<h2>CHAPTER XIII—WRECK OF A SPANISH SHIP</h2>
<p>I was now in the twenty-third year of my residence in this
island, and was so naturalised to the place and the manner of
living, that, could I but have enjoyed the certainty that no
savages would come to the place to disturb me, I could have been
content to have capitulated for spending the rest of my time
there, even to the last moment, till I had laid me down and died,
like the old goat in the cave. I had also arrived to some
little diversions and amusements, which made the time pass a
great deal more pleasantly with me than it did
before—first, I had taught my Poll, as I noted before, to
speak; and he did it so familiarly, and talked so articulately
and plain, that it was very pleasant to me; and he lived with me
no less than six-and-twenty years. How long he might have
lived afterwards I know not, though I know they have a notion in
the Brazils that they live a hundred years. My dog was a
pleasant and loving companion to me for no less than sixteen
years of my time, and then died of mere old age. As for my
cats, they multiplied, as I have observed, to that degree that I
was obliged to shoot several of them at first, to keep them from
devouring me and all I had; but at length, when the two old ones
I brought with me were gone, and after some time continually
driving them from me, and letting them have no provision with me,
they all ran wild into the woods, except two or three favourites,
which I kept tame, and whose young, when they had any, I always
drowned; and these were part of my family. Besides these I
always kept two or three household kids about me, whom I taught
to feed out of my hand; and I had two more parrots, which talked
pretty well, and would all call “Robin Crusoe,” but
none like my first; nor, indeed, did I take the pains with any of
them that I had done with him. I had also several tame
sea-fowls, whose name I knew not, that I caught upon the shore,
and cut their wings; and the little stakes which I had planted
before my castle-wall being now grown up to a good thick grove,
these fowls all lived among these low trees, and bred there,
which was very agreeable to me; so that, as I said above, I began
to be very well contented with the life I led, if I could have
been secured from the dread of the savages. But it was
otherwise directed; and it may not be amiss for all people who
shall meet with my story to make this just observation from it:
How frequently, in the course of our lives, the evil which in
itself we seek most to shun, and which, when we are fallen into,
is the most dreadful to us, is oftentimes the very means or door
of our deliverance, by which alone we can be raised again from
the affliction we are fallen into. I could give many
examples of this in the course of my unaccountable life; but in
nothing was it more particularly remarkable than in the
circumstances of my last years of solitary residence in this
island.</p>
<p>It was now the month of December, as I said above, in my
twenty-third year; and this, being the southern solstice (for
winter I cannot call it), was the particular time of my harvest,
and required me to be pretty much abroad in the fields, when,
going out early in the morning, even before it was thorough
daylight, I was surprised with seeing a light of some fire upon
the shore, at a distance from me of about two miles, toward that
part of the island where I had observed some savages had been, as
before, and not on the other side; but, to my great affliction,
it was on my side of the island.</p>
<p>I was indeed terribly surprised at the sight, and stopped
short within my grove, not daring to go out, lest I might be
surprised; and yet I had no more peace within, from the
apprehensions I had that if these savages, in rambling over the
island, should find my corn standing or cut, or any of my works
or improvements, they would immediately conclude that there were
people in the place, and would then never rest till they had
found me out. In this extremity I went back directly to my
castle, pulled up the ladder after me, and made all things
without look as wild and natural as I could.</p>
<p>Then I prepared myself within, putting myself in a posture of
defence. I loaded all my cannon, as I called
them—that is to say, my muskets, which were mounted upon my
new fortification—and all my pistols, and resolved to
defend myself to the last gasp—not forgetting seriously to
commend myself to the Divine protection, and earnestly to pray to
God to deliver me out of the hands of the barbarians. I
continued in this posture about two hours, and began to be
impatient for intelligence abroad, for I had no spies to send
out. After sitting a while longer, and musing what I should
do in this case, I was not able to bear sitting in ignorance
