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<h1>The Willows</h1>
<h2 class="no-break">by Algernon Blackwood</h2>
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(1907)</p>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap02">II.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap03">III.</SPAN></td>
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<h2><SPAN name="chap01"></SPAN>I.</h2>
<p>After leaving Vienna, and long before you come to Budapest, the Danube enters a
region of singular loneliness and desolation, where its waters spread away on
all sides regardless of a main channel, and the country becomes a swamp for
miles upon miles, covered by a vast sea of low willow-bushes. On the big maps
this deserted area is painted in a fluffy blue, growing fainter in color as it
leaves the banks, and across it may be seen in large straggling letters the
word <i>Sümpfe</i>, meaning marshes.</p>
<p>In high flood this great acreage of sand, shingle-beds, and willow-grown
islands is almost topped by the water, but in normal seasons the bushes bend
and rustle in the free winds, showing their silver leaves to the sunshine in an
ever-moving plain of bewildering beauty. These willows never attain to the
dignity of trees; they have no rigid trunks; they remain humble bushes, with
rounded tops and soft outline, swaying on slender stems that answer to the
least pressure of the wind; supple as grasses, and so continually shifting that
they somehow give the impression that the entire plain is moving and alive. For
the wind sends waves rising and falling over the whole surface, waves of leaves
instead of waves of water, green swells like the sea, too, until the branches
turn and lift, and then silvery white as their underside turns to the sun.</p>
<p>Happy to slip beyond the control of the stern banks, the Danube here wanders
about at will among the intricate network of channels intersecting the islands
everywhere with broad avenues down which the waters pour with a shouting sound;
making whirlpools, eddies, and foaming rapids; tearing at the sandy banks;
carrying away masses of shore and willow-clumps; and forming new islands
innumerably which shift daily in size and shape and possess at best an
impermanent life, since the flood-time obliterates their very existence.</p>
<p>Properly speaking, this fascinating part of the river’s life begins soon
after leaving Pressburg, and we, in our Canadian canoe, with gipsy tent and
frying-pan on board, reached it on the crest of a rising flood about mid-July.
That very same morning, when the sky was reddening before sunrise, we had
slipped swiftly through still-sleeping Vienna, leaving it a couple of hours
later a mere patch of smoke against the blue hills of the Wienerwald on the
horizon; we had breakfasted below Fischeramend under a grove of birch trees
roaring in the wind; and had then swept on the tearing current past Orth,
Hainburg, Petronell (the old Roman Carnuntum of Marcus Aurelius), and so under
the frowning heights of Thelsen on a spur of the Carpathians, where the March
steals in quietly from the left and the frontier is crossed between Austria and
Hungary.</p>
<p>Racing along at twelve kilometers an hour soon took us well into Hungary, and
the muddy waters—sure sign of flood—sent us aground on many a
shingle-bed, and twisted us like a cork in many a sudden belching whirlpool
before the towers of Pressburg (Hungarian, Poszóny) showed against the sky; and
then the canoe, leaping like a spirited horse, flew at top speed under the grey
walls, negotiated safely the sunken chain of the Fliegende Brucke ferry, turned
the corner sharply to the left, and plunged on yellow foam into the wilderness
of islands, sandbanks, and swamp-land beyond—the land of the willows.</p>
<p>The change came suddenly, as when a series of bioscope pictures snaps down on
the streets of a town and shifts without warning into the scenery of lake and
forest. We entered the land of desolation on wings, and in less than half an
hour there was neither boat nor fishing-hut nor red roof, nor any single sign
of human habitation and civilization within sight. The sense of remoteness from
the world of humankind, the utter isolation, the fascination of this singular
world of willows, winds, and waters, instantly laid its spell upon us both, so
that we allowed laughingly to one another that we ought by rights to have held
some special kind of passport to admit us, and that we had, somewhat
audaciously, come without asking leave into a separate little kingdom of wonder
and magic—a kingdom that was reserved for the use of others who had a
right to it, with everywhere unwritten warnings to trespassers for those who
had the imagination to discover them.</p>
<p>Though still early in the afternoon, the ceaseless buffetings of a most
tempestuous wind made us feel weary, and we at once began casting about for a
suitable camping-ground for the night. But the bewildering character of the
islands made landing difficult; the swirling flood carried us in shore and then
swept us out again; the willow branches tore our hands as we seized them to
stop the canoe, and we pulled many a yard of sandy bank into the water before
at length we shot with a great sideways blow from the wind into a backwater and
managed to beach the bows in a cloud of spray. Then we lay panting and laughing
after our exertions on the hot yellow sand, sheltered from the wind, and in the
full blaze of a scorching sun, a cloudless blue sky above, and an immense army
of dancing, shouting willow bushes, closing in from all sides, shining with
spray and clapping their thousand little hands as though to applaud the success
of our efforts.</p>
<p>“What a river!” I said to my companion, thinking of all the way we
had traveled from the source in the Black Forest, and how he had often been
obliged to wade and push in the upper shallows at the beginning of June.</p>
<p>“Won’t stand much nonsense now, will it?” he said, pulling
the canoe a little farther into safety up the sand, and then composing himself
for a nap.</p>
<p>I lay by his side, happy and peaceful in the bath of the elements—water,
wind, sand, and the great fire of the sun—thinking of the long journey
that lay behind us, and of the great stretch before us to the Black Sea, and
how lucky I was to have such a delightful and charming traveling companion as
my friend, the Swede.</p>
<p>We had made many similar journeys together, but the Danube, more than any other
river I knew, impressed us from the very beginning with its <i>aliveness</i>.
