<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></SPAN>CHAPTER XXI</h2>
<p>It was bedtime one night, and after Rosanna had been tucked in her
grandmother came up. She had been doing this ever since Rosanna came home
and the little girl had learned to long for the little talks they had
together. But this night Mrs. Horton sat down in the big chair, and told
Rosanna to come into her arms. Cuddled there on her grandmother's lap,
Rosanna rested while they had a talk that neither of them ever forgot. For
the first time Rosanna learned all about the little sister, and Mrs. Horton
in her turn came to know something of the thoughts and loneliness and
longings that go on in a little girl's mind. Rosanna told her grandmother
all about it, and if Mrs. Horton hugged her so tight that it almost hurt
and cried over her short hair, Rosanna felt all the happier for it.</p>
<p>And Mrs. Horton forgot that she was a proud and haughty lady (indeed she
was really never that again) and told Rosanna how sorry she was that she
had been unloving because she had really never meant her cold manner. She
made Rosanna understand that she had always loved her but never, never so
deeply or so tenderly as now. And Rosanna begged her forgiveness for
running away, and for cutting off her hair. So by-and-by they<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</SPAN></span> commenced to
talk of happier things, feeling very near and dear to each other the while.</p>
<p>It was such a wonderful talk that Rosanna felt that never again would she
be unhappy.</p>
<p>Before her grandmother left, she told Rosanna that Helen was coming over
the following day to take luncheon with her. Minnie had a table set in the
broad bay window, and there the luncheon was spread. They scarcely ate at
first, they were so glad to see each other. Almost the first thing that
Rosanna asked was news of Gwenny. Helen had seen her often and her mother
thought that she was slowly growing worse. Helen had been to a meeting at
the Girl Scouts and had told them about Gwenny. Perhaps something would be
done a little later. Tommy was just as selfish as ever. Helen said it was
awfully hard not to dislike him.</p>
<p>"I don't even <i>try</i> to like him," said Rosanna. "I don't see how you can be
as good and kind as you are, Helen."</p>
<p>"Why, I don't like the feeling it gives me when I dislike people," said
Helen.</p>
<p>"How do you feel?" asked Rosanna. "I never thought about how it makes <i>me</i>
feel."</p>
<p>"I don't know as I can tell exactly," said Helen, thinking hard. "Sort of
as though you were walking over rough cobblestones. I just don't like it.
And I feel as though it does something to my color. Just as though I was
all lovely pink or blue, and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</SPAN></span> hating or disliking someone made me turn the
most horrid sort of plum color."</p>
<p>"How funny you are, Helen! When are you going away on your Girl Scout
camping trip? Isn't it almost time?"</p>
<p>Helen looked embarrassed. "I am not going," she said.</p>
<p>"Not <i>going</i>?" echoed Rosanna. "Oh, Helen, how <i>awful</i>! And you have been
planning so long for that. Why are you going to give it up?"</p>
<p>"I just changed my mind," she said.</p>
<p>"You don't change it away from such a lovely trip if you can help it,"
Rosanna persisted. "Helen, I believe—Helen, I want you to tell me the
truth now. I declare I believe you have given it up on account of <i>me</i>!"</p>
<p>"Well, then I have," said Helen. "Indeed, Rosanna, I would not have a good
time at all off on that trip knowing that you were here just getting well
and perhaps missing me. I couldn't do it!"</p>
<p>Rosanna could hardly speak.</p>
<p>"I just think you are a real true friend, Helen!" she said finally. "I
don't think you ought to give up your good times and I can't thank you
enough."</p>
<p>"I wouldn't enjoy it without you," persisted Helen. "Aren't you thrilled
about your uncle's little orphan? And did you ever see anyone so happy as
Mrs. Hargrave?"</p>
<p>"Never!" said Rosanna. "She has been telling<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</SPAN></span> me all about the room she is
having decorated. It must be <i>too</i> beautiful!"</p>
<p>"It is," said Helen. "I went over there the other day and saw it. You never
saw anything so cunning in your life. All the furniture is enameled cream
color, with lovely little wreaths of flowers on it. Even her brush and comb
and those things are painted ivory. And the walls! In each corner is a
little cottage, right on the wall paper you know, Rosanna, and between just
woods that look as though you were seeing them through a mist—sort of
delicate and far away. And the rugs are a soft delicate green like the
grass in spring. I hope she is lovely enough for all the love Mrs. Hargrave
is going to give her."</p>
<p>"Uncle Robert says she is as sweet as she can possibly be," Rosanna assured
her. "Well, you are just too good to stay at home with me, Helen. It won't
be long before we are both Girl Scouts. And I think you are just as good
and sweet as you can be. I can't think what I would have done without you.
But here you are actually giving up your camping for me."</p>
<p>Rosanna leaned over and impulsively kissed her guest.</p>
<p>"Dear Helen, I am <i>so</i> happy," she said, "because now I know that I am
really your <i>best</i> friend."</p>
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