<h2>CHAPTER XI—FINDS PRINT OF MAN’S FOOT ON THE SAND</h2>
<p>It would have made a Stoic smile to have seen me and my little
family sit down to dinner. There was my majesty the prince
and lord of the whole island; I had the lives of all my subjects
at my absolute command; I could hang, draw, give liberty, and
take it away, and no rebels among all my subjects. Then, to
see how like a king I dined, too, all alone, attended by my
servants! Poll, as if he had been my favourite, was the
only person permitted to talk to me. My dog, who was now
grown old and crazy, and had found no species to multiply his
kind upon, sat always at my right hand; and two cats, one on one
side of the table and one on the other, expecting now and then a
bit from my hand, as a mark of especial favour.</p>
<p>But these were not the two cats which I brought on shore at
first, for they were both of them dead, and had been interred
near my habitation by my own hand; but one of them having
multiplied by I know not what kind of creature, these were two
which I had preserved tame; whereas the rest ran wild in the
woods, and became indeed troublesome to me at last, for they
would often come into my house, and plunder me too, till at last
I was obliged to shoot them, and did kill a great many; at length
they left me. With this attendance and in this plentiful
manner I lived; neither could I be said to want anything but
society; and of that, some time after this, I was likely to have
too much.</p>
<p>I was something impatient, as I have observed, to have the use
of my boat, though very loath to run any more hazards; and
therefore sometimes I sat contriving ways to get her about the
island, and at other times I sat myself down contented enough
without her. But I had a strange uneasiness in my mind to
go down to the point of the island where, as I have said in my
last ramble, I went up the hill to see how the shore lay, and how
the current set, that I might see what I had to do: this
inclination increased upon me every day, and at length I resolved
to travel thither by land, following the edge of the shore.
I did so; but had any one in England met such a man as I was, it
must either have frightened him, or raised a great deal of
laughter; and as I frequently stood still to look at myself, I
could not but smile at the notion of my travelling through
Yorkshire with such an equipage, and in such a dress. Be
pleased to take a sketch of my figure, as follows.</p>
<p>I had a great high shapeless cap, made of a goat’s skin,
with a flap hanging down behind, as well to keep the sun from me
as to shoot the rain off from running into my neck, nothing being
so hurtful in these climates as the rain upon the flesh under the
clothes.</p>
<p>I had a short jacket of goat’s skin, the skirts coming
down to about the middle of the thighs, and a pair of open-kneed
breeches of the same; the breeches were made of the skin of an
old he-goat, whose hair hung down such a length on either side
that, like pantaloons, it reached to the middle of my legs;
stockings and shoes I had none, but had made me a pair of
somethings, I scarce knew what to call them, like buskins, to
flap over my legs, and lace on either side like spatterdashes,
but of a most barbarous shape, as indeed were all the rest of my
clothes.</p>
<p>I had on a broad belt of goat’s skin dried, which I drew
together with two thongs of the same instead of buckles, and in a
kind of a frog on either side of this, instead of a sword and
dagger, hung a little saw and a hatchet, one on one side and one
on the other. I had another belt not so broad, and fastened
in the same manner, which hung over my shoulder, and at the end
of it, under my left arm, hung two pouches, both made of
goat’s skin too, in one of which hung my powder, in the
other my shot. At my back I carried my basket, and on my
shoulder my gun, and over my head a great clumsy, ugly,
goat’s-skin umbrella, but which, after all, was the most
necessary thing I had about me next to my gun. As for my
face, the colour of it was really not so mulatto-like as one
might expect from a man not at all careful of it, and living
within nine or ten degrees of the equinox. My beard I had
once suffered to grow till it was about a quarter of a yard long;
but as I had both scissors and razors sufficient, I had cut it
pretty short, except what grew on my upper lip, which I had
trimmed into a large pair of Mahometan whiskers, such as I had
seen worn by some Turks at Sallee, for the Moors did not wear
such, though the Turks did; of these moustachios, or whiskers, I
