or
remove the earth; needles, pins, and thread; as for linen, I soon
learned to want that without much difficulty.</p>
<p>This want of tools made every work I did go on heavily; and it
was near a whole year before I had entirely finished my little
pale, or surrounded my habitation. The piles, or stakes,
which were as heavy as I could well lift, were a long time in
cutting and preparing in the woods, and more, by far, in bringing
home; so that I spent sometimes two days in cutting and bringing
home one of those posts, and a third day in driving it into the
ground; for which purpose I got a heavy piece of wood at first,
but at last bethought myself of one of the iron crows; which,
however, though I found it, made driving those posts or piles
very laborious and tedious work. But what need I have been
concerned at the tediousness of anything I had to do, seeing I
had time enough to do it in? nor had I any other employment, if
that had been over, at least that I could foresee, except the
ranging the island to seek for food, which I did, more or less,
every day.</p>
<p>I now began to consider seriously my condition, and the
circumstances I was reduced to; and I drew up the state of my
affairs in writing, not so much to leave them to any that were to
come after me—for I was likely to have but few
heirs—as to deliver my thoughts from daily poring over
them, and afflicting my mind; and as my reason began now to
master my despondency, I began to comfort myself as well as I
could, and to set the good against the evil, that I might have
something to distinguish my case from worse; and I stated very
impartially, like debtor and creditor, the comforts I enjoyed
against the miseries I suffered, thus:—</p>
<table>
<tr>
<td><p style="text-align: center"><i>Evil</i>.</p>
</td>
<td><p style="text-align: center"><i>Good</i>.</p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr>
<td><p>I am cast upon a horrible, desolate island, void of all
hope of recovery.</p>
</td>
<td><p>But I am alive; and not drowned, as all my ship’s
company were.</p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr>
<td><p>I am singled out and separated, as it were, from all the
world, to be miserable.</p>
</td>
<td><p>But I am singled out, too, from all the ship’s crew,
to be spared from death; and He that miraculously saved me from
death can deliver me from this condition.</p>
<p> </p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr>
<td><p>I am divided from mankind—a solitaire; one banished
from human society.</p>
</td>
<td><p>But I am not starved, and perishing on a barren place,
affording no sustenance.</p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr>
<td><p>I have no clothes to cover me.</p>
</td>
<td><p>But I am in a hot climate, where, if I had clothes, I
could hardly wear them.</p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr>
<td><p>I am without any defence, or means to resist any violence
of man or beast.</p>
</td>
<td><p>But I am cast on an island where I see no wild beasts to
hurt me, as I saw on the coast of Africa; and what if I had been
shipwrecked there?</p>
<p> </p>
</td>
</tr>
<tr>
<td><p>I have no soul to speak to or relieve me.</p>
</td>
<td><p>But God wonderfully sent the ship in near enough to the
shore, that I have got out as many necessary things as will
either supply my wants or enable me to supply myself, even as
long as I live.</p>
<p> </p>
</td>
</tr>
</table>
<p>Upon the whole, here was an undoubted testimony that there was
scarce any condition in the world so miserable but there was
something negative or something positive to be thankful for in
it; and let this stand as a direction from the experience of the
most miserable of all conditions in this world: that we may
always find in it something to comfort ourselves from, and to
set, in the description of good and evil, on the credit side of
the account.</p>
<p>Having now brought my mind a little to relish my condition,
and given over looking out to sea, to see if I could spy a
ship—I say, giving over these things, I began to apply
myself to arrange my way of living, and to make things as easy to
me as I could.</p>
<p>I have already described my habitation, which was a tent under
the side of a rock, surrounded with a strong pale of posts and
cables: but I might now rather call it a wall, for I raised a
kind of wall up against it of turfs, about two feet thick on the
outside; and after some time (I think it was a year and a half) I
raised rafters from it, leaning to the rock, and thatched or
covered it with boughs of trees, and such things as I could get,
to keep out the rain; which I found at some times of the year
very violent.</p>
<p>I have already observed how I brought all my goods into this
pale, and into the cave which I had made behind me. But I
must observe, too, that at first this was a confused heap of
goods, which, as they lay in no order, so they took up all my
place; I had no room to turn myself: so I set myself to enlarge
my cave, and work farther into the earth; for it was a loose
sandy rock, which yielded easily to the labour I bestowed on it:
and so when I found I was pretty safe as to beasts of prey, I
worked sideways, to the right hand, into the rock; and then,
turning to the right again, worked quite out, and made me a door
to come out on the outside of my pale or fortification.
