<h2><SPAN name="III" id="III">III</SPAN><br/> THE WINGS OF HORUS</h2>
<p class="noi"><span class="smcap">Binovitch</span> had the bird in him somewhere: in his features, certainly,
with his piercing eye and hawk-like nose; in his movements, with
his quick way of flitting, hopping, darting; in the way he perched
on the edge of a chair; in the manner he pecked at his food; in his
twittering, high-pitched voice as well; and, above all, in his mind.
He skimmed all subjects and picked their heart out neatly, as a bird
skims lawn or air to snatch its prey. He had the bird’s-eye view of
everything. He loved birds and understood them instinctively; could
imitate their whistling notes with astonishing accuracy. Their one
quality he had not was poise and balance. He was a nervous little man;
he was neurasthenic. And he was in Egypt by doctor’s orders.</p>
<p>Such imaginative, unnecessary ideas he had! Such uncommon beliefs!</p>
<p>“The old Egyptians,” he said laughingly, yet with a touch of solemn
conviction in his manner, “were a great people. Their consciousness was
different from ours. The bird idea, for instance, conveyed a sense of
deity to them—of bird deity, that is: they had sacred birds—hawks,
ibis, and so forth—and worshipped them.” And he put his tongue out as
though to say with challenge, “Ha, ha!”</p>
<p>“They also worshipped cats and crocodiles and cows,” grinned Palazov.
Binovitch seemed to dart across the table at his adversary. His eyes
flashed; his nose pecked the air. Almost one could imagine the beating
of his angry wings.</p>
<p>
“Because everything alive,” he half screamed, “was a symbol of some
spiritual power to them. Your mind is as literal as a dictionary and
as incoherent. Pages of ink without connected meaning! Verb always in
the infinitive! If you were an old Egyptian, you—you”—he flashed and
spluttered, his tongue shot out again, his keen eyes blazed—“you might
take all those words and spin them into a great interpretation of life,
a cosmic romance, as they did. Instead, you get the bitter, dead taste
of ink in your mouth, and spit it over us like that”—he made a quick
movement of his whole body as a bird that shakes itself—“in empty
phrases.”</p>
<p>Khilkoff ordered another bottle of champagne, while Vera, his sister,
said half nervously, “Let’s go for a drive; it’s moonlight.” There
was enthusiasm at once. Another of the party called the head waiter
and told him to pack food and drink in baskets. It was only eleven
o’clock. They would drive out into the desert, have a meal at two in
the morning, tell stories, sing, and see the dawn.</p>
<p>It was in one of those cosmopolitan hotels in Egypt which attract the
ordinary tourists as well as those who are doing a “cure,” and all
these Russians were ill with one thing or another. All were ordered
out for their health, and all were the despair of their doctors. They
were as unmanageable as a bazaar and as incoherent. Excess and bed were
their routine. They lived, but none of them got better. Equally, none
of them got angry. They talked in this strange personal way without a
shred of malice or offence. The English, French, and Germans in the
hotel watched them with remote amazement, referring to them as “that
Russian lot.” Their energy was elemental. They never stopped. They
merely disappeared when the pace became too fast, then reappeared again
after a day or two, and resumed their “living” as before. Binovitch,
despite his neurasthenia, was the life of the party. He was also a
special patient of Dr. Plitzinger, the famous psychiatrist, who took
a peculiar interest in his case. It was not surprising. Binovitch was
a man of unusual ability and of genuine, deep culture. But there was
something more about him that stimulated curiosity. There was this
striking originality. He said and did surprising things.</p>
<p>“I could fly if I wanted to,” he said once when the airmen came to
astonish the natives with their biplanes over the desert, “but without
all that machinery and noise. It’s only a question of believing and
understanding——”</p>
<p>“Show us!” they cried. “Let’s see you fly!”</p>
<p>“He’s got it! He’s off again! One of his impossible moments.”</p>
<p>These occasions when Binovitch let himself go always proved wildly
entertaining. He said monstrously incredible things as though he
really did believe them. They loved his madness, for it gave them new
sensations.</p>
<p>“It’s only levitation, after all, this flying,” he exclaimed, shooting
out his tongue between the words, as his habit was when excited; “and
what is levitation but a power of the air? None of you can hang an
orange in space for a second, with all your scientific knowledge; but
the moon is always levitated perfectly. And the stars. D’you think they
swing on wires? What raised the enormous stones of ancient Egypt? D’you
really believe it was heaped-up sand and ropes and clumsy leverage
and all our weary and laborious mechanical contrivances? Bah! It was
levitation. It was the powers of the air. Believe in those powers,
and gravity becomes a mere nursery trick—true where it is, but true
nowhere else. To know the fourth dimension is to step out of a locked
room and appear instantly on the roof or in another country altogether.