will not say they were long enough to hang my hat upon them, but
they were of a length and shape monstrous enough, and such as in
England would have passed for frightful.</p>
<p>But all this is by-the-bye; for as to my figure, I had so few
to observe me that it was of no manner of consequence, so I say
no more of that. In this kind of dress I went my new
journey, and was out five or six days. I travelled first
along the sea-shore, directly to the place where I first brought
my boat to an anchor to get upon the rocks; and having no boat
now to take care of, I went over the land a nearer way to the
same height that I was upon before, when, looking forward to the
points of the rocks which lay out, and which I was obliged to
double with my boat, as is said above, I was surprised to see the
sea all smooth and quiet—no rippling, no motion, no
current, any more there than in other places. I was at a
strange loss to understand this, and resolved to spend some time
in the observing it, to see if nothing from the sets of the tide
had occasioned it; but I was presently convinced how it
was—viz. that the tide of ebb setting from the west, and
joining with the current of waters from some great river on the
shore, must be the occasion of this current, and that, according
as the wind blew more forcibly from the west or from the north,
this current came nearer or went farther from the shore; for,
waiting thereabouts till evening, I went up to the rock again,
and then the tide of ebb being made, I plainly saw the current
again as before, only that it ran farther off, being near half a
league from the shore, whereas in my case it set close upon the
shore, and hurried me and my canoe along with it, which at
another time it would not have done.</p>
<p>This observation convinced me that I had nothing to do but to
observe the ebbing and the flowing of the tide, and I might very
easily bring my boat about the island again; but when I began to
think of putting it in practice, I had such terror upon my
spirits at the remembrance of the danger I had been in, that I
could not think of it again with any patience, but, on the
contrary, I took up another resolution, which was more safe,
though more laborious—and this was, that I would build, or
rather make, me another periagua or canoe, and so have one for
one side of the island, and one for the other.</p>
<p>You are to understand that now I had, as I may call it, two
plantations in the island—one my little fortification or
tent, with the wall about it, under the rock, with the cave
behind me, which by this time I had enlarged into several
apartments or caves, one within another. One of these,
which was the driest and largest, and had a door out beyond my
wall or fortification—that is to say, beyond where my wall
joined to the rock—was all filled up with the large earthen
pots of which I have given an account, and with fourteen or
fifteen great baskets, which would hold five or six bushels each,
where I laid up my stores of provisions, especially my corn, some
in the ear, cut off short from the straw, and the other rubbed
out with my hand.</p>
<p>As for my wall, made, as before, with long stakes or piles,
those piles grew all like trees, and were by this time grown so
big, and spread so very much, that there was not the least
appearance, to any one’s view, of any habitation behind
them.</p>
<p>Near this dwelling of mine, but a little farther within the
land, and upon lower ground, lay my two pieces of corn land,
which I kept duly cultivated and sowed, and which duly yielded me
their harvest in its season; and whenever I had occasion for more
corn, I had more land adjoining as fit as that.</p>
<p>Besides this, I had my country seat, and I had now a tolerable
plantation there also; for, first, I had my little bower, as I
called it, which I kept in repair—that is to say, I kept
the hedge which encircled it in constantly fitted up to its usual
height, the ladder standing always in the inside. I kept
the trees, which at first were no more than stakes, but were now
grown very firm and tall, always cut, so that they might spread
and grow thick and wild, and make the more agreeable shade, which
they did effectually to my mind. In the middle of this I
had my tent always standing, being a piece of a sail spread over
poles, set up for that purpose, and which never wanted any repair
or renewing; and under this I had made me a squab or couch with
the skins of the creatures I had killed, and with other soft
things, and a blanket laid on them, such as belonged to our
sea-bedding, which I had saved; and a great watch-coat to cover
