<h2>CHAPTER VIII—SURVEYS HIS POSITION</h2>
<p>I mentioned before that I had a great mind to see the whole
island, and that I had travelled up the brook, and so on to where
I built my bower, and where I had an opening quite to the sea, on
the other side of the island. I now resolved to travel
quite across to the sea-shore on that side; so, taking my gun, a
hatchet, and my dog, and a larger quantity of powder and shot
than usual, with two biscuit-cakes and a great bunch of raisins
in my pouch for my store, I began my journey. When I had
passed the vale where my bower stood, as above, I came within
view of the sea to the west, and it being a very clear day, I
fairly descried land—whether an island or a continent I
could not tell; but it lay very high, extending from the W. to
the W.S.W. at a very great distance; by my guess it could not be
less than fifteen or twenty leagues off.</p>
<p>I could not tell what part of the world this might be,
otherwise than that I knew it must be part of America, and, as I
concluded by all my observations, must be near the Spanish
dominions, and perhaps was all inhabited by savages, where, if I
had landed, I had been in a worse condition than I was now; and
therefore I acquiesced in the dispositions of Providence, which I
began now to own and to believe ordered everything for the best;
I say I quieted my mind with this, and left off afflicting myself
with fruitless wishes of being there.</p>
<p>Besides, after some thought upon this affair, I considered
that if this land was the Spanish coast, I should certainly, one
time or other, see some vessel pass or repass one way or other;
but if not, then it was the savage coast between the Spanish
country and Brazils, where are found the worst of savages; for
they are cannibals or men-eaters, and fail not to murder and
devour all the human bodies that fall into their hands.</p>
<p>With these considerations, I walked very leisurely
forward. I found that side of the island where I now was
much pleasanter than mine—the open or savannah fields
sweet, adorned with flowers and grass, and full of very fine
woods. I saw abundance of parrots, and fain I would have
caught one, if possible, to have kept it to be tame, and taught
it to speak to me. I did, after some painstaking, catch a
young parrot, for I knocked it down with a stick, and having
recovered it, I brought it home; but it was some years before I
could make him speak; however, at last I taught him to call me by
name very familiarly. But the accident that followed,
though it be a trifle, will be very diverting in its place.</p>
<p>I was exceedingly diverted with this journey. I found in
the low grounds hares (as I thought them to be) and foxes; but
they differed greatly from all the other kinds I had met with,
nor could I satisfy myself to eat them, though I killed
several. But I had no need to be venturous, for I had no
want of food, and of that which was very good too, especially
these three sorts, viz. goats, pigeons, and turtle, or tortoise,
which added to my grapes, Leadenhall market could not have
furnished a table better than I, in proportion to the company;
and though my case was deplorable enough, yet I had great cause
for thankfulness that I was not driven to any extremities for
food, but had rather plenty, even to dainties.</p>
<p>I never travelled in this journey above two miles outright in
a day, or thereabouts; but I took so many turns and re-turns to
see what discoveries I could make, that I came weary enough to
the place where I resolved to sit down all night; and then I
either reposed myself in a tree, or surrounded myself with a row
of stakes set upright in the ground, either from one tree to
another, or so as no wild creature could come at me without
waking me.</p>
<p>As soon as I came to the sea-shore, I was surprised to see
that I had taken up my lot on the worst side of the island, for
here, indeed, the shore was covered with innumerable turtles,
whereas on the other side I had found but three in a year and a
half. Here was also an infinite number of fowls of many
kinds, some which I had seen, and some which I had not seen
before, and many of them very good meat, but such as I knew not
the names of, except those called penguins.</p>
<p>I could have shot as many as I pleased, but was very sparing
of my powder and shot, and therefore had more mind to kill a
she-goat if I could, which I could better feed on; and though
there were many goats here, more than on my side the island, yet
it was with much more difficulty that I could come near them, the
country being flat and even, and they saw me much sooner than
when I was on the hills.</p>
<p>I confess this side of the country was much pleasanter than
mine; but yet I had not the least inclination to remove, for as I
was fixed in my habitation it became natural to me, and I seemed
all the while I was here to be as it were upon a journey, and
from home. However, I travelled along the shore of the sea
towards the east, I suppose about twelve miles, and then setting
up a great pole upon the shore for a mark, I concluded I would go
home again, and that the next journey I took should be on the
other side of the island east from my dwelling, and so round till
I came to my post again.</p>
<p>I took another way to come back than that I went, thinking I
could easily keep all the island so much in my view that I could
not miss finding my first dwelling by viewing the country; but I
found myself mistaken, for being come about two or three miles, I
found myself descended into a very large valley, but so
surrounded with hills, and those hills covered with wood, that I
could not see which was my way by any direction but that of the
sun, nor even then, unless I knew very well the position of the
sun at that time of the day. It happened, to my further
