<h2>CHAPTER XIV—A DREAM REALISED</h2>
<p>Having now brought all my things on shore and secured them, I
went back to my boat, and rowed or paddled her along the shore to
her old harbour, where I laid her up, and made the best of my way
to my old habitation, where I found everything safe and
quiet. I began now to repose myself, live after my old
fashion, and take care of my family affairs; and for a while I
lived easy enough, only that I was more vigilant than I used to
be, looked out oftener, and did not go abroad so much; and if at
any time I did stir with any freedom, it was always to the east
part of the island, where I was pretty well satisfied the savages
never came, and where I could go without so many precautions, and
such a load of arms and ammunition as I always carried with me if
I went the other way. I lived in this condition near two
years more; but my unlucky head, that was always to let me know
it was born to make my body miserable, was all these two years
filled with projects and designs how, if it were possible, I
might get away from this island: for sometimes I was for making
another voyage to the wreck, though my reason told me that there
was nothing left there worth the hazard of my voyage; sometimes
for a ramble one way, sometimes another—and I believe
verily, if I had had the boat that I went from Sallee in, I
should have ventured to sea, bound anywhere, I knew not
whither. I have been, in all my circumstances, a memento to
those who are touched with the general plague of mankind, whence,
for aught I know, one half of their miseries flow: I mean that of
not being satisfied with the station wherein God and Nature hath
placed them—for, not to look back upon my primitive
condition, and the excellent advice of my father, the opposition
to which was, as I may call it, my <i>original sin</i>, my
subsequent mistakes of the same kind had been the means of my
coming into this miserable condition; for had that Providence
which so happily seated me at the Brazils as a planter blessed me
with confined desires, and I could have been contented to have
gone on gradually, I might have been by this time—I mean in
the time of my being in this island—one of the most
considerable planters in the Brazils—nay, I am persuaded,
that by the improvements I had made in that little time I lived
there, and the increase I should probably have made if I had
remained, I might have been worth a hundred thousand
moidores—and what business had I to leave a settled
fortune, a well-stocked plantation, improving and increasing, to
turn supercargo to Guinea to fetch negroes, when patience and
time would have so increased our stock at home, that we could
have bought them at our own door from those whose business it was
to fetch them? and though it had cost us something more, yet the
difference of that price was by no means worth saving at so great
a hazard. But as this is usually the fate of young heads,
so reflection upon the folly of it is as commonly the exercise of
more years, or of the dear-bought experience of time—so it
was with me now; and yet so deep had the mistake taken root in my
temper, that I could not satisfy myself in my station, but was
continually poring upon the means and possibility of my escape
from this place; and that I may, with greater pleasure to the
reader, bring on the remaining part of my story, it may not be
improper to give some account of my first conceptions on the
subject of this foolish scheme for my escape, and how, and upon
what foundation, I acted.</p>
<p>I am now to be supposed retired into my castle, after my late
voyage to the wreck, my frigate laid up and secured under water,
as usual, and my condition restored to what it was before: I had
more wealth, indeed, than I had before, but was not at all the
richer; for I had no more use for it than the Indians of Peru had
before the Spaniards came there.</p>
<p>It was one of the nights in the rainy season in March, the
four-and-twentieth year of my first setting foot in this island
of solitude, I was lying in my bed or hammock, awake, very well
in health, had no pain, no distemper, no uneasiness of body, nor
any uneasiness of mind more than ordinary, but could by no means
close my eyes, that is, so as to sleep; no, not a wink all night
long, otherwise than as follows: It is impossible to set down the
innumerable crowd of thoughts that whirled through that great
thoroughfare of the brain, the memory, in this night’s
time. I ran over the whole history of my life in miniature,
or by abridgment, as I may call it, to my coming to this island,
and also of that part of my life since I came to this
island. In my reflections upon the state of my case since I