me. And here, whenever I had occasion to be absent from my
chief seat, I took up my country habitation.</p>
<p>Adjoining to this I had my enclosures for my cattle, that is
to say my goats, and I had taken an inconceivable deal of pains
to fence and enclose this ground. I was so anxious to see
it kept entire, lest the goats should break through, that I never
left off till, with infinite labour, I had stuck the outside of
the hedge so full of small stakes, and so near to one another,
that it was rather a pale than a hedge, and there was scarce room
to put a hand through between them; which afterwards, when those
stakes grew, as they all did in the next rainy season, made the
enclosure strong like a wall, indeed stronger than any wall.</p>
<p>This will testify for me that I was not idle, and that I
spared no pains to bring to pass whatever appeared necessary for
my comfortable support, for I considered the keeping up a breed
of tame creatures thus at my hand would be a living magazine of
flesh, milk, butter, and cheese for me as long as I lived in the
place, if it were to be forty years; and that keeping them in my
reach depended entirely upon my perfecting my enclosures to such
a degree that I might be sure of keeping them together; which by
this method, indeed, I so effectually secured, that when these
little stakes began to grow, I had planted them so very thick
that I was forced to pull some of them up again.</p>
<p>In this place also I had my grapes growing, which I
principally depended on for my winter store of raisins, and which
I never failed to preserve very carefully, as the best and most
agreeable dainty of my whole diet; and indeed they were not only
agreeable, but medicinal, wholesome, nourishing, and refreshing
to the last degree.</p>
<p>As this was also about half-way between my other habitation
and the place where I had laid up my boat, I generally stayed and
lay here in my way thither, for I used frequently to visit my
boat; and I kept all things about or belonging to her in very
good order. Sometimes I went out in her to divert myself,
but no more hazardous voyages would I go, scarcely ever above a
stone’s cast or two from the shore, I was so apprehensive
of being hurried out of my knowledge again by the currents or
winds, or any other accident. But now I come to a new scene
of my life. It happened one day, about noon, going towards
my boat, I was exceedingly surprised with the print of a
man’s naked foot on the shore, which was very plain to be
seen on the sand. I stood like one thunderstruck, or as if
I had seen an apparition. I listened, I looked round me,
but I could hear nothing, nor see anything; I went up to a rising
ground to look farther; I went up the shore and down the shore,
but it was all one; I could see no other impression but that
one. I went to it again to see if there were any more, and
to observe if it might not be my fancy; but there was no room for
that, for there was exactly the print of a foot—toes, heel,
and every part of a foot. How it came thither I knew not,
nor could I in the least imagine; but after innumerable
fluttering thoughts, like a man perfectly confused and out of
myself, I came home to my fortification, not feeling, as we say,
the ground I went on, but terrified to the last degree, looking
behind me at every two or three steps, mistaking every bush and
tree, and fancying every stump at a distance to be a man.
Nor is it possible to describe how many various shapes my
affrighted imagination represented things to me in, how many wild
ideas were found every moment in my fancy, and what strange,
unaccountable whimsies came into my thoughts by the way.</p>
<p>When I came to my castle (for so I think I called it ever
after this), I fled into it like one pursued. Whether I
went over by the ladder, as first contrived, or went in at the
hole in the rock, which I had called a door, I cannot remember;
no, nor could I remember the next morning, for never frightened
hare fled to cover, or fox to earth, with more terror of mind
than I to this retreat.</p>
<p>I slept none that night; the farther I was from the occasion
of my fright, the greater my apprehensions were, which is
something contrary to the nature of such things, and especially
to the usual practice of all creatures in fear; but I was so
embarrassed with my own frightful ideas of the thing, that I
formed nothing but dismal imaginations to myself, even though I
was now a great way off. Sometimes I fancied it must be the
devil, and reason joined in with me in this supposition, for how
should any other thing in human shape come into the place?
