<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></SPAN>CHAPTER VII.</h2>
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<p>THE YELLOW FEVER IN JAMAICA—MY EXPERIENCE OF DEATH-BED
SCENES—I LEAVE AGAIN FOR NAVY BAY, AND OPEN A STORE THERE—I
AM ATTACKED WITH THE GOLD FEVER, AND START FOR ESCRIBANOS—LIFE
IN THE INTERIOR OF THE REPUBLIC OF NEW GRANADA—A
REVOLUTIONARY CONSPIRACY ON A SMALL SCALE—THE
DINNER DELICACIES OF ESCRIBANOS—JOURNEY UP THE PALMILLA
RIVER—A FEW WORDS ON THE PRESENT ASPECT OF AFFAIRS ON
THE ISTHMUS OF PANAMA.</p>
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<p>I stayed in Jamaica eight months out of the year 1853,
still remembered in the island for its suffering and gloom.
I returned just in time to find my services, with many
others, needful; for the yellow fever never made a more
determined effort to exterminate the English in Jamaica
than it did in that dreadful year. So violent was the epidemic,
that some of my people fell victims to its fury, a
thing rarely heard of before. My house was full of sufferers—officers,
their wives and children. Very often they
were borne in from the ships in the harbour—sometimes
in a dying state, sometimes—after long and distressing
struggles with the grim foe—to recover. Habituated as I
had become with death in its most harrowing forms, I
found these scenes more difficult to bear than any I had
previously borne a part in; and for this reason perhaps,
that I had not only to cheer the death-bed of the sufferer,
but, far more trying task, to soothe the passionate grief of
wife or husband left behind. It was a terrible thing to
see young people in the youth and bloom of life suddenly
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stricken down, not in battle with an enemy that threatened
their country, but in vain contest with a climate that
refused to adopt them. Indeed, the mother country pays
a dear price for the possession of her colonies.</p>
<p>I think all who are familiar with the West Indies will
acknowledge that Nature has been favourable to strangers
in a few respects, and that one of these has been in instilling
into the hearts of the Creoles an affection for
English people and an anxiety for their welfare, which
shows itself warmest when they are sick and suffering. I
can safely appeal on this point to any one who is acquainted
with life in Jamaica. Another benefit has been conferred
upon them by inclining the Creoles to practise the healing
art, and inducing them to seek out the simple remedies which
are available for the terrible diseases by which foreigners
are attacked, and which are found growing under the same
circumstances which produce the ills they minister to. So
true is it that beside the nettle ever grows the cure for its
sting.</p>
<p>I do not willingly care to dwell upon scenes of suffering
and death, but it is with such scenes that my life’s experience
has made me most familiar, and it is impossible to
avoid their description now and then; and here I would
fain record, in humble spirit, my conclusions, drawn from
the bearing of those whom I have now and then accompanied
a little distance on their way into the Valley of the
Shadow of Death, on the awful and important question of
religious feeling. Death is always terrible—no one need
be ashamed to fear it. How we bear it depends much
upon our constitutions. I have seen some brave men, who
have smiled at the cruellest amputation, die trembling like
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children; while others, whose lives have been spent in
avoidance of the least danger or trouble, have drawn their
last painful breath like heroes, striking at their foe to the
last, robbing him of his victory, and making their defeat a triumph.
But I cannot trace <em>all</em> the peace and resignation
which I have witnessed on many death-beds to temperament
alone, although I believe it has much more to do with them
than many teachers will allow. I have stood by receiving
the last blessings of Christians; and closing the eyes of those
who had nothing to trust to but the mercy of a God who
will be far more merciful to us than we are to one another;
and I say decidedly that the Christian’s death is the glorious
one, as is his life. You can never find a good man
who is not a worker; he is no laggard in the race of life.