came on shore on this island, I was comparing the happy posture
of my affairs in the first years of my habitation here, with the
life of anxiety, fear, and care which I had lived in ever since I
had seen the print of a foot in the sand. Not that I did
not believe the savages had frequented the island even all the
while, and might have been several hundreds of them at times on
shore there; but I had never known it, and was incapable of any
apprehensions about it; my satisfaction was perfect, though my
danger was the same, and I was as happy in not knowing my danger
as if I had never really been exposed to it. This furnished
my thoughts with many very profitable reflections, and
particularly this one: How infinitely good that Providence is,
which has provided, in its government of mankind, such narrow
bounds to his sight and knowledge of things; and though he walks
in the midst of so many thousand dangers, the sight of which, if
discovered to him, would distract his mind and sink his spirits,
he is kept serene and calm, by having the events of things hid
from his eyes, and knowing nothing of the dangers which surround
him.</p>
<p>After these thoughts had for some time entertained me, I came
to reflect seriously upon the real danger I had been in for so
many years in this very island, and how I had walked about in the
greatest security, and with all possible tranquillity, even when
perhaps nothing but the brow of a hill, a great tree, or the
casual approach of night, had been between me and the worst kind
of destruction—viz. that of falling into the hands of
cannibals and savages, who would have seized on me with the same
view as I would on a goat or turtle; and have thought it no more
crime to kill and devour me than I did of a pigeon or a
curlew. I would unjustly slander myself if I should say I
was not sincerely thankful to my great Preserver, to whose
singular protection I acknowledged, with great humanity, all
these unknown deliverances were due, and without which I must
inevitably have fallen into their merciless hands.</p>
<p>When these thoughts were over, my head was for some time taken
up in considering the nature of these wretched creatures, I mean
the savages, and how it came to pass in the world that the wise
Governor of all things should give up any of His creatures to
such inhumanity—nay, to something so much below even
brutality itself—as to devour its own kind: but as this
ended in some (at that time) fruitless speculations, it occurred
to me to inquire what part of the world these wretches lived in?
how far off the coast was from whence they came? what they
ventured over so far from home for? what kind of boats they had?
and why I might not order myself and my business so that I might
be able to go over thither, as they were to come to me?</p>
<p>I never so much as troubled myself to consider what I should
do with myself when I went thither; what would become of me if I
fell into the hands of these savages; or how I should escape them
if they attacked me; no, nor so much as how it was possible for
me to reach the coast, and not to be attacked by some or other of
them, without any possibility of delivering myself: and if I
should not fall into their hands, what I should do for provision,
or whither I should bend my course: none of these thoughts, I
say, so much as came in my way; but my mind was wholly bent upon
the notion of my passing over in my boat to the mainland. I
looked upon my present condition as the most miserable that could
possibly be; that I was not able to throw myself into anything
but death, that could be called worse; and if I reached the shore
of the main I might perhaps meet with relief, or I might coast
along, as I did on the African shore, till I came to some
inhabited country, and where I might find some relief; and after
all, perhaps I might fall in with some Christian ship that might
take me in: and if the worst came to the worst, I could but die,
which would put an end to all these miseries at once. Pray
note, all this was the fruit of a disturbed mind, an impatient
temper, made desperate, as it were, by the long continuance of my
troubles, and the disappointments I had met in the wreck I had
been on board of, and where I had been so near obtaining what I
so earnestly longed for—somebody to speak to, and to learn
some knowledge from them of the place where I was, and of the
probable means of my deliverance. I was agitated wholly by
these thoughts; all my calm of mind, in my resignation to
Providence, and waiting the issue of the dispositions of Heaven,
seemed to be suspended; and I had as it were no power to turn my
thoughts to anything but to the project of a voyage to the main,