Where was the vessel that brought them? What marks were
there of any other footstep? And how was it possible a man
should come there? But then, to think that Satan should
take human shape upon him in such a place, where there could be
no manner of occasion for it, but to leave the print of his foot
behind him, and that even for no purpose too, for he could not be
sure I should see it—this was an amusement the other
way. I considered that the devil might have found out
abundance of other ways to have terrified me than this of the
single print of a foot; that as I lived quite on the other side
of the island, he would never have been so simple as to leave a
mark in a place where it was ten thousand to one whether I should
ever see it or not, and in the sand too, which the first surge of
the sea, upon a high wind, would have defaced entirely. All
this seemed inconsistent with the thing itself and with all the
notions we usually entertain of the subtlety of the devil.</p>
<p>Abundance of such things as these assisted to argue me out of
all apprehensions of its being the devil; and I presently
concluded then that it must be some more dangerous
creature—viz. that it must be some of the savages of the
mainland opposite who had wandered out to sea in their canoes,
and either driven by the currents or by contrary winds, had made
the island, and had been on shore, but were gone away again to
sea; being as loath, perhaps, to have stayed in this desolate
island as I would have been to have had them.</p>
<p>While these reflections were rolling in my mind, I was very
thankful in my thoughts that I was so happy as not to be
thereabouts at that time, or that they did not see my boat, by
which they would have concluded that some inhabitants had been in
the place, and perhaps have searched farther for me. Then
terrible thoughts racked my imagination about their having found
out my boat, and that there were people here; and that, if so, I
should certainly have them come again in greater numbers and
devour me; that if it should happen that they should not find me,
yet they would find my enclosure, destroy all my corn, and carry
away all my flock of tame goats, and I should perish at last for
mere want.</p>
<p>Thus my fear banished all my religious hope, all that former
confidence in God, which was founded upon such wonderful
experience as I had had of His goodness; as if He that had fed me
by miracle hitherto could not preserve, by His power, the
provision which He had made for me by His goodness. I
reproached myself with my laziness, that would not sow any more
corn one year than would just serve me till the next season, as
if no accident could intervene to prevent my enjoying the crop
that was upon the ground; and this I thought so just a reproof,
that I resolved for the future to have two or three years’
corn beforehand; so that, whatever might come, I might not perish
for want of bread.</p>
<p>How strange a chequer-work of Providence is the life of man!
and by what secret different springs are the affections hurried
about, as different circumstances present! To-day we love
what to-morrow we hate; to-day we seek what to-morrow we shun;
to-day we desire what to-morrow we fear, nay, even tremble at the
apprehensions of. This was exemplified in me, at this time,
in the most lively manner imaginable; for I, whose only
affliction was that I seemed banished from human society, that I
was alone, circumscribed by the boundless ocean, cut off from
mankind, and condemned to what I call silent life; that I was as
one whom Heaven thought not worthy to be numbered among the
living, or to appear among the rest of His creatures; that to
have seen one of my own species would have seemed to me a raising
me from death to life, and the greatest blessing that Heaven
itself, next to the supreme blessing of salvation, could bestow;
I say, that I should now tremble at the very apprehensions of
seeing a man, and was ready to sink into the ground at but the
shadow or silent appearance of a man having set his foot in the
island.</p>
<p>Such is the uneven state of human life; and it afforded me a
great many curious speculations afterwards, when I had a little
recovered my first surprise. I considered that this was the
station of life the infinitely wise and good providence of God
had determined for me; that as I could not foresee what the ends
of Divine wisdom might be in all this, so I was not to dispute
His sovereignty; who, as I was His creature, had an undoubted
right, by creation, to govern and dispose of me absolutely as He
thought fit; and who, as I was a creature that had offended Him,
had likewise a judicial right to condemn me to what punishment He
thought fit; and that it was my part to submit to bear His
indignation, because I had sinned against Him. I then
reflected, that as God, who was not only righteous but
omnipotent, had thought fit thus to punish and afflict me, so He
was able to deliver me: that if He did not think fit to do so, it
was my unquestioned duty to resign myself absolutely and entirely