From its tiny bubbling entry into the world among the pinewood gardens of
Donaueschingen, until this moment when it began to play the great river-game of
losing itself among the deserted swamps, unobserved, unrestrained, it had
seemed to us like following the growth of some living creature. Sleepy at
first, but later developing violent desires as it became conscious of its deep
soul, it rolled, like some huge fluid being, through all the countries we had
passed, holding our little craft on its mighty shoulders, playing roughly with
us sometimes, yet always friendly and well-meaning, till at length we had come
inevitably to regard it as a Great Personage.</p>
<p>How, indeed, could it be otherwise, since it told us so much of its secret
life? At night we heard it singing to the moon as we lay in our tent, uttering
that odd sibilant note peculiar to itself and said to be caused by the rapid
tearing of the pebbles along its bed, so great is its hurrying speed. We knew,
too, the voice of its gurgling whirlpools, suddenly bubbling up on a surface
previously quite calm; the roar of its shallows and swift rapids; its constant
steady thundering below all mere surface sounds; and that ceaseless tearing of
its icy waters at the banks. How it stood up and shouted when the rains fell
flat upon its face! And how its laughter roared out when the wind blew
up-stream and tried to stop its growing speed! We knew all its sounds and
voices, its tumblings and foamings, its unnecessary splashing against the
bridges; that self-conscious chatter when there were hills to look on; the
affected dignity of its speech when it passed through the little towns, far too
important to laugh; and all these faint, sweet whisperings when the sun caught
it fairly in some slow curve and poured down upon it till the steam rose.</p>
<p>It was full of tricks, too, in its early life before the great world knew it.
There were places in the upper reaches among the Swabian forests, when yet the
first whispers of its destiny had not reached it, where it elected to disappear
through holes in the ground, to appear again on the other side of the porous
limestone hills and start a new river with another name; leaving, too, so
little water in its own bed that we had to climb out and wade and push the
canoe through miles of shallows.</p>
<p>And a chief pleasure, in those early days of its irresponsible youth, was to
lie low, like Brer Fox, just before the little turbulent tributaries came to
join it from the Alps, and to refuse to acknowledge them when in, but to run
for miles side by side, the dividing line well marked, the very levels
different, the Danube utterly declining to recognize the newcomer. Below
Passau, however, it gave up this particular trick, for there the Inn comes in
with a thundering power impossible to ignore, and so pushes and incommodes the
parent river that there is hardly room for them in the long twisting gorge that
follows, and the Danube is shoved this way and that against the cliffs, and
forced to hurry itself with great waves and much dashing to and fro in order to
get through in time. And during the fight our canoe slipped down from its
shoulder to its breast, and had the time of its life among the struggling
waves. But the Inn taught the old river a lesson, and after Passau it no longer
pretended to ignore new arrivals.</p>
<p>This was many days back, of course, and since then we had come to know other
aspects of the great creature, and across the Bavarian wheat plain of Straubing
she wandered so slowly under the blazing June sun that we could well imagine
only the surface inches were water, while below there moved, concealed as by a
silken mantle, a whole army of Undines, passing silently and unseen down to the
sea, and very leisurely too, lest they be discovered.</p>
<p>Much, too, we forgave her because of her friendliness to the birds and animals
that haunted the shores. Cormorants lined the banks in lonely places in rows
like short black palings; grey crows crowded the shingle-beds; storks stood
fishing in the vistas of shallower water that opened up between the islands,
and hawks, swans, and marsh birds of all sorts filled the air with glinting
wings and singing, petulant cries. It was impossible to feel annoyed with the