which came upon me with such force, and such an impetuosity of
desire, that it was not to be resisted.</p>
<p>When this had agitated my thoughts for two hours or more, with
such violence that it set my very blood into a ferment, and my
pulse beat as if I had been in a fever, merely with the
extraordinary fervour of my mind about it, Nature—as if I
had been fatigued and exhausted with the very thoughts of
it—threw me into a sound sleep. One would have
thought I should have dreamed of it, but I did not, nor of
anything relating to it, but I dreamed that as I was going out in
the morning as usual from my castle, I saw upon the shore two
canoes and eleven savages coming to land, and that they brought
with them another savage whom they were going to kill in order to
eat him; when, on a sudden, the savage that they were going to
kill jumped away, and ran for his life; and I thought in my sleep
that he came running into my little thick grove before my
fortification, to hide himself; and that I seeing him alone, and
not perceiving that the others sought him that way, showed myself
to him, and smiling upon him, encouraged him: that he kneeled
down to me, seeming to pray me to assist him; upon which I showed
him my ladder, made him go up, and carried him into my cave, and
he became my servant; and that as soon as I had got this man, I
said to myself, “Now I may certainly venture to the
mainland, for this fellow will serve me as a pilot, and will tell
me what to do, and whither to go for provisions, and whither not
to go for fear of being devoured; what places to venture into,
and what to shun.” I waked with this thought; and was
under such inexpressible impressions of joy at the prospect of my
escape in my dream, that the disappointments which I felt upon
coming to myself, and finding that it was no more than a dream,
were equally extravagant the other way, and threw me into a very
great dejection of spirits.</p>
<p>Upon this, however, I made this conclusion: that my only way
to go about to attempt an escape was, to endeavour to get a
savage into my possession: and, if possible, it should be one of
their prisoners, whom they had condemned to be eaten, and should
bring hither to kill. But these thoughts still were
attended with this difficulty: that it was impossible to effect
this without attacking a whole caravan of them, and killing them
all; and this was not only a very desperate attempt, and might
miscarry, but, on the other hand, I had greatly scrupled the
lawfulness of it to myself; and my heart trembled at the thoughts
of shedding so much blood, though it was for my
deliverance. I need not repeat the arguments which occurred
to me against this, they being the same mentioned before; but
though I had other reasons to offer now—viz. that those men
were enemies to my life, and would devour me if they could; that
it was self-preservation, in the highest degree, to deliver
myself from this death of a life, and was acting in my own
defence as much as if they were actually assaulting me, and the
like; I say though these things argued for it, yet the thoughts
of shedding human blood for my deliverance were very terrible to
me, and such as I could by no means reconcile myself to for a
great while. However, at last, after many secret disputes
with myself, and after great perplexities about it (for all these
arguments, one way and another, struggled in my head a long
time), the eager prevailing desire of deliverance at length
mastered all the rest; and I resolved, if possible, to get one of
these savages into my hands, cost what it would. My next
thing was to contrive how to do it, and this, indeed, was very
difficult to resolve on; but as I could pitch upon no probable
means for it, so I resolved to put myself upon the watch, to see
them when they came on shore, and leave the rest to the event;
taking such measures as the opportunity should present, let what
would be.</p>
<p>With these resolutions in my thoughts, I set myself upon the
scout as often as possible, and indeed so often that I was
heartily tired of it; for it was above a year and a half that I
waited; and for great part of that time went out to the west end,
and to the south-west corner of the island almost every day, to
look for canoes, but none appeared. This was very
discouraging, and began to trouble me much, though I cannot say
that it did in this case (as it had done some time before) wear
off the edge of my desire to the thing; but the longer it seemed
to be delayed, the more eager I was for it: in a word, I was not
at first so careful to shun the sight of these savages, and avoid
being seen by them, as I was now eager to be upon them.