longer; so setting up my ladder to the side of the hill, where
there was a flat place, as I observed before, and then pulling
the ladder after me, I set it up again and mounted the top of the
hill, and pulling out my perspective glass, which I had taken on
purpose, I laid me down flat on my belly on the ground, and began
to look for the place. I presently found there were no less
than nine naked savages sitting round a small fire they had made,
not to warm them, for they had no need of that, the weather being
extremely hot, but, as I supposed, to dress some of their
barbarous diet of human flesh which they had brought with them,
whether alive or dead I could not tell.</p>
<p>They had two canoes with them, which they had hauled up upon
the shore; and as it was then ebb of tide, they seemed to me to
wait for the return of the flood to go away again. It is
not easy to imagine what confusion this sight put me into,
especially seeing them come on my side of the island, and so near
to me; but when I considered their coming must be always with the
current of the ebb, I began afterwards to be more sedate in my
mind, being satisfied that I might go abroad with safety all the
time of the flood of tide, if they were not on shore before; and
having made this observation, I went abroad about my harvest work
with the more composure.</p>
<p>As I expected, so it proved; for as soon as the tide made to
the westward I saw them all take boat and row (or paddle as we
call it) away. I should have observed, that for an hour or
more before they went off they were dancing, and I could easily
discern their postures and gestures by my glass. I could
not perceive, by my nicest observation, but that they were stark
naked, and had not the least covering upon them; but whether they
were men or women I could not distinguish.</p>
<p>As soon as I saw them shipped and gone, I took two guns upon
my shoulders, and two pistols in my girdle, and my great sword by
my side without a scabbard, and with all the speed I was able to
make went away to the hill where I had discovered the first
appearance of all; and as soon as I get thither, which was not in
less than two hours (for I could not go quickly, being so loaded
with arms as I was), I perceived there had been three canoes more
of the savages at that place; and looking out farther, I saw they
were all at sea together, making over for the main. This
was a dreadful sight to me, especially as, going down to the
shore, I could see the marks of horror which the dismal work they
had been about had left behind it—viz. the blood, the
bones, and part of the flesh of human bodies eaten and devoured
by those wretches with merriment and sport. I was so filled
with indignation at the sight, that I now began to premeditate
the destruction of the next that I saw there, let them be whom or
how many soever. It seemed evident to me that the visits
which they made thus to this island were not very frequent, for
it was above fifteen months before any more of them came on shore
there again—that is to say, I neither saw them nor any
footsteps or signals of them in all that time; for as to the
rainy seasons, then they are sure not to come abroad, at least
not so far. Yet all this while I lived uncomfortably, by
reason of the constant apprehensions of their coming upon me by
surprise: from whence I observe, that the expectation of evil is
more bitter than the suffering, especially if there is no room to
shake off that expectation or those apprehensions.</p>
<p>During all this time I was in a murdering humour, and spent
most of my hours, which should have been better employed, in
contriving how to circumvent and fall upon them the very next
time I should see them—especially if they should be
divided, as they were the last time, into two parties; nor did I
consider at all that if I killed one party—suppose ten or a
dozen—I was still the next day, or week, or month, to kill
another, and so another, even <i>ad infinitum</i>, till I should
be, at length, no less a murderer than they were in being
man-eaters—and perhaps much more so. I spent my days
now in great perplexity and anxiety of mind, expecting that I
should one day or other fall, into the hands of these merciless
creatures; and if I did at any time venture abroad, it was not
without looking around me with the greatest care and caution
imaginable. And now I found, to my great comfort, how happy
it was that I had provided a tame flock or herd of goats, for I
durst not upon any account fire my gun, especially near that side
of the island where they usually came, lest I should alarm the
savages; and if they had fled from me now, I was sure to have
them come again with perhaps two or three hundred canoes with
them in a few days, and then I knew what to expect.