river’s vagaries after seeing a deer leap with a splash into the water at
sunrise and swim past the bows of the canoe; and often we saw fawns peering at
us from the underbrush, or looked straight into the brown eyes of a stag as we
charged full tilt round a corner and entered another reach of the river. Foxes,
too, everywhere haunted the banks, tripping daintily among the driftwood and
disappearing so suddenly that it was impossible to see how they managed it.</p>
<p>But now, after leaving Pressburg, everything changed a little, and the Danube
became more serious. It ceased trifling. It was half-way to the Black Sea,
within seeming distance almost of other, stranger countries where no tricks
would be permitted or understood. It became suddenly grown-up, and claimed our
respect and even our awe. It broke out into three arms, for one thing, that
only met again a hundred kilometers farther down, and for a canoe there were no
indications which one was intended to be followed.</p>
<p>“If you take a side channel,” said the Hungarian officer we met in
the Pressburg shop while buying provisions, “you may find yourselves,
when the flood subsides, forty miles from anywhere, high and dry, and you may
easily starve. There are no people, no farms, no fishermen. I warn you not to
continue. The river, too, is still rising, and this wind will increase.”</p>
<p>The rising river did not alarm us in the least, but the matter of being left
high and dry by a sudden subsidence of the waters might be serious, and we had
consequently laid in an extra stock of provisions. For the rest, the
officer’s prophecy held true, and the wind, blowing down a perfectly
clear sky, increased steadily till it reached the dignity of a westerly gale.</p>
<p>It was earlier than usual when we camped, for the sun was a good hour or two
from the horizon, and leaving my friend still asleep on the hot sand, I
wandered about in desultory examination of our hotel. The island, I found, was
less than an acre in extent, a mere sandy bank standing some two or three feet
above the level of the river. The far end, pointing into the sunset, was
covered with flying spray which the tremendous wind drove off the crests of the
broken waves. It was triangular in shape, with the apex up stream.</p>
<p>I stood there for several minutes, watching the impetuous crimson flood bearing
down with a shouting roar, dashing in waves against the bank as though to sweep
it bodily away, and then swirling by in two foaming streams on either side. The
ground seemed to shake with the shock and rush, while the furious movement of
the willow bushes as the wind poured over them increased the curious illusion
that the island itself actually moved. Above, for a mile or two, I could see
the great river descending upon me; it was like looking up the slope of a
sliding hill, white with foam, and leaping up everywhere to show itself to the
sun.</p>
<p>The rest of the island was too thickly grown with willows to make walking
pleasant, but I made the tour, nevertheless. From the lower end the light, of
course, changed, and the river looked dark and angry. Only the backs of the
flying waves were visible, streaked with foam, and pushed forcibly by the great
puffs of wind that fell upon them from behind. For a short mile it was visible,
pouring in and out among the islands, and then disappearing with a huge sweep
into the willows, which closed about it like a herd of monstrous antediluvian
creatures crowding down to drink. They made me think of gigantic sponge-like
growths that sucked the river up into themselves. They caused it to vanish from
sight. They herded there together in such overpowering numbers.</p>
<p>Altogether it was an impressive scene, with its utter loneliness, its bizarre
suggestion; and as I gazed, long and curiously, a singular emotion began to
stir somewhere in the depths of me. Midway in my delight of the wild beauty,
there crept, unbidden and unexplained, a curious feeling of disquietude, almost
of alarm.</p>
<p>A rising river, perhaps, always suggests something of the ominous; many of the
little islands I saw before me would probably have been swept away by the
morning; this resistless, thundering flood of water touched the sense of awe.