To know the powers of the air, similarly, is to annihilate what you
call weight—and fly.”</p>
<p>“Show us, show us!” they cried, roaring with delighted laughter.</p>
<p>“It’s a question of belief,” he repeated, his tongue appearing and
disappearing like a pointed shadow. “It’s in the heart; the power of
the air gets into your whole being. Why should I show you? Why should I
ask my deity to persuade your scoffing little minds by any miracle? For
it is deity, I tell you, and nothing else. I <em class="italic">know</em> it. Follow one idea
like that, as I follow my bird idea—follow it with the impetus and
undeviating concentration of a projectile—and you arrive at power. You
know deity—the bird idea of deity, that is. <em class="italic">They</em> knew that. The old
Egyptians knew it.”</p>
<p>“Oh, show us, show us!” they shouted impatiently, wearied of his
nonsense-talk. “Get up and fly! Levitate yourself, as they did! Become
a star!”</p>
<p>Binovitch turned suddenly very pale, and an odd light shone in his keen
brown eyes. He rose slowly from the edge of the chair where he was
perched. Something about him changed. There was silence instantly.</p>
<p>“I <em class="italic">will</em> show you,” he said calmly, to their intense amazement; “not
to convince your disbelief, but to prove it to myself. For the powers
of the air are with me here. I believe. And Horus, great falcon-headed
symbol, is my patron god.”</p>
<p>The suppressed energy in his voice and manner was indescribable. There
was a sense of lifting, upheaving power about him. He raised his arms;
his face turned upward; he inflated his lungs with a deep, long breath,
and his voice broke into a kind of singing cry, half prayer, half chant:</p>
<div class="poem-container">
<div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
<div class="line outdent">“O Horus,</div>
<div class="line">Bright-eyed deity of wind,</div>
<div class="line outdent2"><SPAN name="FNanchor_1_1" id="FNanchor_1_1"></SPAN><SPAN href="#Footnote_1_1" class="fnanchor">[1]</SPAN>Feather my soul</div>
<div class="line">Though earth’s thick air,</div>
<div class="line">To know thy awful swiftness——”</div>
</div>
<div class="line outdent2"><SPAN name="Footnote_1_1" id="Footnote_1_1"></SPAN><SPAN href="#FNanchor_1_1" class="fnanchor">[1]</SPAN> The Russian is untranslatable. The phrase means, “Give my
life wings.”</div>
</div></div>
<p>He broke off suddenly. He climbed lightly and swiftly upon the nearest
table—it was in a deserted card-room, after a game in which he had
lost more pounds than there are days in the year—and leaped into the
air. He hovered a second, spread his arms and legs in space, appeared
to float a moment, then buckled, rushed down and forward, and dropped
in a heap upon the floor, while every one roared with laughter.</p>
<p>But the laughter died out quickly, for there was something in his wild
performance that was peculiar and unusual. It was uncanny, not quite
natural. His body had seemed, as with Mordkin and Nijinski, literally
to hang upon the air a moment. For a second he gave the distressing
impression of overcoming gravity. There was a touch in it of that faint
horror which appals by its very vagueness. He picked himself up unhurt,
and his face was as grave as a portrait in the academy, but with a new
expression in it that everybody noticed with this strange, half-shocked
amazement. And it was this expression that extinguished the claps of
laughter as wind that takes away the sound of bells. Like many ugly
men, he was an inimitable actor, and his facial repertory was endless
and incredible. But this was neither acting nor clever manipulation
of expressive features. There was something in his curious Russian
physiognomy that made the heart beat slower. And that was why the
laughter died away so suddenly.</p>
<p>“You ought to have flown farther,” cried some one. It expressed what
all had felt.</p>
<p>“Icarus didn’t drink champagne,” another replied, with a laugh; but
nobody laughed with him.</p>
<p>“You went too near to Vera,” said Palazov, “and passion melted the