However, I wore out a year and three months more before I ever
saw any more of the savages, and then I found them again, as I
shall soon observe. It is true they might have been there
once or twice; but either they made no stay, or at least I did
not see them; but in the month of May, as near as I could
calculate, and in my four-and-twentieth year, I had a very
strange encounter with them; of which in its place.</p>
<p>The perturbation of my mind during this fifteen or sixteen
months’ interval was very great; I slept unquietly, dreamed
always frightful dreams, and often started out of my sleep in the
night. In the day great troubles overwhelmed my mind; and
in the night I dreamed often of killing the savages and of the
reasons why I might justify doing it.</p>
<p>But to waive all this for a while. It was in the middle
of May, on the sixteenth day, I think, as well as my poor wooden
calendar would reckon, for I marked all upon the post still; I
say, it was on the sixteenth of May that it blew a very great
storm of wind all day, with a great deal of lightning and
thunder, and; a very foul night it was after it. I knew not
what was the particular occasion of it, but as I was reading in
the Bible, and taken up with very serious thoughts about my
present condition, I was surprised with the noise of a gun, as I
thought, fired at sea. This was, to be sure, a surprise
quite of a different nature from any I had met with before; for
the notions this put into my thoughts were quite of another
kind. I started up in the greatest haste imaginable; and,
in a trice, clapped my ladder to the middle place of the rock,
and pulled it after me; and mounting it the second time, got to
the top of the hill the very moment that a flash of fire bid me
listen for a second gun, which, accordingly, in about half a
minute I heard; and by the sound, knew that it was from that part
of the sea where I was driven down the current in my boat.
I immediately considered that this must be some ship in distress,
and that they had some comrade, or some other ship in company,
and fired these for signals of distress, and to obtain
help. I had the presence of mind at that minute to think,
that though I could not help them, it might be that they might
help me; so I brought together all the dry wood I could get at
hand, and making a good handsome pile, I set it on fire upon the
hill. The wood was dry, and blazed freely; and, though the
wind blew very hard, yet it burned fairly out; so that I was
certain, if there was any such thing as a ship, they must needs
see it. And no doubt they did; for as soon as ever my fire
blazed up, I heard another gun, and after that several others,
all from the same quarter. I plied my fire all night long,
till daybreak: and when it was broad day, and the air cleared up,
I saw something at a great distance at sea, full east of the
island, whether a sail or a hull I could not
distinguish—no, not with my glass: the distance was so
great, and the weather still something hazy also; at least, it
was so out at sea.</p>
<p>I looked frequently at it all that day, and soon perceived
that it did not move; so I presently concluded that it was a ship
at anchor; and being eager, you may be sure, to be satisfied, I
took my gun in my hand, and ran towards the south side of the
island to the rocks where I had formerly been carried away by the
current; and getting up there, the weather by this time being
perfectly clear, I could plainly see, to my great sorrow, the
wreck of a ship, cast away in the night upon those concealed
rocks which I found when I was out in my boat; and which rocks,
as they checked the violence of the stream, and made a kind of
counter-stream, or eddy, were the occasion of my recovering from
the most desperate, hopeless condition that ever I had been in in
all my life. Thus, what is one man’s safety is
another man’s destruction; for it seems these men, whoever
they were, being out of their knowledge, and the rocks being
wholly under water, had been driven upon them in the night, the
wind blowing hard at ENE. Had they seen the island, as I
must necessarily suppose they did not, they must, as I thought,
have endeavoured to have saved themselves on shore by the help of
their boat; but their firing off guns for help, especially when
they saw, as I imagined, my fire, filled me with many
thoughts. First, I imagined that upon seeing my light they
might have put themselves into their boat, and endeavoured to
make the shore: but that the sea running very high, they might
have been cast away. Other times I imagined that they might
have lost their boat before, as might be the case many ways;
particularly by the breaking of the sea upon their ship, which
many times obliged men to stave, or take in pieces, their boat,
and sometimes to throw it overboard with their own hands.