Yet I was aware that my uneasiness lay deeper far than the emotions of awe and
wonder. It was not that I felt. Nor had it directly to do with the power of the
driving wind—this shouting hurricane that might almost carry up a few
acres of willows into the air and scatter them like so much chaff over the
landscape. The wind was simply enjoying itself, for nothing rose out of the
flat landscape to stop it, and I was conscious of sharing its great game with a
kind of pleasurable excitement. Yet this novel emotion had nothing to do with
the wind. Indeed, so vague was the sense of distress I experienced, that it was
impossible to trace it to its source and deal with it accordingly, though I was
aware somehow that it had to do with my realization of our utter insignificance
before this unrestrained power of the elements about me. The huge-grown river
had something to do with it too—a vague, unpleasant idea that we had
somehow trifled with these great elemental forces in whose power we lay
helpless every hour of the day and night. For here, indeed, they were
gigantically at play together, and the sight appealed to the imagination.</p>
<p>But my emotion, so far as I could understand it, seemed to attach itself more
particularly to the willow bushes, to these acres and acres of willows,
crowding, so thickly growing there, swarming everywhere the eye could reach,
pressing upon the river as though to suffocate it, standing in dense array mile
after mile beneath the sky, watching, waiting, listening. And, apart quite from
the elements, the willows connected themselves subtly with my malaise,
attacking the mind insidiously somehow by reason of their vast numbers, and
contriving in some way or other to represent to the imagination a new and
mighty power, a power, moreover, not altogether friendly to us.</p>
<p>Great revelations of nature, of course, never fail to impress in one way or
another, and I was no stranger to moods of the kind. Mountains overawe and
oceans terrify, while the mystery of great forests exercises a spell peculiarly
its own. But all these, at one point or another, somewhere link on intimately
with human life and human experience. They stir comprehensible, even if
alarming, emotions. They tend on the whole to exalt.</p>
<p>With this multitude of willows, however, it was something far different, I
felt. Some essence emanated from them that besieged the heart. A sense of awe
awakened, true, but of awe touched somewhere by a vague terror. Their serried
ranks, growing everywhere darker about me as the shadows deepened, moving
furiously yet softly in the wind, woke in me the curious and unwelcome
suggestion that we had trespassed here upon the borders of an alien world, a
world where we were intruders, a world where we were not wanted or invited to
remain—where we ran grave risks perhaps!</p>
<p>The feeling, however, though it refused to yield its meaning entirely to
analysis, did not at the time trouble me by passing into menace. Yet it never
left me quite, even during the very practical business of putting up the tent
in a hurricane of wind and building a fire for the stew-pot. It remained, just
enough to bother and perplex, and to rob a most delightful camping-ground of a
good portion of its charm. To my companion, however, I said nothing, for he was
a man I considered devoid of imagination. In the first place, I could never
have explained to him what I meant, and in the second, he would have laughed
stupidly at me if I had.</p>
<p>There was a slight depression in the center of the island, and here we pitched
the tent. The surrounding willows broke the wind a bit.</p>
<p>“A poor camp,” observed the imperturbable Swede when at last the
tent stood upright, “no stones and precious little firewood. I’m
for moving on early tomorrow—eh? This sand won’t hold
anything.”</p>
<p>But the experience of a collapsing tent at midnight had taught us many devices,
and we made the cozy gipsy house as safe as possible, and then set about
collecting a store of wood to last till bed-time. Willow bushes drop no
branches, and driftwood was our only source of supply. We hunted the shores
pretty thoroughly. Everywhere the banks were crumbling as the rising flood tore
at them and carried away great portions with a splash and a gurgle.</p>
<p>“The island’s much smaller than when we landed,” said the
accurate Swede. “It won’t last long at this rate. We’d better
drag the canoe close to the tent, and be ready to start at a moment’s
notice. I shall sleep in my clothes.”</p>
<p>He was a little distance off, climbing along the bank, and I heard his rather
jolly laugh as he spoke.</p>
<p>“By Jove!” I heard him call, a moment later, and turned to see what
had caused his exclamation. But for the moment he was hidden by the willows,
and I could not find him.</p>
<p>“What in the world’s this?” I heard him cry again, and this
time his voice had become serious.</p>
<p>I ran up quickly and joined him on the bank. He was looking over the river,
pointing at something in the water.</p>
<p>“Good heavens, it’s a man’s body!” he cried excitedly.
“Look!”</p>
<p>A black thing, turning over and over in the foaming waves, swept rapidly past.