This gave me not only egress and regress, as it was a back way to
my tent and to my storehouse, but gave me room to store my
goods.</p>
<p>And now I began to apply myself to make such necessary things
as I found I most wanted, particularly a chair and a table; for
without these I was not able to enjoy the few comforts I had in
the world; I could not write or eat, or do several things, with
so much pleasure without a table: so I went to work. And
here I must needs observe, that as reason is the substance and
origin of the mathematics, so by stating and squaring everything
by reason, and by making the most rational judgment of things,
every man may be, in time, master of every mechanic art. I
had never handled a tool in my life; and yet, in time, by labour,
application, and contrivance, I found at last that I wanted
nothing but I could have made it, especially if I had had
tools. However, I made abundance of things, even without
tools; and some with no more tools than an adze and a hatchet,
which perhaps were never made that way before, and that with
infinite labour. For example, if I wanted a board, I had no
other way but to cut down a tree, set it on an edge before me,
and hew it flat on either side with my axe, till I brought it to
be thin as a plank, and then dub it smooth with my adze. It
is true, by this method I could make but one board out of a whole
tree; but this I had no remedy for but patience, any more than I
had for the prodigious deal of time and labour which it took me
up to make a plank or board: but my time or labour was little
worth, and so it was as well employed one way as another.</p>
<p>However, I made me a table and a chair, as I observed above,
in the first place; and this I did out of the short pieces of
boards that I brought on my raft from the ship. But when I
had wrought out some boards as above, I made large shelves, of
the breadth of a foot and a half, one over another all along one
side of my cave, to lay all my tools, nails and ironwork on; and,
in a word, to separate everything at large into their places,
that I might come easily at them. I knocked pieces into the
wall of the rock to hang my guns and all things that would hang
up; so that, had my cave been to be seen, it looked like a
general magazine of all necessary things; and had everything so
ready at my hand, that it was a great pleasure to me to see all
my goods in such order, and especially to find my stock of all
necessaries so great.</p>
<p>And now it was that I began to keep a journal of every
day’s employment; for, indeed, at first I was in too much
hurry, and not only hurry as to labour, but in too much
discomposure of mind; and my journal would have been full of many
dull things; for example, I must have said thus:
“30<i>th</i>.—After I had got to shore, and escaped
drowning, instead of being thankful to God for my deliverance,
having first vomited, with the great quantity of salt water which
had got into my stomach, and recovering myself a little, I ran
about the shore wringing my hands and beating my head and face,
exclaiming at my misery, and crying out, ‘I was undone,
undone!’ till, tired and faint, I was forced to lie down on
the ground to repose, but durst not sleep for fear of being
devoured.”</p>
<p>Some days after this, and after I had been on board the ship,
and got all that I could out of her, yet I could not forbear
getting up to the top of a little mountain and looking out to
sea, in hopes of seeing a ship; then fancy at a vast distance I
spied a sail, please myself with the hopes of it, and then after
looking steadily, till I was almost blind, lose it quite, and sit
down and weep like a child, and thus increase my misery by my
folly.</p>
<p>But having gotten over these things in some measure, and
having settled my household staff and habitation, made me a table
and a chair, and all as handsome about me as I could, I began to
keep my journal; of which I shall here give you the copy (though
in it will be told all these particulars over again) as long as
it lasted; for having no more ink, I was forced to leave it
off.</p>
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