Other times I imagined they had some other ship or ships in
company, who, upon the signals of distress they made, had taken
them up, and carried them off. Other times I fancied they
were all gone off to sea in their boat, and being hurried away by
the current that I had been formerly in, were carried out into
the great ocean, where there was nothing but misery and
perishing: and that, perhaps, they might by this time think of
starving, and of being in a condition to eat one another.</p>
<p>As all these were but conjectures at best, so, in the
condition I was in, I could do no more than look on upon the
misery of the poor men, and pity them; which had still this good
effect upon my side, that it gave me more and more cause to give
thanks to God, who had so happily and comfortably provided for me
in my desolate condition; and that of two ships’ companies,
who were now cast away upon this part of the world, not one life
should be spared but mine. I learned here again to observe,
that it is very rare that the providence of God casts us into any
condition so low, or any misery so great, but we may see
something or other to be thankful for, and may see others in
worse circumstances than our own. Such certainly was the
case of these men, of whom I could not so much as see room to
suppose any were saved; nothing could make it rational so much as
to wish or expect that they did not all perish there, except the
possibility only of their being taken up by another ship in
company; and this was but mere possibility indeed, for I saw not
the least sign or appearance of any such thing. I cannot
explain, by any possible energy of words, what a strange longing
I felt in my soul upon this sight, breaking out sometimes thus:
“Oh that there had been but one or two, nay, or but one
soul saved out of this ship, to have escaped to me, that I might
but have had one companion, one fellow-creature, to have spoken
to me and to have conversed with!” In all the time of
my solitary life I never felt so earnest, so strong a desire
after the society of my fellow-creatures, or so deep a regret at
the want of it.</p>
<p>There are some secret springs in the affections which, when
they are set a-going by some object in view, or, though not in
view, yet rendered present to the mind by the power of
imagination, that motion carries out the soul, by its
impetuosity, to such violent, eager embracings of the object,
that the absence of it is insupportable. Such were these
earnest wishings that but one man had been saved. I believe
I repeated the words, “Oh that it had been but one!”
a thousand times; and my desires were so moved by it, that when I
spoke the words my hands would clinch together, and my fingers
would press the palms of my hands, so that if I had had any soft
thing in my hand I should have crushed it involuntarily; and the
teeth in my head would strike together, and set against one
another so strong, that for some time I could not part them
again. Let the naturalists explain these things, and the
reason and manner of them. All I can do is to describe the
fact, which was even surprising to me when I found it, though I
knew not from whence it proceeded; it was doubtless the effect of
ardent wishes, and of strong ideas formed in my mind, realising
the comfort which the conversation of one of my fellow-Christians
would have been to me. But it was not to be; either their
fate or mine, or both, forbade it; for, till the last year of my
being on this island, I never knew whether any were saved out of
that ship or no; and had only the affliction, some days after, to
see the corpse of a drowned boy come on shore at the end of the
island which was next the shipwreck. He had no clothes on
but a seaman’s waistcoat, a pair of open-kneed linen
drawers, and a blue linen shirt; but nothing to direct me so much
as to guess what nation he was of. He had nothing in his
pockets but two pieces of eight and a tobacco pipe—the last
was to me of ten times more value than the first.</p>
<p>It was now calm, and I had a great mind to venture out in my
boat to this wreck, not doubting but I might find something on
board that might be useful to me. But that did not
altogether press me so much as the possibility that there might
be yet some living creature on board, whose life I might not only
save, but might, by saving that life, comfort my own to the last
degree; and this thought clung so to my heart that I could not be
quiet night or day, but I must venture out in my boat on board
this wreck; and committing the rest to God’s providence, I
thought the impression was so strong upon my mind that it could
not be resisted—that it must come from some invisible