Three, two, or one score years of life have been to him a
season of labour in his appointed sphere; and as the work
of the hands earns for us sweet rest by night, so does the
heart’s labour of a lifetime make the repose of heaven
acceptable. This is my experience; and I remember one
death, of a man whom I grew to love in a few short weeks,
the thought of which stirs my heart now, and has sustained
me in seasons of great danger; for before that time,
if I had never feared death, I had not learnt to meet him
with a brave, smiling face, and this he taught me.</p>
<p>I must not tell you his name, for his friends live yet,
and have been kind to me in many ways. One of them we
shall meet on Crimean soil. He was a young surgeon, and
as busy, light-hearted, and joyous as a good man should
be; and when he fell ill they brought him to my house,
where I nursed him, and grew fond of him—almost as
fond as the poor lady his mother in England far away.
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For some time we thought him safe, but at last the most
terrible symptoms of the cruel disease showed themselves,
and he knew that he must die. His thoughts were never
for himself, but for those he had to leave behind; all his
pity was for them. It was trying to see his poor hands
tremblingly penning the last few words of leave-taking—trying
to see how piteously the poor worn heart longed to
see once more the old familiar faces of the loved ones in unconscious
happiness at home; and yet I had to support him
while this sad task was effected, and to give him all the
help I could. I think he had some fondness for me, or,
perhaps, his kind heart feigned a feeling that he saw would
give me joy; for I used to call him “My son—my dear
child,” and to weep over him in a very weak and silly
manner perhaps.</p>
<p>He sent for an old friend, Captain S——; and when
he came, I had to listen to the dictation of his simple will—his
dog to one friend, his ring to another, his books to a
third, his love and kind wishes to all; and that over, my
poor son prepared himself to die—a child in all save a
man’s calm courage. He beckoned me to raise him
in the bed, and, as I passed my arms around him, he
saw the tears I could not repress, rolling down my
brown cheeks, and thanked me with a few words.
“Let me lay my head upon your breast;” and so he
rested, now and then speaking lowly to himself, “It’s
only that I miss my mother; but Heaven’s will be done.”
He repeated this many times, until the Heaven he obeyed
sent him in its mercy forgetfulness, and his thoughts no
longer wandered to his earthly home. I heard glad words
feebly uttered as I bent over him—words about
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“Heaven—rest—rest”—a holy Name many times repeated; and then
with a smile and a stronger voice, “Home! home!” And
so in a little while my arms no longer held him.</p>
<p>I have a little gold brooch with his hair in it now. I
wonder what inducement could be strong enough to cause
me to part with that memorial, sent me by his mother some
months later, with the following letter:—</p>
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<p>“<span class="smcap">My dear Madam</span>,—Will you do me the favour to
accept the enclosed trifle, in remembrance of that dear son
whose last moments were soothed by your kindness, and
as a mark of the gratitude of, my dear Madam,</p>
<p class="sig">“Your ever sincere and obliged,<br/>
“M—— S——.”</p>
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<p>After this, I was sent for by the medical authorities to
provide nurses for the sick at Up-Park Camp, about a mile
from Kingston; and leaving some nurses and my sister at
home, I went there and did my best; but it was little we
could do to mitigate the severity of the epidemic.</p>
<p>About eight months after my return to Jamaica, it
became necessary that some one should go to the Isthmus
of Panama to wind up the affairs of my late hotel; and
having another fit of restlessness, I prepared to return there
myself. I found Navy Bay but little altered. It was
evening when I arrived there; and my friend Mr. H——,
who came to meet me on the wharf, carefully piloted me
through the wretched streets, giving me especial warning
not to stumble over what looked like three long boxes,
loosely covered with the <i>débris</i> of a fallen house. They
had such a peculiar look about them that I stopped to ask
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what they were, receiving an answer which revived all
my former memories of Darien life, “Oh, they’re only
three Irishmen killed in a row a week ago, whom it’s
nobody’s business to bury.”</p>
<p>I went to Gorgona, wound up the affairs of the hotel,
and, before returning to Navy Bay, took the occasion of accompanying
my brother to the town of Panama. We did
not go with the crowd, but rode alone on mules, taking with
us three native guides on foot; and although the distance
was not much over twenty miles, and we started at daybreak,
we did not reach Panama until nightfall. But far from
being surprised at this, my chief wonder was that we ever
succeeded in getting over the journey. Through sand and
mud, over hill and plain—through thick forests, deep