misfortune, that the weather proved hazy for three or four days
while I was in the valley, and not being able to see the sun, I
wandered about very uncomfortably, and at last was obliged to
find the seaside, look for my post, and come back the same way I
went: and then, by easy journeys, I turned homeward, the weather
being exceeding hot, and my gun, ammunition, hatchet, and other
things very heavy.</p>
<p>In this journey my dog surprised a young kid, and seized upon
it; and I, running in to take hold of it, caught it, and saved it
alive from the dog. I had a great mind to bring it home if
I could, for I had often been musing whether it might not be
possible to get a kid or two, and so raise a breed of tame goats,
which might supply me when my powder and shot should be all
spent. I made a collar for this little creature, and with a
string, which I made of some rope-yam, which I always carried
about me, I led him along, though with some difficulty, till I
came to my bower, and there I enclosed him and left him, for I
was very impatient to be at home, from whence I had been absent
above a month.</p>
<p>I cannot express what a satisfaction it was to me to come into
my old hutch, and lie down in my hammock-bed. This little
wandering journey, without settled place of abode, had been so
unpleasant to me, that my own house, as I called it to myself,
was a perfect settlement to me compared to that; and it rendered
everything about me so comfortable, that I resolved I would never
go a great way from it again while it should be my lot to stay on
the island.</p>
<p>I reposed myself here a week, to rest and regale myself after
my long journey; during which most of the time was taken up in
the weighty affair of making a cage for my Poll, who began now to
be a mere domestic, and to be well acquainted with me. Then
I began to think of the poor kid which I had penned in within my
little circle, and resolved to go and fetch it home, or give it
some food; accordingly I went, and found it where I left it, for
indeed it could not get out, but was almost starved for want of
food. I went and cut boughs of trees, and branches of such
shrubs as I could find, and threw it over, and having fed it, I
tied it as I did before, to lead it away; but it was so tame with
being hungry, that I had no need to have tied it, for it followed
me like a dog: and as I continually fed it, the creature became
so loving, so gentle, and so fond, that it became from that time
one of my domestics also, and would never leave me
afterwards.</p>
<p>The rainy season of the autumnal equinox was now come, and I
kept the 30th of September in the same solemn manner as before,
being the anniversary of my landing on the island, having now
been there two years, and no more prospect of being delivered
than the first day I came there, I spent the whole day in humble
and thankful acknowledgments of the many wonderful mercies which
my solitary condition was attended with, and without which it
might have been infinitely more miserable. I gave humble
and hearty thanks that God had been pleased to discover to me
that it was possible I might be more happy in this solitary
condition than I should have been in the liberty of society, and
in all the pleasures of the world; that He could fully make up to
me the deficiencies of my solitary state, and the want of human
society, by His presence and the communications of His grace to
my soul; supporting, comforting, and encouraging me to depend
upon His providence here, and hope for His eternal presence
hereafter.</p>
<p>It was now that I began sensibly to feel how much more happy
this life I now led was, with all its miserable circumstances,
than the wicked, cursed, abominable life I led all the past part
of my days; and now I changed both my sorrows and my joys; my
very desires altered, my affections changed their gusts, and my
delights were perfectly new from what they were at my first
coming, or, indeed, for the two years past.</p>
<p>Before, as I walked about, either on my hunting or for viewing
the country, the anguish of my soul at my condition would break
out upon me on a sudden, and my very heart would die within me,
to think of the woods, the mountains, the deserts I was in, and
how I was a prisoner, locked up with the eternal bars and bolts
of the ocean, in an uninhabited wilderness, without
redemption. In the midst of the greatest composure of my
mind, this would break out upon me like a storm, and make me
wring my hands and weep like a child. Sometimes it would
take me in the middle of my work, and I would immediately sit
down and sigh, and look upon the ground for an hour or two
together; and this was still worse to me, for if I could burst
out into tears, or vent myself by words, it would go off, and the
grief, having exhausted itself, would abate.</p>
<p>But now I began to exercise myself with new thoughts: I daily
read the word of God, and applied all the comforts of it to my
present state. One morning, being very sad, I opened the
Bible upon these words, “I will never, never leave thee,
nor forsake thee.” Immediately it occurred that these
words were to me; why else should they be directed in such a
manner, just at the moment when I was mourning over my condition,
as one forsaken of God and man? “Well, then,”
said I, “if God does not forsake me, of what ill
consequence can it be, or what matters it, though the world
should all forsake me, seeing on the other hand, if I had all the
world, and should lose the favour and blessing of God, there
would be no comparison in the loss?”</p>
<p>From this moment I began to conclude in my mind that it was
possible for me to be more happy in this forsaken, solitary
condition than it was probable I should ever have been in any
other particular state in the world; and with this thought I was
going to give thanks to God for bringing me to this place.