to His will; and, on the other hand, it was my duty also to hope
in Him, pray to Him, and quietly to attend to the dictates and
directions of His daily providence.</p>
<p>These thoughts took me up many hours, days, nay, I may say
weeks and months: and one particular effect of my cogitations on
this occasion I cannot omit. One morning early, lying in my
bed, and filled with thoughts about my danger from the
appearances of savages, I found it discomposed me very much; upon
which these words of the Scripture came into my thoughts,
“Call upon Me in the day of trouble, and I will deliver
thee, and thou shalt glorify Me.” Upon this, rising
cheerfully out of my bed, my heart was not only comforted, but I
was guided and encouraged to pray earnestly to God for
deliverance: when I had done praying I took up my Bible, and
opening it to read, the first words that presented to me were,
“Wait on the Lord, and be of good cheer, and He shall
strengthen thy heart; wait, I say, on the Lord.” It
is impossible to express the comfort this gave me. In
answer, I thankfully laid down the book, and was no more sad, at
least on that occasion.</p>
<p>In the middle of these cogitations, apprehensions, and
reflections, it came into my thoughts one day that all this might
be a mere chimera of my own, and that this foot might be the
print of my own foot, when I came on shore from my boat: this
cheered me up a little, too, and I began to persuade myself it
was all a delusion; that it was nothing else but my own foot; and
why might I not come that way from the boat, as well as I was
going that way to the boat? Again, I considered also that I
could by no means tell for certain where I had trod, and where I
had not; and that if, at last, this was only the print of my own
foot, I had played the part of those fools who try to make
stories of spectres and apparitions, and then are frightened at
them more than anybody.</p>
<p>Now I began to take courage, and to peep abroad again, for I
had not stirred out of my castle for three days and nights, so
that I began to starve for provisions; for I had little or
nothing within doors but some barley-cakes and water; then I knew
that my goats wanted to be milked too, which usually was my
evening diversion: and the poor creatures were in great pain and
inconvenience for want of it; and, indeed, it almost spoiled some
of them, and almost dried up their milk. Encouraging
myself, therefore, with the belief that this was nothing but the
print of one of my own feet, and that I might be truly said to
start at my own shadow, I began to go abroad again, and went to
my country house to milk my flock: but to see with what fear I
went forward, how often I looked behind me, how I was ready every
now and then to lay down my basket and run for my life, it would
have made any one have thought I was haunted with an evil
conscience, or that I had been lately most terribly frightened;
and so, indeed, I had. However, I went down thus two or
three days, and having seen nothing, I began to be a little
bolder, and to think there was really nothing in it but my own
imagination; but I could not persuade myself fully of this till I
should go down to the shore again, and see this print of a foot,
and measure it by my own, and see if there was any similitude or
fitness, that I might be assured it was my own foot: but when I
came to the place, first, it appeared evidently to me, that when
I laid up my boat I could not possibly be on shore anywhere
thereabouts; secondly, when I came to measure the mark with my
own foot, I found my foot not so large by a great deal.
Both these things filled my head with new imaginations, and gave
me the vapours again to the highest degree, so that I shook with
cold like one in an ague; and I went home again, filled with the
belief that some man or men had been on shore there; or, in
short, that the island was inhabited, and I might be surprised
before I was aware; and what course to take for my security I
knew not.</p>
<p>Oh, what ridiculous resolutions men take when possessed with
fear! It deprives them of the use of those means which
reason offers for their relief. The first thing I proposed
to myself was, to throw down my enclosures, and turn all my tame
cattle wild into the woods, lest the enemy should find them, and
then frequent the island in prospect of the same or the like
booty: then the simple thing of digging up my two corn-fields,
lest they should find such a grain there, and still be prompted
to frequent the island: then to demolish my bower and tent, that
they might not see any vestiges of habitation, and be prompted to
look farther, in order to find out the persons inhabiting.</p>
<p>These were the subject of the first night’s cogitations
after I was come home again, while the apprehensions which had so
overrun my mind were fresh upon me, and my head was full of
vapours. Thus, fear of danger is ten thousand times more
terrifying than danger itself, when apparent to the eyes; and we
find the burden of anxiety greater, by much, than the evil which