Besides, I fancied myself able to manage one, nay, two or three
savages, if I had them, so as to make them entirely slaves to me,
to do whatever I should direct them, and to prevent their being
able at any time to do me any hurt. It was a great while
that I pleased myself with this affair; but nothing still
presented itself; all my fancies and schemes came to nothing, for
no savages came near me for a great while.</p>
<p>About a year and a half after I entertained these notions (and
by long musing had, as it were, resolved them all into nothing,
for want of an occasion to put them into execution), I was
surprised one morning by seeing no less than five canoes all on
shore together on my side the island, and the people who belonged
to them all landed and out of my sight. The number of them
broke all my measures; for seeing so many, and knowing that they
always came four or six, or sometimes more in a boat, I could not
tell what to think of it, or how to take my measures to attack
twenty or thirty men single-handed; so lay still in my castle,
perplexed and discomforted. However, I put myself into the
same position for an attack that I had formerly provided, and was
just ready for action, if anything had presented. Having
waited a good while, listening to hear if they made any noise, at
length, being very impatient, I set my guns at the foot of my
ladder, and clambered up to the top of the hill, by my two
stages, as usual; standing so, however, that my head did not
appear above the hill, so that they could not perceive me by any
means. Here I observed, by the help of my perspective
glass, that they were no less than thirty in number; that they
had a fire kindled, and that they had meat dressed. How
they had cooked it I knew not, or what it was; but they were all
dancing, in I know not how many barbarous gestures and figures,
their own way, round the fire.</p>
<p>While I was thus looking on them, I perceived, by my
perspective, two miserable wretches dragged from the boats,
where, it seems, they were laid by, and were now brought out for
the slaughter. I perceived one of them immediately fall;
being knocked down, I suppose, with a club or wooden sword, for
that was their way; and two or three others were at work
immediately, cutting him open for their cookery, while the other
victim was left standing by himself, till they should be ready
for him. In that very moment this poor wretch, seeing
himself a little at liberty and unbound, Nature inspired him with
hopes of life, and he started away from them, and ran with
incredible swiftness along the sands, directly towards me; I mean
towards that part of the coast where my habitation was. I
was dreadfully frightened, I must acknowledge, when I perceived
him run my way; and especially when, as I thought, I saw him
pursued by the whole body: and now I expected that part of my
dream was coming to pass, and that he would certainly take
shelter in my grove; but I could not depend, by any means, upon
my dream, that the other savages would not pursue him thither and
find him there. However, I kept my station, and my spirits
began to recover when I found that there was not above three men
that followed him; and still more was I encouraged, when I found
that he outstripped them exceedingly in running, and gained
ground on them; so that, if he could but hold out for
half-an-hour, I saw easily he would fairly get away from them
all.</p>
<p>There was between them and my castle the creek, which I
mentioned often in the first part of my story, where I landed my
cargoes out of the ship; and this I saw plainly he must
necessarily swim over, or the poor wretch would be taken there;
but when the savage escaping came thither, he made nothing of it,
though the tide was then up; but plunging in, swam through in
about thirty strokes, or thereabouts, landed, and ran with
exceeding strength and swiftness. When the three persons
came to the creek, I found that two of them could swim, but the
third could not, and that, standing on the other side, he looked
at the others, but went no farther, and soon after went softly
back again; which, as it happened, was very well for him in the
end. I observed that the two who swam were yet more than
twice as strong swimming over the creek as the fellow was that
fled from them. It came very warmly upon my thoughts, and
indeed irresistibly, that now was the time to get me a servant,
and, perhaps, a companion or assistant; and that I was plainly
called by Providence to save this poor creature’s
life. I immediately ran down the ladders with all possible
expedition, fetched my two guns, for they were both at the foot
of the ladders, as I observed before, and getting up again with
the same haste to the top of the hill, I crossed towards the sea;
and having a very short cut, and all down hill, placed myself in
the way between the pursuers and the pursued, hallowing aloud to
him that fled, who, looking back, was at first perhaps as much
frightened at me as at them; but I beckoned with my hand to him
to come back; and, in the meantime, I slowly advanced towards the
two that followed; then rushing at once upon the foremost, I
knocked him down with the stock of my piece. I was loath to
fire, because I would not have the rest hear; though, at that
distance, it would not have been easily heard, and being out of
sight of the smoke, too, they would not have known what to make
of it. Having knocked this fellow down, the other who
pursued him stopped, as if he had been frightened, and I advanced
towards him: but as I came nearer, I perceived presently he had a
bow and arrow, and was fitting it to shoot at me: so I was then
obliged to shoot at him first, which I did, and killed him at the
first shot. The poor savage who fled, but had stopped,
though he saw both his enemies fallen and killed, as he thought,