I know not what it was, but something shocked my mind at that
thought, and I durst not speak the words. “How canst
thou become such a hypocrite,” said I, even audibly,
“to pretend to be thankful for a condition which, however
thou mayest endeavour to be contented with, thou wouldst rather
pray heartily to be delivered from?” So I stopped
there; but though I could not say I thanked God for being there,
yet I sincerely gave thanks to God for opening my eyes, by
whatever afflicting providences, to see the former condition of
my life, and to mourn for my wickedness, and repent. I
never opened the Bible, or shut it, but my very soul within me
blessed God for directing my friend in England, without any order
of mine, to pack it up among my goods, and for assisting me
afterwards to save it out of the wreck of the ship.</p>
<p>Thus, and in this disposition of mind, I began my third year;
and though I have not given the reader the trouble of so
particular an account of my works this year as the first, yet in
general it may be observed that I was very seldom idle, but
having regularly divided my time according to the several daily
employments that were before me, such as: first, my duty to God,
and the reading the Scriptures, which I constantly set apart some
time for thrice every day; secondly, the going abroad with my gun
for food, which generally took me up three hours in every
morning, when it did not rain; thirdly, the ordering, cutting,
preserving, and cooking what I had killed or caught for my
supply; these took up great part of the day. Also, it is to
be considered, that in the middle of the day, when the sun was in
the zenith, the violence of the heat was too great to stir out;
so that about four hours in the evening was all the time I could
be supposed to work in, with this exception, that sometimes I
changed my hours of hunting and working, and went to work in the
morning, and abroad with my gun in the afternoon.</p>
<p>To this short time allowed for labour I desire may be added
the exceeding laboriousness of my work; the many hours which, for
want of tools, want of help, and want of skill, everything I did
took up out of my time. For example, I was full two and
forty days in making a board for a long shelf, which I wanted in
my cave; whereas, two sawyers, with their tools and a saw-pit,
would have cut six of them out of the same tree in half a
day.</p>
<p>My case was this: it was to be a large tree which was to be
cut down, because my board was to be a broad one. This tree
I was three days in cutting down, and two more cutting off the
boughs, and reducing it to a log or piece of timber. With
inexpressible hacking and hewing I reduced both the sides of it
into chips till it began to be light enough to move; then I
turned it, and made one side of it smooth and flat as a board
from end to end; then, turning that side downward, cut the other
side til I brought the plank to be about three inches thick, and
smooth on both sides. Any one may judge the labour of my
hands in such a piece of work; but labour and patience carried me
through that, and many other things. I only observe this in
particular, to show the reason why so much of my time went away
with so little work—viz. that what might be a little to be
done with help and tools, was a vast labour and required a
prodigious time to do alone, and by hand. But
notwithstanding this, with patience and labour I got through
everything that my circumstances made necessary to me to do, as
will appear by what follows.</p>
<p>I was now, in the months of November and December, expecting
my crop of barley and rice. The ground I had manured and
dug up for them was not great; for, as I observed, my seed of
each was not above the quantity of half a peck, for I had lost
one whole crop by sowing in the dry season. But now my crop
promised very well, when on a sudden I found I was in danger of
losing it all again by enemies of several sorts, which it was
scarcely possible to keep from it; as, first, the goats, and wild
creatures which I called hares, who, tasting the sweetness of the
blade, lay in it night and day, as soon as it came up, and eat it
so close, that it could get no time to shoot up into stalk.</p>
<p>This I saw no remedy for but by making an enclosure about it
with a hedge; which I did with a great deal of toil, and the
more, because it required speed. However, as my arable land
was but small, suited to my crop, I got it totally well fenced in
about three weeks’ time; and shooting some of the creatures
in the daytime, I set my dog to guard it in the night, tying him
up to a stake at the gate, where he would stand and bark all
night long; so in a little time the enemies forsook the place,
and the corn grew very strong and well, and began to ripen
apace.</p>
<p>But as the beasts ruined me before, while my corn was in the
blade, so the birds were as likely to ruin me now, when it was in
the ear; for, going along by the place to see how it throve, I
saw my little crop surrounded with fowls, of I know not how many
sorts, who stood, as it were, watching till I should be
gone. I immediately let fly among them, for I always had my
gun with me. I had no sooner shot, but there rose up a
little cloud of fowls, which I had not seen at all, from among
the corn itself.</p>