wax.” But his face twitched oddly as he said it. There was something he
did not understand, and so heartily disliked.</p>
<p>The strange expression on the features deepened. It was arresting in
a disagreeable, almost in a horrible, way. The talk stopped dead;
all stared; there was a feeling of dismay in everybody’s heart,
yet unexplained. Some lowered their eyes, or else looked stupidly
elsewhere; but the women of the party felt a kind of fascination. Vera,
in particular, could not move her sight away. The joking reference to
his passionate admiration for her passed unnoticed. There was a general
and individual sense of shock. And a chorus of whispers rose instantly:</p>
<p>“Look at Binovitch! What’s happened to his face?”</p>
<p>“He’s changed—he’s changing!”</p>
<p>“God! Why he looks like a—bird!”</p>
<p>But no one laughed. Instead, they chose the names of birds—hawk,
eagle, even owl. The figure of a man leaning against the edge of the
door, watching them closely, they did not notice. He had been passing
down the corridor, had looked in unobserved, and then had paused. He
had seen the whole performance. He watched Binovitch narrowly, now with
calm, discerning eyes. It was Dr Plitzinger, the great psychiatrist.</p>
<p>For Binovitch had picked himself up from the floor in a way that was
oddly self-possessed, and precluded the least possibility of the
ludicrous. He looked neither foolish nor abashed. He looked surprised,
but also he looked half angry and half frightened. As some one had
said, he “ought to have flown farther.” That was the incredible
impression his acrobatics had produced—incredible, yet somehow actual.
This uncanny idea prevailed, as at a séance where nothing genuine is
expected to happen, and something genuine, after all, does happen.
There was no pretence in this: Binovitch had flown.</p>
<p>And now he stood there, white in the face—with terror and with
anger white. He looked extraordinary, this little, neurasthenic
Russian, but he looked at the same time half terrific. Another thing,
not commonly experienced by men, was in him, breaking out of him,
affecting <em class="italic">directly</em> the minds of his companions. His mouth opened;
blood and fury shone in his blazing eyes; his tongue shot out like an
ant-eater’s, though even in that the comic had no place. His arms were
spread like flapping wings, and his voice rose dreadfully:</p>
<p>“He failed me, he failed me!” he tried to bellow. “Horus, my
falcon-headed deity, my power of the air, deserted me! Hell take him!
Hell burn his wings and blast his piercing sight! Hell scorch him into
dust for his false prophecies! I curse him—I curse Horus!”</p>
<p>The voice that should have roared across the silent room emitted,
instead, this high-pitched, bird-like scream. The added touch of sound,
the reality it lent, was ghastly. Yet it was marvellously done and
acted. The entire thing was a bit of instantaneous inspiration—his
voice, his words, his gestures, his whole wild appearance. Only—here
was the reality that caused the sense of shock—the expression on
his altered features was genuine. <em class="italic">That</em> was not assumed. There was
something new and alien in him, something cold and difficult to human
life, something alert and swift and cruel, of another element than
earth. A strange, rapacious grandeur had leaped upon the struggling
features. The face looked hawk-like.</p>
<p>And he came forward suddenly and sharply toward Vera, whose fixed,
staring eyes had never once ceased watching him with a kind of
anxious and devouring pain in them. She was both drawn and beaten
back. Binovitch advanced on tiptoe. No doubt he still was acting,
still pretending this mad nonsense that he worshipped Horus, the
falcon-headed deity of forgotten days, and that Horus had failed him in
his hour of need; but somehow there was just a hint of too much reality
in the way he moved and looked. The girl, a little creature, with
fluffy golden hair, opened her lips; her cigarette fell to the floor;
she shrank back; she looked for a moment like some smaller, coloured
bird trying to escape from a great pursuing hawk; she screamed.