yet was so frightened with the fire and noise of my piece that he
stood stock still, and neither came forward nor went backward,
though he seemed rather inclined still to fly than to come
on. I hallooed again to him, and made signs to come
forward, which he easily understood, and came a little way; then
stopped again, and then a little farther, and stopped again; and
I could then perceive that he stood trembling, as if he had been
taken prisoner, and had just been to be killed, as his two
enemies were. I beckoned to him again to come to me, and
gave him all the signs of encouragement that I could think of;
and he came nearer and nearer, kneeling down every ten or twelve
steps, in token of acknowledgment for saving his life. I
smiled at him, and looked pleasantly, and beckoned to him to come
still nearer; at length he came close to me; and then he kneeled
down again, kissed the ground, and laid his head upon the ground,
and taking me by the foot, set my foot upon his head; this, it
seems, was in token of swearing to be my slave for ever. I
took him up and made much of him, and encouraged him all I
could. But there was more work to do yet; for I perceived
the savage whom I had knocked down was not killed, but stunned
with the blow, and began to come to himself: so I pointed to him,
and showed him the savage, that he was not dead; upon this he
spoke some words to me, and though I could not understand them,
yet I thought they were pleasant to hear; for they were the first
sound of a man’s voice that I had heard, my own excepted,
for above twenty-five years. But there was no time for such
reflections now; the savage who was knocked down recovered
himself so far as to sit up upon the ground, and I perceived that
my savage began to be afraid; but when I saw that, I presented my
other piece at the man, as if I would shoot him: upon this my
savage, for so I call him now, made a motion to me to lend him my
sword, which hung naked in a belt by my side, which I did.
He no sooner had it, but he runs to his enemy, and at one blow
cut off his head so cleverly, no executioner in Germany could
have done it sooner or better; which I thought very strange for
one who, I had reason to believe, never saw a sword in his life
before, except their own wooden swords: however, it seems, as I
learned afterwards, they make their wooden swords so sharp, so
heavy, and the wood is so hard, that they will even cut off heads
with them, ay, and arms, and that at one blow, too. When he
had done this, he comes laughing to me in sign of triumph, and
brought me the sword again, and with abundance of gestures which
I did not understand, laid it down, with the head of the savage
that he had killed, just before me. But that which
astonished him most was to know how I killed the other Indian so
far off; so, pointing to him, he made signs to me to let him go
to him; and I bade him go, as well as I could. When he came
to him, he stood like one amazed, looking at him, turning him
first on one side, then on the other; looked at the wound the
bullet had made, which it seems was just in his breast, where it
had made a hole, and no great quantity of blood had followed; but
he had bled inwardly, for he was quite dead. He took up his
bow and arrows, and came back; so I turned to go away, and
beckoned him to follow me, making signs to him that more might
come after them. Upon this he made signs to me that he
should bury them with sand, that they might not be seen by the
rest, if they followed; and so I made signs to him again to do
so. He fell to work; and in an instant he had scraped a
hole in the sand with his hands big enough to bury the first in,
and then dragged him into it, and covered him; and did so by the
other also; I believe he had him buried them both in a quarter of
an hour. Then, calling away, I carried him, not to my
castle, but quite away to my cave, on the farther part of the
island: so I did not let my dream come to pass in that part, that
he came into my grove for shelter. Here I gave him bread
and a bunch of raisins to eat, and a draught of water, which I
found he was indeed in great distress for, from his running: and
having refreshed him, I made signs for him to go and lie down to
sleep, showing him a place where I had laid some rice-straw, and
a blanket upon it, which I used to sleep upon myself sometimes;
so the poor creature lay down, and went to sleep.</p>
<p>He was a comely, handsome fellow, perfectly well made, with
straight, strong limbs, not too large; tall, and well-shaped;
and, as I reckon, about twenty-six years of age. He had a
very good countenance, not a fierce and surly aspect, but seemed
to have something very manly in his face; and yet he had all the
sweetness and softness of a European in his countenance, too,
especially when he smiled. His hair was long and black, not
curled like wool; his forehead very high and large; and a great
vivacity and sparkling sharpness in his eyes. The colour of
his skin was not quite black, but very tawny; and yet not an
ugly, yellow, nauseous tawny, as the Brazilians and Virginians,
and other natives of America are, but of a bright kind of a dun
olive-colour, that had in it something very agreeable, though not
very easy to describe. His face was round and plump; his
nose small, not flat, like the negroes; a very good mouth, thin
lips, and his fine teeth well set, and as white as ivory.</p>
<p>After he had slumbered, rather than slept, about half-an-hour,
he awoke again, and came out of the cave to me: for I had been
milking my goats which I had in the enclosure just by: when he
espied me he came running to me, laying himself down again upon
the ground, with all the possible signs of an humble, thankful
disposition, making a great many antic gestures to show it.