<p>This touched me sensibly, for I foresaw that in a few days
they would devour all my hopes; that I should be starved, and
never be able to raise a crop at all; and what to do I could not
tell; however, I resolved not to lose my corn, if possible,
though I should watch it night and day. In the first place,
I went among it to see what damage was already done, and found
they had spoiled a good deal of it; but that as it was yet too
green for them, the loss was not so great but that the remainder
was likely to be a good crop if it could be saved.</p>
<p>I stayed by it to load my gun, and then coming away, I could
easily see the thieves sitting upon all the trees about me, as if
they only waited till I was gone away, and the event proved it to
be so; for as I walked off, as if I was gone, I was no sooner out
of their sight than they dropped down one by one into the corn
again. I was so provoked, that I could not have patience to
stay till more came on, knowing that every grain that they ate
now was, as it might be said, a peck-loaf to me in the
consequence; but coming up to the hedge, I fired again, and
killed three of them. This was what I wished for; so I took
them up, and served them as we serve notorious thieves in
England—hanged them in chains, for a terror to
others. It is impossible to imagine that this should have
such an effect as it had, for the fowls would not only not come
at the corn, but, in short, they forsook all that part of the
island, and I could never see a bird near the place as long as my
scarecrows hung there. This I was very glad of, you may be
sure, and about the latter end of December, which was our second
harvest of the year, I reaped my corn.</p>
<p>I was sadly put to it for a scythe or sickle to cut it down,
and all I could do was to make one, as well as I could, out of
one of the broadswords, or cutlasses, which I saved among the
arms out of the ship. However, as my first crop was but
small, I had no great difficulty to cut it down; in short, I
reaped it in my way, for I cut nothing off but the ears, and
carried it away in a great basket which I had made, and so rubbed
it out with my hands; and at the end of all my harvesting, I
found that out of my half-peck of seed I had near two bushels of
rice, and about two bushels and a half of barley; that is to say,
by my guess, for I had no measure at that time.</p>
<p>However, this was a great encouragement to me, and I foresaw
that, in time, it would please God to supply me with bread.
And yet here I was perplexed again, for I neither knew how to
grind or make meal of my corn, or indeed how to clean it and part
it; nor, if made into meal, how to make bread of it; and if how
to make it, yet I knew not how to bake it. These things
being added to my desire of having a good quantity for store, and
to secure a constant supply, I resolved not to taste any of this
crop but to preserve it all for seed against the next season; and
in the meantime to employ all my study and hours of working to
accomplish this great work of providing myself with corn and
bread.</p>
<p>It might be truly said, that now I worked for my bread.
I believe few people have thought much upon the strange multitude
of little things necessary in the providing, producing, curing,
dressing, making, and finishing this one article of bread.</p>
<p>I, that was reduced to a mere state of nature, found this to
my daily discouragement; and was made more sensible of it every
hour, even after I had got the first handful of seed-corn, which,
as I have said, came up unexpectedly, and indeed to a
surprise.</p>
<p>First, I had no plough to turn up the earth—no spade or
shovel to dig it. Well, this I conquered by making me a
wooden spade, as I observed before; but this did my work but in a
wooden manner; and though it cost me a great many days to make
it, yet, for want of iron, it not only wore out soon, but made my
work the harder, and made it be performed much worse.
However, this I bore with, and was content to work it out with
patience, and bear with the badness of the performance.
When the corn was sown, I had no harrow, but was forced to go
over it myself, and drag a great heavy bough of a tree over it,
to scratch it, as it may be called, rather than rake or harrow
it. When it was growing, and grown, I have observed already
how many things I wanted to fence it, secure it, mow or reap it,
cure and carry it home, thrash, part it from the chaff, and save
it. Then I wanted a mill to grind it sieves to dress it,
yeast and salt to make it into bread, and an oven to bake it; but
all these things I did without, as shall be observed; and yet the
corn was an inestimable comfort and advantage to me too.
All this, as I said, made everything laborious and tedious to me;
but that there was no help for. Neither was my time so much
loss to me, because, as I had divided it, a certain part of it
was every day appointed to these works; and as I had resolved to
use none of the corn for bread till I had a greater quantity by
me, I had the next six months to apply myself wholly, by labour
and invention, to furnish myself with utensils proper for the
performing all the operations necessary for making the corn, when
I had it, fit for my use.</p>
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