gulleys, and over rapid streams, ran the track; the road
sometimes being made of logs of wood laid transversely, with
faggots stuffed between; while here and there we had to
work our way through a tangled network of brushwood, and
over broken rocks that seemed to have been piled together
as stones for some giant’s sling. We found Panama an old-fashioned,
irregular town, with queer stone houses, almost
all of which had been turned by the traders into stores.</p>
<p>On my return to Navy Bay—or Colon, as the New
Granadans would have it called—I again opened a store,
and stayed there for three months or so. I did not find
that society had improved much in my absence; indeed, it
appeared to have grown more lawless. Endless quarrels,
often resulting in bloodshed, took place between the
strangers and the natives, and disturbed the peace of the
town. Once the Spanish were incensed to such an extent,
that they planned a general rising against the foreigners;
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and but for the opportune arrival of an English war-steamer,
the consequences might have been terrible. The
Americans were well armed and ready; but the native
population far outnumbered them.</p>
<p>Altogether, I was not sorry when an opportunity offered
itself to do something at one of the stations of the New
Granada Gold-mining Company, Escribanos, about seventy
miles from Navy Bay. I made the journey there in a little
vessel, all communication by land from Navy Bay being impossible,
on account of the thick, dense forests, that would
have resisted the attempts of an army to cut its way through
them. As I was at this place for some months altogether,
and as it was the only portion of my life devoted to gold-seeking,
I shall make no apologies for endeavouring to describe
the out-of-the-way village-life of New Granada.</p>
<p>Escribanos is in the province of Veraguas, in the
State of New Granada—information uninteresting enough,
I have little doubt, to all but a very few of my readers.
It lies near the mouth of a rivulet bearing that name, which,
leaving the river Belen, runs away to the sea on its own account,
about a mile from the mouth of that river. It is a
great neighbourhood for gold-mines; and about that time
companies and private individuals were trying hard to turn
them to good account. Near it is the Fort Bowen mine,
and several others; some yielding silver, others gold ore,
in small quantities. Others lie in the vicinity of the Palmilla—another
river, which discharges itself into the sea
about ten miles from Escribanos; and there were more eastward
of it, near a similar river, the Coquelet. Legends
were rife at that time, and they may be revived at no distant
date, of the treasures to be found at Cucuyo, Zapetero,
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Pananomé, and many other Indian villages on their banks,
which in times gone by had yielded up golden treasures to
the Old World. But at this time the yield of gold did not
repay the labour and capital necessary to extract it from the
quartz; and it can only prove successful if more economical
methods can be discovered than those now used for that
purpose.</p>
<p>Carlos Alexander, the alcalde of Escribanos, had made
a good thing out of the gold mania. The mine had belonged
to him; had been sold at a fine price, and, passing
through several hands, had at last come into possession of
the Company who were now working it; its former owner
settling down as ruler over the little community of two
hundred souls that had collected at Escribanos. He was a
black man; was fond of talking of his early life in slavery,
and how he had escaped; and possessed no ordinary intellect.
He possessed, also, a house, which in England a
well-bred hound would not have accepted as a kennel; a
white wife, and a pretty daughter, with a whity-brown
complexion and a pleasant name—Juliana.</p>
<p>Of this mine Mr. Day—by whose invitation, when I
saw him at Navy Bay, I went there—was at that time
superintendent. He was a distant connection of my late
husband, and treated me with great kindness. Strangely
enough, we met again in a far different part of the world,
and became more closely connected. But I am anticipating.</p>
<p>The major part of the population of Escribanos, including
even the women and children, worked at the mine.
The labour was hard and disagreeable. I often used to
watch them at their work; and would sometimes wander
about by myself, thinking it possible that I might tumble
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across some gold in my rambles. And I once did come
upon some heavy yellow material, that brought my heart
into my mouth with that strange thrilling delight which
all who have hunted for the precious metal understand so
well. I think it was very wrong; but I kept the secret
of the place from the alcalde and every one else, and filled
some bottles with the precious dust, to carry down to Navy
Bay. I did not go for some time; but when I did, one
of my first visits was to a gold-buyer; and you can
imagine my feelings when he coolly laughed, and told me
it was some material (I forget its name) very like gold, but—valueless.