Binovitch, his arms wide, his bird-like face thrust forward, had
swooped upon her. He leaped. Almost he caught her.</p>
<p>No one could say exactly what happened. Play, become suddenly and
unexpectedly too real, confuses the emotions. The change of key was
swift. From fun to terror is a dislocating jolt upon the mind. Some
one—it was Khilkoff, the brother—upset a chair; everybody spoke at
once; everybody stood up. An unaccountable feeling of disaster was in
the air, as with those drinkers’ quarrels that blaze out from nothing,
and end in a pistol-shot and death, no one able to explain clearly how
it came about. It was the silent, watching figure in the doorway who
saved the situation. Before any one had noticed his approach, there he
was among the group, laughing, talking, applauding—between Binovitch
and Vera. He was vigorously patting his patient on the back, and his
voice rose easily above the general clamour. He was a strong, quiet
personality; even in his laughter there was authority. And his laughter
now was the only sound in the room, as though by his mere presence
peace and harmony were restored. Confidence came with him. The noise
subsided; Vera was in her chair again. Khilkoff poured out a glass of
wine for the great man.</p>
<p>“The Czar!” said Plitzinger, sipping his champagne, while all stood up,
delighted with his compliment and tact. “And to your opening night with
the Russian ballet,” he added quickly a second toast, “or to your first
performance at the Moscow Théâtre des Arts!” Smiling significantly,
he glanced at Binovitch; he clinked glasses with him. Their arms were
already linked, but it was Palazov who noticed that the doctor’s
fingers seemed rather tight upon the creased black coat. All drank,
looking with laughter, yet with a touch of respect, toward Binovitch,
who stood there dwarfed beside the stalwart Austrian, and suddenly as
meek and subdued as any mole. Apparently the abrupt change of key had
taken his mind successfully off something else.</p>
<p>
“Of course—‘The Fire-Bird,’” exclaimed the little man, mentioning the
famous Russian ballet. “The very thing!” he exclaimed. “For <em class="italic">us</em>,” he
added, looking with devouring eyes at Vera. He was greatly pleased.
He began talking vociferously about dancing and the rationale of
dancing. They told him he was an undiscovered master. He was delighted.
He winked at Vera and touched her glass again with his. “We’ll make
our début together,” he cried. “We’ll begin at Covent Garden, in
London. I’ll design the dresses and the posters ‘The Hawk and the
Dove!’ <em class="italic">Magnifique!</em> I in dark grey, and you in blue and gold! Ah,
dancing, you know, is sacred. The little self is lost, absorbed. It is
ecstasy, it is divine. And dancing in air—the passion of the birds
and stars—ah! they are the movements of the gods. You know deity that
way—by living it.”</p>
<p>He went on and on. His entire being had shifted with a leap upon this
new subject. The idea of realising divinity by dancing it absorbed
him. The party discussed it with him as though nothing else existed
in the world, all sitting now and talking eagerly together. Vera
took the cigarette he offered her, lighting it from his own; their
fingers touched; he was as harmless and normal as a retired diplomat
in a drawing-room. But it was Plitzinger whose subtle manœuvring
had accomplished the change so cleverly, and it was Plitzinger who
presently suggested a game of billiards, and led him off, full now of
a fresh enthusiasm for cannons, balls, and pockets, into another room.
They departed arm in arm, laughing and talking together.</p>
<p>Their departure, it seemed, made no great difference at first. Vera’s
eyes watched him out of sight, then turned to listen to Baron Minski,
who was describing with gusto how he caught wolves alive for coursing
purposes. The speed and power of the wolf, he said, was impossible to
realise; the force of their awful leap, the strength of their teeth,
which could bite through metal stirrup-fastenings. He showed a scar
on his arm and another on his lip. He was telling truth, and everybody
listened with deep interest. The narrative lasted perhaps ten minutes
or more, when Minski abruptly stopped. He had come to an end; he looked
about him; he saw his glass, and emptied it. There was a general pause.
