<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></SPAN>To The West</h2>
<p>To stand by the open
grave of one you have
loved, and feel the sky
shut down over less
worth in the world is
the supreme test.</p>
<p>There you prove your
worth, if ever.</p>
<p>You must live and face
the day, and face each succeeding day,
realizing that “the moving finger writes,
and having writ moves on, nor all your
tears shall blot a line of it.”</p>
<p>Heroes are born, but it is calamity that
discovers them.</p>
<p>Once in Western Kansas, in the early
Eighties, I saw a loaded four-horse wagon
skid and topple in going across a gully.</p>
<p>The driver sprang from his seat and
tried to hold the wagon upright.</p>
<p>The weight was too great for his strength,
powerful man though he was.</p>
<p>The horses swerved down the ditch
instead of crossing it, and the overturning
<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="page20" id="page20">[Pg 20]</SPAN></span>
wagon caught the man and pinned him
to the ground.</p>
<p>Half a dozen of us sprang from our
horses. After much effort the tangled
animals were unhitched and the wagon
was righted.</p>
<p>The man was dead.</p>
<p>In the wagon were
the wife and six children, the oldest child
a boy of fifteen. All were safely caught
in the canvas top and escaped unhurt.
We camped there—not knowing what
else to do.</p>
<p>We straightened the mangled form of
the dead, and covered the body with
a blanket.</p>
<p>That night the mother and the oldest boy
sat by the campfire and watched the long
night away with their dead.</p>
<p>The stars marched in solemn procession
across the sky.</p>
<p>The slow, crawling night passed.</p>
<p>The first faint flush of dawn appeared
in the East.</p>
<p>I lay near the campfire, my head pillowed
<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="page21" id="page21">[Pg 21]</SPAN></span>
on a saddle, and heard the widowed
mother and her boy talking in low but
earnest tones.</p>
<p>“We must go back—we must go back
to Illinois. It is the only thing to do,”
I heard the mother moan.</p>
<p>And the boy answered: “Mother, listen
to what I say: We will go on—we will
go on. We know where father was going
to take us—we know what he was going
to do. We will go on, and we will do
what he intended to do, and if possible
we will do it better. We will go on!”</p>
<p>That first burst of pink in the East
had turned to gold.</p>
<p>Great streaks of light stretched from
horizon to zenith.</p>
<p>I could see in the dim and hazy light
the hobbled horses grazing across the
plain a quarter of a mile away.</p>
<p>The boy of fifteen arose and put fuel
on the fire.</p>
<p>After breakfast I saw that boy get a spade,
a shovel and a pick out of the wagon.</p>
<p><span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="page22" id="page22">[Pg 22]</SPAN></span>
With help of others a grave was dug
there on the prairie.</p>
<p>The dead was rolled in a blanket and
tied about with thongs, after the fashion
of the Indians.</p>
<p>Lines were taken from a harness, and
we lowered the body into the grave.</p>
<p>The grave was filled up by friendly
hands working in nervous haste.</p>
<p>I saw the boy pat down the mound
with the back of a spade.</p>
<p>I saw him carve with awkward, boyish
hands the initials of his father, the date
of his birth and the day of his death.</p>
<p>I saw him drive the slab down at the
head of the grave.</p>
<p>I saw him harness the four horses.</p>
<p>I saw him help his little brothers into
the canvas-covered wagon.</p>
<p>I saw him help his mother climb the
wheel as she took her place on the seat.</p>
<p>I saw him spring up beside her.</p>
<p>I saw him gather up the lines in his brown,
slim hands, and swing the whip over the
<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="page23" id="page23">[Pg 23]</SPAN></span>
leaders, as he gave the shrill word of
command and turned the horses to the
West.</p>
<p>And the cavalcade moved forward to the
West—always to the West.</p>
<p>The boy had met calamity and disaster.
He had not flinched.</p>
<p>In a single day he had left boyhood behind
and become a man.</p>
<p>And the years that followed proved him
genuine.</p>
<p>What was it worked the change? Grief
and responsibility, nobly met.</p>
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<p class="cintro">
<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="page26" id="page26">[Pg 26]</SPAN></span>
The church has aureoled and sainted the
men and women who have fought the
Cosmic Urge. To do nothing and to be
nothing was regarded as a virtue.</p>
<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="page27" id="page27">[Pg 27]</SPAN></span>
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