direction, and that I should be wanting to myself if I did not
go.</p>
<p>Under the power of this impression, I hastened back to my
castle, prepared everything for my voyage, took a quantity of
bread, a great pot of fresh water, a compass to steer by, a
bottle of rum (for I had still a great deal of that left), and a
basket of raisins; and thus, loading myself with everything
necessary. I went down to my boat, got the water out of
her, got her afloat, loaded all my cargo in her, and then went
home again for more. My second cargo was a great bag of
rice, the umbrella to set up over my head for a shade, another
large pot of water, and about two dozen of small loaves, or
barley cakes, more than before, with a bottle of goat’s
milk and a cheese; all which with great labour and sweat I
carried to my boat; and praying to God to direct my voyage, I put
out, and rowing or paddling the canoe along the shore, came at
last to the utmost point of the island on the north-east
side. And now I was to launch out into the ocean, and
either to venture or not to venture. I looked on the rapid
currents which ran constantly on both sides of the island at a
distance, and which were very terrible to me from the remembrance
of the hazard I had been in before, and my heart began to fail
me; for I foresaw that if I was driven into either of those
currents, I should be carried a great way out to sea, and perhaps
out of my reach or sight of the island again; and that then, as
my boat was but small, if any little gale of wind should rise, I
should be inevitably lost.</p>
<p>These thoughts so oppressed my mind that I began to give over
my enterprise; and having hauled my boat into a little creek on
the shore, I stepped out, and sat down upon a rising bit of
ground, very pensive and anxious, between fear and desire, about
my voyage; when, as I was musing, I could perceive that the tide
was turned, and the flood come on; upon which my going was
impracticable for so many hours. Upon this, presently it
occurred to me that I should go up to the highest piece of ground
I could find, and observe, if I could, how the sets of the tide
or currents lay when the flood came in, that I might judge
whether, if I was driven one way out, I might not expect to be
driven another way home, with the same rapidity of the
currents. This thought was no sooner in my head than I cast
my eye upon a little hill which sufficiently overlooked the sea
both ways, and from whence I had a clear view of the currents or
sets of the tide, and which way I was to guide myself in my
return. Here I found, that as the current of ebb set out
close by the south point of the island, so the current of the
flood set in close by the shore of the north side; and that I had
nothing to do but to keep to the north side of the island in my
return, and I should do well enough.</p>
<p>Encouraged by this observation, I resolved the next morning to
set out with the first of the tide; and reposing myself for the
night in my canoe, under the watch-coat I mentioned, I launched
out. I first made a little out to sea, full north, till I
began to feel the benefit of the current, which set eastward, and
which carried me at a great rate; and yet did not so hurry me as
the current on the south side had done before, so as to take from
me all government of the boat; but having a strong steerage with
my paddle, I went at a great rate directly for the wreck, and in
less than two hours I came up to it. It was a dismal sight
to look at; the ship, which by its building was Spanish, stuck
fast, jammed in between two rocks. All the stern and
quarter of her were beaten to pieces by the sea; and as her
forecastle, which stuck in the rocks, had run on with great
violence, her mainmast and foremast were brought by the
board—that is to say, broken short off; but her bowsprit
was sound, and the head and bow appeared firm. When I came
close to her, a dog appeared upon her, who, seeing me coming,
yelped and cried; and as soon as I called him, jumped into the
sea to come to me. I took him into the boat, but found him
almost dead with hunger and thirst. I gave him a cake of my
bread, and he devoured it like a ravenous wolf that had been
starving a fortnight in the snow; I then gave the poor creature
some fresh water, with which, if I would have let him, he would
have burst himself. After this I went on board; but the
first sight I met with was two men drowned in the cook-room, or
forecastle of the ship, with their arms fast about one
another. I concluded, as is indeed probable, that when the
ship struck, it being in a storm, the sea broke so high and so
continually over her, that the men were not able to bear it, and
were strangled with the constant rushing in of the water, as much