It kept disappearing and coming up to the surface again. It was about twenty
feet from the shore, and just as it was opposite to where we stood it lurched
round and looked straight at us. We saw its eyes reflecting the sunset, and
gleaming an odd yellow as the body turned over. Then it gave a swift, gulping
plunge, and dived out of sight in a flash.</p>
<p>“An otter, by gad!” we exclaimed in the same breath, laughing.</p>
<p>It was an otter, alive, and out on the hunt; yet it had looked exactly like the
body of a drowned man turning helplessly in the current. Far below it came to
the surface once again, and we saw its black skin, wet and shining in the
sunlight.</p>
<p>Then, too, just as we turned back, our arms full of driftwood, another thing
happened to recall us to the river bank. This time it really was a man, and
what was more, a man in a boat. Now a small boat on the Danube was an unusual
sight at any time, but here in this deserted region, and at flood time, it was
so unexpected as to constitute a real event. We stood and stared.</p>
<p>Whether it was due to the slanting sunlight, or the refraction from the
wonderfully illumined water, I cannot say, but, whatever the cause, I found it
difficult to focus my sight properly upon the flying apparition. It seemed,
however, to be a man standing upright in a sort of flat-bottomed boat, steering
with a long oar, and being carried down the opposite shore at a tremendous
pace. He apparently was looking across in our direction, but the distance was
too great and the light too uncertain for us to make out very plainly what he
was about. It seemed to me that he was gesticulating and making signs at us.
His voice came across the water to us shouting something furiously, but the
wind drowned it so that no single word was audible. There was something curious
about the whole appearance—man, boat, signs, voice—that made an
impression on me out of all proportion to its cause.</p>
<p>“He’s crossing himself!” I cried. “Look, he’s
making the sign of the Cross!”</p>
<p>“I believe you’re right,” the Swede said, shading his eyes
with his hand and watching the man out of sight. He seemed to be gone in a
moment, melting away down there into the sea of willows where the sun caught
them in the bend of the river and turned them into a great crimson wall of
beauty. Mist, too, had begun to ruse, so that the air was hazy.</p>
<p>“But what in the world is he doing at nightfall on this flooded
river?” I said, half to myself. “Where is he going at such a time,
and what did he mean by his signs and shouting? D’you think he wished to
warn us about something?”</p>
<p>“He saw our smoke, and thought we were spirits probably,” laughed
my companion. “These Hungarians believe in all sorts of rubbish; you
remember the shopwoman at Pressburg warning us that no one ever landed here
because it belonged to some sort of beings outside man’s world! I suppose
they believe in fairies and elementals, possibly demons, too. That peasant in
the boat saw people on the islands for the first time in his life,” he
added, after a slight pause, “and it scared him, that’s all.”</p>
<p>The Swede’s tone of voice was not convincing, and his manner lacked
something that was usually there. I noted the change instantly while he talked,
though without being able to label it precisely.</p>
<p>“If they had enough imagination,” I laughed loudly—I remember
trying to make as much <i>noise</i> as I could—“they might well
people a place like this with the old gods of antiquity. The Romans must have
haunted all this region more or less with their shrines and sacred groves and
elemental deities.”</p>
<p>The subject dropped and we returned to our stew-pot, for my friend was not
given to imaginative conversation as a rule. Moreover, just then I remember
feeling distinctly glad that he was not imaginative; his stolid, practical
nature suddenly seemed to me welcome and comforting. It was an admirable
temperament, I felt; he could steer down rapids like a red Indian, shoot
dangerous bridges and whirlpools better than any white man I ever saw in a
canoe. He was a grand fellow for an adventurous trip, a tower of strength when
untoward things happened. I looked at his strong face and light curly hair as
he staggered along under his pile of driftwood (twice the size of mine!), and I
experienced a feeling of relief. Yes, I was distinctly glad just then that the
Swede was—what he was, and that he never made remarks that suggested more
than they said.</p>
<p>“The river’s still rising, though,” he added, as if following
out some thoughts of his own, and dropping his load with a gasp. “This
island will be under water in two days if it goes on.”</p>
<p>“I wish the <i>wind</i> would go down,” I said. “I
don’t care a fig for the river.”</p>
<p>The flood, indeed, had no terrors for us; we could get off at ten
minutes’ notice, and the more water the better we liked it. It meant an
increasing current and the obliteration of the treacherous shingle-beds that so
often threatened to tear the bottom out of our canoe.</p>
<p>Contrary to our expectations, the wind did not go down with the sun. It seemed