we are anxious about: and what was worse than all this, I had not
that relief in this trouble that from the resignation I used to
practise I hoped to have. I looked, I thought, like Saul,
who complained not only that the Philistines were upon him, but
that God had forsaken him; for I did not now take due ways to
compose my mind, by crying to God in my distress, and resting
upon His providence, as I had done before, for my defence and
deliverance; which, if I had done, I had at least been more
cheerfully supported under this new surprise, and perhaps carried
through it with more resolution.</p>
<p>This confusion of my thoughts kept me awake all night; but in
the morning I fell asleep; and having, by the amusement of my
mind, been as it were tired, and my spirits exhausted, I slept
very soundly, and waked much better composed than I had ever been
before. And now I began to think sedately; and, upon debate
with myself, I concluded that this island (which was so
exceedingly pleasant, fruitful, and no farther from the mainland
than as I had seen) was not so entirely abandoned as I might
imagine; that although there were no stated inhabitants who lived
on the spot, yet that there might sometimes come boats off from
the shore, who, either with design, or perhaps never but when
they were driven by cross winds, might come to this place; that I
had lived there fifteen years now and had not met with the least
shadow or figure of any people yet; and that, if at any time they
should be driven here, it was probable they went away again as
soon as ever they could, seeing they had never thought fit to fix
here upon any occasion; that the most I could suggest any danger
from was from any casual accidental landing of straggling people
from the main, who, as it was likely, if they were driven hither,
were here against their wills, so they made no stay here, but
went off again with all possible speed; seldom staying one night
on shore, lest they should not have the help of the tides and
daylight back again; and that, therefore, I had nothing to do but
to consider of some safe retreat, in case I should see any
savages land upon the spot.</p>
<p>Now, I began sorely to repent that I had dug my cave so large
as to bring a door through again, which door, as I said, came out
beyond where my fortification joined to the rock: upon maturely
considering this, therefore, I resolved to draw me a second
fortification, in the manner of a semicircle, at a distance from
my wall, just where I had planted a double row of trees about
twelve years before, of which I made mention: these trees having
been planted so thick before, they wanted but few piles to be
driven between them, that they might be thicker and stronger, and
my wall would be soon finished. So that I had now a double
wall; and my outer wall was thickened with pieces of timber, old
cables, and everything I could think of, to make it strong;
having in it seven little holes, about as big as I might put my
arm out at. In the inside of this I thickened my wall to
about ten feet thick with continually bringing earth out of my
cave, and laying it at the foot of the wall, and walking upon it;
and through the seven holes I contrived to plant the muskets, of
which I took notice that I had got seven on shore out of the
ship; these I planted like my cannon, and fitted them into
frames, that held them like a carriage, so that I could fire all
the seven guns in two minutes’ time; this wall I was many a
weary month in finishing, and yet never thought myself safe till
it was done.</p>
<p>When this was done I stuck all the ground without my wall, for
a great length every way, as full with stakes or sticks of the
osier-like wood, which I found so apt to grow, as they could well
stand; insomuch that I believe I might set in near twenty
thousand of them, leaving a pretty large space between them and
my wall, that I might have room to see an enemy, and they might
have no shelter from the young trees, if they attempted to
approach my outer wall.</p>
<p>Thus in two years’ time I had a thick grove; and in five
or six years’ time I had a wood before my dwelling, growing
so monstrously thick and strong that it was indeed perfectly
impassable: and no men, of what kind soever, could ever imagine
that there was anything beyond it, much less a habitation.
As for the way which I proposed to myself to go in and out (for I
left no avenue), it was by setting two ladders, one to a part of
the rock which was low, and then broke in, and left room to place
another ladder upon that; so when the two ladders were taken down
no man living could come down to me without doing himself
mischief; and if they had come down, they were still on the
outside of my outer wall.</p>
<p>Thus I took all the measures human prudence could suggest for
my own preservation; and it will be seen at length that they were
not altogether without just reason; though I foresaw nothing at
that time more than my mere fear suggested to me.</p>
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