Another subject did not at once present itself. Sighs were heard;
several fidgeted; fresh cigarettes were lighted. But there was no sign
of boredom, for where one or two Russians are gathered together there
is always life. They produce gaiety and enthusiasm as wind produces
waves. Like great children, they plunge whole-heartedly into whatever
interest presents itself at the moment. There is a kind of uncouth
gambolling in their way of taking life. It seems as if they are always
fighting that deep, underlying, national sadness which creeps into
their very blood.</p>
<p>“Midnight!” then exclaimed Palazov, abruptly, looking at his watch;
and the others fell instantly to talking about that watch, admiring
it and asking questions. For the moment that very ordinary timepiece
became the centre of observation. Palazov mentioned the price. “It
never stops,” he said proudly, “not even under water.” He looked up at
everybody, challenging admiration. And he told how, at a country house,
he made a bet that he would swim to a certain island in the lake, and
won the bet. He and a girl were the winners, but as it was a horse they
had bet, he got nothing out of it for himself, giving the horse to her.
It was a genuine grievance in him. One felt he could have cried as he
spoke of it. “But the watch went all the time,” he said delightedly,
holding the gun-metal object in his hand to show, “and I was twelve
minutes in the water with my clothes on.”</p>
<p>Yet this fragmentary talk was nothing but pretence. The sound of
clicking billiard-balls was audible from the room at the end of the
corridor. There was another pause. The pause, however, was intentional.
It was not vacuity of mind or absence of ideas that caused it. There
was another subject, an unfinished subject that each member of the
group was still considering. Only no one cared to begin about it
till at last, unable to resist the strain any longer, Palazov turned
to Khilkoff, who was saying he would take a “whisky-soda,” as the
champagne was too sweet, and whispered something beneath his breath;
whereupon Khilkoff, forgetting his drink, glanced at his sister,
shrugged his shoulders, and made a curious grimace. “He’s all right
now”—his reply was just audible—“he’s with Plitzinger.” He cocked his
head sidewise to indicate that the clicking of the billiard-balls still
was going on.</p>
<p>The subject was out: all turned their heads; voices hummed and buzzed;
questions were asked and answered or half answered; eyebrows were
raised, shoulders shrugged, hands spread out expressively. There came
into the atmosphere a feeling of presentiment, of mystery, of things
half understood; primitive, buried instinct stirred a little, the kind
of racial dread of vague emotions that might gain the upper hand if
encouraged. They shrank from looking something in the face, while yet
this unwelcome influence drew closer round them all. They discussed
Binovitch and his astonishing performance. Pretty little Vera listened
with large and troubled eyes, though saying nothing. The Arab waiter
had put out the lights in the corridor, and only a solitary cluster
burned now above their heads, leaving their faces in shadow. In the
distance the clicking of the billiard-balls still continued.</p>
<p>“It was not play; it was real,” exclaimed Minski vehemently. “I can
catch wolves,” he blurted; “but birds—ugh!—and human birds!” He was
half inarticulate. He had witnessed something he could not understand,
and it had touched instinctive terror in him. “It was the way he
leaped that put the wolf first into my mind, only it was not a wolf at
all.” The others agreed and disagreed. “It was play at first, but it
was reality at the end,” another whispered; “and it was no animal he
mimicked, but a bird, and a bird of prey at that!”</p>
<p>Vera thrilled. In the Russian woman hides that touch of savagery which
loves to be caught, mastered, swept helplessly away, captured utterly
and deliciously by the one strong enough to do it thoroughly. She left
her chair and sat down beside an older woman in the party, who took
her arm quietly at once. Her little face wore a perplexed expression,
mournful, yet somehow wild. It was clear that Binovitch was not
indifferent to her.</p>
<p>“It’s become an <em class="italic">idée fixe</em> with him,” this older woman said. “The
bird idea lives in his mind. He lives it in his imagination. Ever
since that time at Edfu, when he pretended to worship the great stone
falcons outside the temple—the Horus figures—he’s been full of it.”
She stopped. The way Binovitch had behaved at Edfu was better left
unmentioned at the moment, perhaps. A slight shiver ran round the
listening group, each one waiting for some one else to focus their
emotion, and so explain it by saying the convincing thing. Only no one
ventured. Then Vera abruptly gave a little jump.</p>
<p>“Hark!” she exclaimed, in a staccato whisper, speaking for the first
time. She sat bolt upright. She was listening. “Hark!” she repeated.