The worst part of it was that, in my annoyance
and shame, I threw all I had away, and among it some
which I had reason to believe subsequently was genuine.</p>
<p>The landing at Escribanos was very difficult, and when
the surf ran high, impossible; and I was once witness to a harrowing
scene there. A little boat, manned by three sailors,
grounded on a rock not far from shore, at a terrible season,
when to reach it from the land was, after many attempts,
found impossible. The hapless crew lingered on for two
days, suffering cruelly from hunger and thirst, their cries
ringing in our ears above the storm’s pitiless fury. On the
third day, two of them took to the sea, and were drowned;
the third was not strong enough to leave the boat, and died
in it.</p>
<p>I did not stay long at Escribanos, on my first visit,
as the alcalde’s guest; but, having made arrangements
for a longer sojourn, I went back to Navy Bay, where
I laid in a good stock of the stores I should have most
use for, and returned to Escribanos in safety. I remained
there some months, pleased with the novelty of
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the life, and busy with schemes for seeking for—or, as the
gold-diggers call it, prospecting for—other mines.</p>
<p>The foreigners were just as troublesome in this little
out-of-the-way place as they were, and are, in every other
part of Central America; and quarrels were as frequent in
our little community as at Cruces or Navy Bay. Indeed,
Alexander had hard work to maintain peace in his small
kingdom; and although ably seconded by Mr. Day, more
than once American disregard of his sway was almost too
strong for him. Very often the few foreigners would
quarrel among themselves; and once when they came to
blows, and an Irishman was stabbed by an American named
Campfield, the alcalde roused himself to punish the culprit.
The native population were glad enough to have an American
in their power; and when I heard Alexander give his
men instructions to shoot the culprit if he resisted, I
started off to his hut, and reached it in time to prevent
bloodshed. He was taken and kept in confinement; and
soft-hearted Juliana and I had enough to do to prevent his
being made a stern example of. But we got him off for a
fine of five hundred dollars.</p>
<p>Again the little community of Escribanos was very near
getting up a revolution against its constituted government—a
very common amusement in Central America. Twelve
sailors, deserters from an American ship, found their way
there, and before long plotted to dethrone Alexander, and
take possession of the mine. Mr. Day gained information
of their plan. The whole population of Escribanos were
roused and warned; and arming a score of the boldest
natives, he surrounded the house in which they were, and
captured the conspirators, who were too much taken by
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surprise to offer resistance, and sent them down to Navy
Bay, there to be handed over to the Government whose
service they had left.</p>
<p>Of course, my medical skill did not rust for want of
practice at Escribanos. The place was not healthy, and
strangers to the climate suffered severely. A surgeon himself,
sent there by the West Granada Gold-mining Company,
was glad to throw <em>his</em> physic to the dogs, and be cured in
my way by mine; while I was fortunately able to nurse
Mr. Day through a sharp attack of illness.</p>
<p>In consequence of the difficulty of communication with
Navy Bay, our fare was of the simplest at Escribanos. It
consisted mainly of salt meat, rice, and roasted Indian corn.
The native fare was not tempting, and some of their delicacies
were absolutely disgusting. With what pleasure, for
instance, could one foreign to their tastes and habits dine
off a roasted monkey, whose grilled head bore a strong resemblance
to a negro baby’s? And yet the Indians used
to bring them to us for sale, strung on a stick. They were
worse still stewed in soup, when it was positively frightful
to dip your ladle in unsuspectingly, and bring up what
closely resembled a brown baby’s limb. I got on better
with the parrots, and could agree with the “senorita, buono
buono” with which the natives recommended them; and
yet their flesh, what little there was of it, was very coarse
and hard. Nor did I always refuse to concede praise to a
squirrel, if well cooked. But although the flesh of the
iguana—another favourite dish—was white and tender as
any chicken, I never could stomach it. These iguanas
are immense green lizards, or rather moderate-sized
crocodiles, sometimes three feet in length, but weighing
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generally about seven or eight pounds. The Indians used
to bring them down in boats, alive, on their backs, with
their legs tied behind them; so that they had the most
comical look of distress it is possible to imagine. The
Spanish Indians have a proverb referring to an iguana so
bound, the purport of which has slipped from my memory,
but which shows the habit to be an old one. Their eggs
are highly prized, and their captors have a cruel habit of extracting
these delicacies from them while alive, and roughly
sewing up the wound, which I never could muster sufficient
courage to witness.</p>
<p>The rivers near Escribanos were well stocked with
crocodiles, the sea had its fair share of sharks, while on
land you too often met with snakes and other venomous
reptiles. The sting of some of them was very dangerous.