At last he lays his head flat upon the ground, close to my foot,
and sets my other foot upon his head, as he had done before; and
after this made all the signs to me of subjection, servitude, and
submission imaginable, to let me know how he would serve me so
long as he lived. I understood him in many things, and let
him know I was very well pleased with him. In a little time
I began to speak to him; and teach him to speak to me: and first,
I let him know his name should be Friday, which was the day I
saved his life: I called him so for the memory of the time.
I likewise taught him to say Master; and then let him know that
was to be my name: I likewise taught him to say Yes and No and to
know the meaning of them. I gave him some milk in an
earthen pot, and let him see me drink it before him, and sop my
bread in it; and gave him a cake of bread to do the like, which
he quickly complied with, and made signs that it was very good
for him. I kept there with him all that night; but as soon
as it was day I beckoned to him to come with me, and let him know
I would give him some clothes; at which he seemed very glad, for
he was stark naked. As we went by the place where he had
buried the two men, he pointed exactly to the place, and showed
me the marks that he had made to find them again, making signs to
me that we should dig them up again and eat them. At this I
appeared very angry, expressed my abhorrence of it, made as if I
would vomit at the thoughts of it, and beckoned with my hand to
him to come away, which he did immediately, with great
submission. I then led him up to the top of the hill, to
see if his enemies were gone; and pulling out my glass I looked,
and saw plainly the place where they had been, but no appearance
of them or their canoes; so that it was plain they were gone, and
had left their two comrades behind them, without any search after
them.</p>
<p>But I was not content with this discovery; but having now more
courage, and consequently more curiosity, I took my man Friday
with me, giving him the sword in his hand, with the bow and
arrows at his back, which I found he could use very dexterously,
making him carry one gun for me, and I two for myself; and away
we marched to the place where these creatures had been; for I had
a mind now to get some further intelligence of them. When I
came to the place my very blood ran chill in my veins, and my
heart sunk within me, at the horror of the spectacle; indeed, it
was a dreadful sight, at least it was so to me, though Friday
made nothing of it. The place was covered with human bones,
the ground dyed with their blood, and great pieces of flesh left
here and there, half-eaten, mangled, and scorched; and, in short,
all the tokens of the triumphant feast they had been making
there, after a victory over their enemies. I saw three
skulls, five hands, and the bones of three or four legs and feet,
and abundance of other parts of the bodies; and Friday, by his
signs, made me understand that they brought over four prisoners
to feast upon; that three of them were eaten up, and that he,
pointing to himself, was the fourth; that there had been a great
battle between them and their next king, of whose subjects, it
seems, he had been one, and that they had taken a great number of
prisoners; all which were carried to several places by those who
had taken them in the fight, in order to feast upon them, as was
done here by these wretches upon those they brought hither.</p>
<p>I caused Friday to gather all the skulls, bones, flesh, and
whatever remained, and lay them together in a heap, and make a
great fire upon it, and burn them all to ashes. I found
Friday had still a hankering stomach after some of the flesh, and
was still a cannibal in his nature; but I showed so much
abhorrence at the very thoughts of it, and at the least
appearance of it, that he durst not discover it: for I had, by
some means, let him know that I would kill him if he offered
it.</p>
<p>When he had done this, we came back to our castle; and there I
fell to work for my man Friday; and first of all, I gave him a
pair of linen drawers, which I had out of the poor gunner’s
chest I mentioned, which I found in the wreck, and which, with a
little alteration, fitted him very well; and then I made him a
jerkin of goat’s skin, as well as my skill would allow (for
I was now grown a tolerably good tailor); and I gave him a cap
which I made of hare’s skin, very convenient, and
fashionable enough; and thus he was clothed, for the present,
tolerably well, and was mighty well pleased to see himself almost
as well clothed as his master. It is true he went awkwardly
in these clothes at first: wearing the drawers was very awkward
to him, and the sleeves of the waistcoat galled his shoulders and
the inside of his arms; but a little easing them where he