to increase with the darkness, howling overhead and shaking the willows round
us like straws. Curious sounds accompanied it sometimes, like the explosion of
heavy guns, and it fell upon the water and the island in great flat blows of
immense power. It made me think of the sounds a planet must make, could we only
hear it, driving along through space.</p>
<p>But the sky kept wholly clear of clouds, and soon after supper the full moon
rose up in the east and covered the river and the plain of shouting willows
with a light like the day.</p>
<p>We lay on the sandy patch beside the fire, smoking, listening to the noises of
the night round us, and talking happily of the journey we had already made, and
of our plans ahead. The map lay spread in the door of the tent, but the high
wind made it hard to study, and presently we lowered the curtain and
extinguished the lantern. The firelight was enough to smoke and see each
other’s faces by, and the sparks flew about overhead like fireworks. A
few yards beyond, the river gurgled and hissed, and from time to time a heavy
splash announced the falling away of further portions of the bank.</p>
<p>Our talk, I noticed, had to do with the faraway scenes and incidents of our
first camps in the Black Forest, or of other subjects altogether remote from
the present setting, for neither of us spoke of the actual moment more than was
necessary—almost as though we had agreed tacitly to avoid discussion of
the camp and its incidents. Neither the otter nor the boatman, for instance,
received the honor of a single mention, though ordinarily these would have
furnished discussion for the greater part of the evening. They were, of course,
distinct events in such a place.</p>
<p>The scarcity of wood made it a business to keep the fire going, for the wind,
that drove the smoke in our faces wherever we sat, helped at the same time to
make a forced draught. We took it in turn to make some foraging expeditions
into the darkness, and the quantity the Swede brought back always made me feel
that he took an absurdly long time finding it; for the fact was I did not care
much about being left alone, and yet it always seemed to be my turn to grub
about among the bushes or scramble along the slippery banks in the moonlight.
The long day’s battle with wind and water—such wind and such
water!—had tired us both, and an early bed was the obvious program. Yet
neither of us made the move for the tent. We lay there, tending the fire,
talking in desultory fashion, peering about us into the dense willow bushes,
and listening to the thunder of wind and river. The loneliness of the place had
entered our very bones, and silence seemed natural, for after a bit the sound
of our voices became a trifle unreal and forced; whispering would have been the
fitting mode of communication, I felt, and the human voice, always rather
absurd amid the roar of the elements, now carried with it something almost
illegitimate. It was like talking out loud in church, or in some place where it
was not lawful, perhaps not quite <i>safe</i>, to be overheard.</p>
<p>The eeriness of this lonely island, set among a million willows, swept by a
hurricane, and surrounded by hurrying deep waters, touched us both, I fancy.
Untrodden by man, almost unknown to man, it lay there beneath the moon, remote
from human influence, on the frontier of another world, an alien world, a world
tenanted by willows only and the souls of willows. And we, in our rashness, had
dared to invade it, even to make use of it! Something more than the power of
its mystery stirred in me as I lay on the sand, feet to fire, and peered up
through the leaves at the stars. For the last time I rose to get firewood.</p>
<p>“When this has burnt up,” I said firmly, “I shall turn
in,” and my companion watched me lazily as I moved off into the
surrounding shadows.</p>
<p>For an unimaginative man I thought he seemed unusually receptive that night,
unusually open to suggestion of things other than sensory. He too was touched
by the beauty and loneliness of the place. I was not altogether pleased, I
remember, to recognize this slight change in him, and instead of immediately
collecting sticks, I made my way to the far point of the island where the
moonlight on plain and river could be seen to better advantage. The desire to
be alone had come suddenly upon me; my former dread returned in force; there
was a vague feeling in me I wished to face and probe to the bottom.</p>
<p>When I reached the point of sand jutting out among the waves, the spell of the
place descended upon me with a positive shock. No mere “scenery”
could have produced such an effect. There was something more here, something to
alarm.</p>
<p>I gazed across the waste of wild waters; I watched the whispering willows; I
heard the ceaseless beating of the tireless wind; and, one and all, each in its
own way, stirred in me this sensation of a strange distress. But the
<i>willows</i> especially; for ever they went on chattering and talking among
themselves, laughing a little, shrilly crying out, sometimes sighing—but
what it was they made so much to-do about belonged to the secret life of the
great plain they inhabited. And it was utterly alien to the world I knew, or to