One man, who was bitten when I was there, swelled to an
enormous size, and bled even at the roots of his hair. The
remedy of the natives appeared to be copious bleeding.</p>
<p>Before I left Escribanos I made a journey, in company
with a gentleman named Little, my maid, and the alcalde’s
daughter, into the interior of the country, for a short distance,
following the course of the Palmilla river. This
was for the purpose of prospecting a mine on that river,
said to be obtainable at an easy price. Its course was a
very winding one; and we often had to leave the canoe
and walk through the shallow waters, that every now and
then interfered with our progress. As we progressed,
Little carefully sounded the channel of the river, with the
view of ascertaining to what extent it was navigable.</p>
<p>The tropical scenery was very grand; but I am afraid
I only marked what was most curious in it—at least, that
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is foremost in my memory now. I know I wondered much
what motive Nature could have had in twisting the roots
and branches of the trees into such strange fantastic contortions.
I watched with unfailing interest the birds and
animals we disturbed in our progress, from the huge peccary
or wild boar, that went tearing through the brushwood,
to the tiniest bright-hued bird that dashed like a
flash of many-coloured fire before our eyes. And very
much surprised was I when the Indians stopped before a
large tree, and on their making an incision in the bark with
a matcheto (hatchet), there exuded a thick creamy liquid,
which they wished me to taste, saying that this was the
famous milk-tree. I needed some persuasion at first; but
when I had tasted some upon a biscuit, I was so charmed
with its flavour that I should soon have taken more than
was good for me had not Mr. Little interfered with some
judicious advice. We reached the mine, and brought back
specimens of the quartz, some of which I have now.</p>
<p>Soon after this I left Escribanos, and stopping but a
short time at Navy Bay, came on direct to England. I had
claims on a Mining Company which are still unsatisfied;
I had to look after my share in the Palmilla Mine speculation;
and, above all, I had long been troubled with a
secret desire to embark in a very novel speculation, about
which I have as yet said nothing to the reader. But
before I finally leave the republic of New Granada, I may
be allowed to write a few words on the present aspect of
affairs on the Isthmus of Panama.</p>
<p>Recent news from America bring the intelligence that
the Government of the United States has at length succeeded
in finding a reasonable excuse for exercising a
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protectorate over, or in other words annexing, the Isthmus of
Panama. To any one at all acquainted with American
policy in Central America, this intelligence can give no
surprise; our only wonder being that some such excuse
was not made years ago. At this crisis, then, a few remarks
from the humblest observer of life in the republic
of New Granada must possess some interest for the curious,
if not value.</p>
<p>I found something to admire in the people of New
Granada, but not much; and I found very much more to
condemn most unequivocally. Whatever was of any worth
in their institutions, such as their comparative freedom, religious
toleration, etc., was owing mainly to the negroes who
had sought the protection of the republic. I found the
Spanish Indians treacherous, passionate, and indolent, with
no higher aim or object but simply to enjoy the present after
their own torpid, useless fashion. Like most fallen nations,
they are very conservative in their habits and principles;
while the blacks are enterprising, and in their opinions
incline not unnaturally to democracy. But for their old
antipathy, there is no doubt that the negroes would
lean towards America; but they gladly encourage the
prejudice of the New Granadans, and foster it in every
way. Hence the ceaseless quarrels which have disturbed
Chagres and Panama, until it has become necessary for an
American force to garrison those towns. For humanity
and civilization’s sake, there can be little doubt as to the
expediency of this step; but I should not be at all surprised
to hear that the republic was preparing to make
some show of resistance against its powerful brother; for,
as the reader will have perceived, the New Granadans’
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experiences of American manners have not been favourable;
and they do not know, as we do, how little real sympathy
the Government of the United States has with the extreme
class of its citizens who have made themselves so conspicuous
in the great high-road to California.</p>
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