as if they had been under water. Besides the dog, there was
nothing left in the ship that had life; nor any goods, that I
could see, but what were spoiled by the water. There were
some casks of liquor, whether wine or brandy I knew not, which
lay lower in the hold, and which, the water being ebbed out, I
could see; but they were too big to meddle with. I saw
several chests, which I believe belonged to some of the seamen;
and I got two of them into the boat, without examining what was
in them. Had the stern of the ship been fixed, and the
forepart broken off, I am persuaded I might have made a good
voyage; for by what I found in those two chests I had room to
suppose the ship had a great deal of wealth on board; and, if I
may guess from the course she steered, she must have been bound
from Buenos Ayres, or the Rio de la Plata, in the south part of
America, beyond the Brazils to the Havannah, in the Gulf of
Mexico, and so perhaps to Spain. She had, no doubt, a great
treasure in her, but of no use, at that time, to anybody; and
what became of the crew I then knew not.</p>
<p>I found, besides these chests, a little cask full of liquor,
of about twenty gallons, which I got into my boat with much
difficulty. There were several muskets in the cabin, and a
great powder-horn, with about four pounds of powder in it; as for
the muskets, I had no occasion for them, so I left them, but took
the powder-horn. I took a fire-shovel and tongs, which I
wanted extremely, as also two little brass kettles, a copper pot
to make chocolate, and a gridiron; and with this cargo, and the
dog, I came away, the tide beginning to make home again—and
the same evening, about an hour within night, I reached the
island again, weary and fatigued to the last degree. I
reposed that night in the boat and in the morning I resolved to
harbour what I had got in my new cave, and not carry it home to
my castle. After refreshing myself, I got all my cargo on
shore, and began to examine the particulars. The cask of
liquor I found to be a kind of rum, but not such as we had at the
Brazils; and, in a word, not at all good; but when I came to open
the chests, I found several things of great use to me—for
example, I found in one a fine case of bottles, of an
extraordinary kind, and filled with cordial waters, fine and very
good; the bottles held about three pints each, and were tipped
with silver. I found two pots of very good succades, or
sweetmeats, so fastened also on the top that the salt-water had
not hurt them; and two more of the same, which the water had
spoiled. I found some very good shirts, which were very
welcome to me; and about a dozen and a half of white linen
handkerchiefs and coloured neckcloths; the former were also very
welcome, being exceedingly refreshing to wipe my face in a hot
day. Besides this, when I came to the till in the chest, I
found there three great bags of pieces of eight, which held about
eleven hundred pieces in all; and in one of them, wrapped up in a
paper, six doubloons of gold, and some small bars or wedges of
gold; I suppose they might all weigh near a pound. In the
other chest were some clothes, but of little value; but, by the
circumstances, it must have belonged to the gunner’s mate;
though there was no powder in it, except two pounds of fine
glazed powder, in three flasks, kept, I suppose, for charging
their fowling-pieces on occasion. Upon the whole, I got
very little by this voyage that was of any use to me; for, as to
the money, I had no manner of occasion for it; it was to me as
the dirt under my feet, and I would have given it all for three
or four pair of English shoes and stockings, which were things I
greatly wanted, but had had none on my feet for many years.
I had, indeed, got two pair of shoes now, which I took off the
feet of two drowned men whom I saw in the wreck, and I found two
pair more in one of the chests, which were very welcome to me;
but they were not like our English shoes, either for ease or
service, being rather what we call pumps than shoes. I
found in this seaman’s chest about fifty pieces of eight,
in rials, but no gold: I supposed this belonged to a poorer man
than the other, which seemed to belong to some officer.
Well, however, I lugged this money home to my cave, and laid it
up, as I had done that before which I had brought from our own
ship; but it was a great pity, as I said, that the other part of
this ship had not come to my share: for I am satisfied I might
have loaded my canoe several times over with money; and, thought
I, if I ever escape to England, it might lie here safe enough
till I come again and fetch it.</p>
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