that of the wild yet kindly elements. They made me think of a host of beings
from another plane of life, another evolution altogether, perhaps, all
discussing a mystery known only to themselves. I watched them moving busily
together, oddly shaking their big bushy heads, twirling their myriad leaves
even when there was no wind. They moved of their own will as though alive, and
they touched, by some incalculable method, my own keen sense of the
<i>horrible</i>.</p>
<p>There they stood in the moonlight, like a vast army surrounding our camp,
shaking their innumerable silver spears defiantly, formed all ready for an
attack.</p>
<p>The psychology of places, for some imaginations at least, is very vivid; for
the wanderer, especially, camps have their “note” either of welcome
or rejection. At first it may not always be apparent, because the busy
preparations of tent and cooking prevent, but with the first pause—after
supper usually—it comes and announces itself. And the note of this
willow-camp now became unmistakably plain to me; we were interlopers,
trespassers; we were not welcomed. The sense of unfamiliarity grew upon me as I
stood there watching. We touched the frontier of a region where our presence
was resented. For a night’s lodging we might perhaps be tolerated; but
for a prolonged and inquisitive stay—No! by all the gods of the trees and
wilderness, no! We were the first human influences upon this island, and we
were not wanted. <i>The willows were against us</i>.</p>
<p>Strange thoughts like these, bizarre fancies, borne I know not whence, found
lodgment in my mind as I stood listening. What, I thought, if, after all, these
crouching willows proved to be alive; if suddenly they should rise up, like a
swarm of living creatures, marshaled by the gods whose territory we had
invaded, sweep towards us off the vast swamps, booming overhead in the
night—and then <i>settle down!</i> As I looked it was so easy to imagine
they actually moved, crept nearer, retreated a little, huddled together in
masses, hostile, waiting for the great wind that should finally start them
a-running. I could have sworn their aspect changed a little, and their ranks
deepened and pressed more closely together.</p>
<p>The melancholy shrill cry of a night-bird sounded overhead, and suddenly I
nearly lost my balance as the piece of bank I stood upon fell with a great
splash into the river, undermined by the flood. I stepped back just in time,
and went on hunting for firewood again, half laughing at the odd fancies that
crowded so thickly into my mind and cast their spell upon me. I recalled the
Swede’s remark about moving on next day, and I was just thinking that I
fully agreed with him, when I turned with a start and saw the subject of my
thoughts standing immediately in front of me. He was quite close. The roar of
the elements had covered his approach.</p>
<p>“You’ve been gone so long,” he shouted above the wind,
“I thought something must have happened to you.”</p>
<p>But there was that in his tone, and a certain look in his face as well, that
conveyed to me more than his usual words, and in a flash I understood the real
reason for his coming. It was because the spell of the place had entered his
soul too, and he did not like being alone.</p>
<p>“River still rising,” he cried, pointing to the flood in the
moonlight, “and the wind’s simply awful.”</p>
<p>He always said the same things, but it was the cry for companionship that gave
the real importance to his words.</p>
<p>“Lucky,” I cried back, “our tent’s in the hollow. I
think it’ll hold all right.” I added something about the difficulty
of finding wood, in order to explain my absence, but the wind caught my words
and flung them across the river, so that he did not hear, but just looked at me
through the branches, nodding his head.</p>
<p>“Lucky if we get away without disaster!” he shouted, or words to
that effect; and I remember feeling half angry with him for putting the thought
into words, for it was exactly what I felt myself. There was disaster impending
somewhere, and the sense of presentiment lay unpleasantly upon me.</p>
<p>We went back to the fire and made a final blaze, poking it up with our feet. We
took a last look round. But for the wind the heat would have been unpleasant. I
put this thought into words, and I remember my friend’s reply struck me
oddly: that he would rather have the heat, the ordinary July weather, than this
“diabolical wind.”</p>
<p>Everything was snug for the night; the canoe lying turned over beside the tent,
with both yellow paddles beneath her; the provision sack hanging from a
willow-stem, and the washed-up dishes removed to a safe distance from the fire,
all ready for the morning meal.</p>
<p>We smothered the embers of the fire with sand, and then turned in. The flap of
the tent door was up, and I saw the branches and the stars and the white
moonlight. The shaking willows and the heavy buffetings of the wind against our
taut little house were the last things I remembered as sleep came down and
covered all with its soft and delicious forgetfulness.</p>
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