complained they hurt him, and using himself to them, he took to
them at length very well.</p>
<p>The next day, after I came home to my hutch with him, I began
to consider where I should lodge him: and that I might do well
for him and yet be perfectly easy myself, I made a little tent
for him in the vacant place between my two fortifications, in the
inside of the last, and in the outside of the first. As
there was a door or entrance there into my cave, I made a formal
framed door-case, and a door to it, of boards, and set it up in
the passage, a little within the entrance; and, causing the door
to open in the inside, I barred it up in the night, taking in my
ladders, too; so that Friday could no way come at me in the
inside of my innermost wall, without making so much noise in
getting over that it must needs awaken me; for my first wall had
now a complete roof over it of long poles, covering all my tent,
and leaning up to the side of the hill; which was again laid
across with smaller sticks, instead of laths, and then thatched
over a great thickness with the rice-straw, which was strong,
like reeds; and at the hole or place which was left to go in or
out by the ladder I had placed a kind of trap-door, which, if it
had been attempted on the outside, would not have opened at all,
but would have fallen down and made a great noise—as to
weapons, I took them all into my side every night. But I
needed none of all this precaution; for never man had a more
faithful, loving, sincere servant than Friday was to me: without
passions, sullenness, or designs, perfectly obliged and engaged;
his very affections were tied to me, like those of a child to a
father; and I daresay he would have sacrificed his life to save
mine upon any occasion whatsoever—the many testimonies he
gave me of this put it out of doubt, and soon convinced me that I
needed to use no precautions for my safety on his account.</p>
<p>This frequently gave me occasion to observe, and that with
wonder, that however it had pleased God in His providence, and in
the government of the works of His hands, to take from so great a
part of the world of His creatures the best uses to which their
faculties and the powers of their souls are adapted, yet that He
has bestowed upon them the same powers, the same reason, the same
affections, the same sentiments of kindness and obligation, the
same passions and resentments of wrongs, the same sense of
gratitude, sincerity, fidelity, and all the capacities of doing
good and receiving good that He has given to us; and that when He
pleases to offer them occasions of exerting these, they are as
ready, nay, more ready, to apply them to the right uses for which
they were bestowed than we are. This made me very
melancholy sometimes, in reflecting, as the several occasions
presented, how mean a use we make of all these, even though we
have these powers enlightened by the great lamp of instruction,
the Spirit of God, and by the knowledge of His word added to our
understanding; and why it has pleased God to hide the like saving
knowledge from so many millions of souls, who, if I might judge
by this poor savage, would make a much better use of it than we
did. From hence I sometimes was led too far, to invade the
sovereignty of Providence, and, as it were, arraign the justice
of so arbitrary a disposition of things, that should hide that
sight from some, and reveal it to others, and yet expect a like
duty from both; but I shut it up, and checked my thoughts with
this conclusion: first, that we did not know by what light and
law these should be condemned; but that as God was necessarily,
and by the nature of His being, infinitely holy and just, so it
could not be, but if these creatures were all sentenced to
absence from Himself, it was on account of sinning against that
light which, as the Scripture says, was a law to themselves, and
by such rules as their consciences would acknowledge to be just,
though the foundation was not discovered to us; and secondly,
that still as we all are the clay in the hand of the potter, no
vessel could say to him, “Why hast thou formed me
thus?”</p>
<p>But to return to my new companion. I was greatly
delighted with him, and made it my business to teach him
everything that was proper to make him useful, handy, and
helpful; but especially to make him speak, and understand me when
I spoke; and he was the aptest scholar that ever was; and
particularly was so merry, so constantly diligent, and so pleased
when he could but understand me, or make me understand him, that
it was very pleasant for me to talk to him. Now my life
began to be so easy that I began to say to myself that could I
but have been safe from more savages, I cared not if I was never
to remove from the place where I lived.</p>
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