“There it is again, but nearer than before. It’s coming closer. I
hear it.” She trembled. Her voice, her manner, above all her great
staring eyes, startled everybody. No one spoke for several seconds; all
listened. The clicking of the billiard-balls had ceased. The halls and
corridors lay in darkness, and gloom was over the big hotel. Everybody
was in bed.</p>
<p>“Hear what?” asked the older woman soothingly, yet with a perceptible
quaver in her voice, too. She was aware that the girl’s arm shook upon
her own.</p>
<p>“Do you not hear it, too?” the girl whispered.</p>
<p>All listened without speaking. All watched her paling face. Something
wonderful, yet half terrible, seemed in the air about them. There was a
dull murmur, audible, faint, remote, its direction hard to tell. It had
come suddenly from nowhere. They shivered. That strange racial thrill
again passed into the group, unwelcome, unexplained. It was aboriginal;
it belonged to the unconscious primitive mind, half childish, half
terrifying.</p>
<p>“<em class="italic">What</em> do you hear?” her brother asked angrily—the irritable anger of
nervous fear.</p>
<p>“When he came at me,” she answered very low, “I heard it first. I hear
it now again. Listen! He’s coming.”</p>
<p>And at that minute, out of the dark mouth of the corridor, emerged two
human figures, Plitzinger and Binovitch. Their game was over: they
were going up to bed. They passed the open door of the card-room.
But Binovitch was being half dragged, half restrained, for he was
apparently attempting to run down the passage with flying, dancing
leaps. He bounded. It was like a huge bird trying to rise for flight,
while his companion kept him down by force upon the earth. As they
entered the strip of light, Plitzinger changed his own position,
placing himself swiftly between his companion and the group in the dark
corner of the room. He hurried Binovitch along as though he sheltered
him from view. They passed into the shadows down the passage. They
disappeared. And every one looked significantly, questioningly, at his
neighbour, though at first saying no word. It seemed that a curious
disturbance of the air had followed them audibly.</p>
<p>Vera was the first to open her lips. “You heard it <em class="italic">then</em>,” she said
breathlessly, her face whiter than the ceiling.</p>
<p>“Damn!” exclaimed her brother furiously. “It was wind against the
outside walls—wind in the desert. The sand is driving.”</p>
<p>Vera looked at him. She shrank closer against the side of the older
woman, whose arm was tight about her.</p>
<p>“It was <em class="italic">not</em> wind,” she whispered simply. She paused. All waited
uneasily for the completion of her sentence. They stared into her face
like peasants who expected a miracle.</p>
<p>“Wings,” she whispered. “It was the sound of enormous wings.”</p>
<hr class="tb" />
<p>And at four o’clock in the morning, when they all returned exhausted
from their excursion into the desert, little Binovitch was sleeping
soundly and peacefully in his bed. They passed his door on tiptoe.
But he did not hear them. He was dreaming. His spirit was at Edfu,
experiencing with that ancient deity who was master of all flying life
those strange enjoyments upon which his own troubled human heart was
passionately set. Safe with that mighty falcon whose powers his lips
had scorned a few hours before, his soul, released in vivid dream, went
sweetly flying. It was amazing, it was gorgeous. He skimmed the Nile
at lightning speed. Dashing down headlong from the height of the great
Pyramid, he chased with faultless accuracy a little dove that sought
vainly to hide from his terrific pursuit beneath the palm trees. For
what he loved must worship where he worshipped, and the majesty of
those tremendous effigies had fired his imagination to the creative
point where expression was imperative.</p>
<p>Then suddenly, at the very moment of delicious capture, the dream
turned horrible, becoming awful with the nightmare touch. The sky lost
all its blue and sunshine. Far, far below him the little dove enticed
him into nameless depths, so that he flew faster and faster, yet never
fast enough to overtake it. Behind him came a great thing down the air,
black, hovering, with gigantic wings outstretched. It had terrific
eyes, and the beating of its feathers stole his wind away. It followed
him, crowding space. He was aware of a colossal beak, curved like a
scimitar and pointed wickedly like a tooth of iron. He dropped. He
faltered. He tried to scream.</p>
<p>Through empty space he fell, caught by the neck. The huge spectral
falcon was upon him. The talons were in his heart. And in sleep he
remembered then that he had cursed. He recalled his reckless language.
The curse of the ignorant is meaningless; that of the worshipper is
real. This attack was on his soul. He had invoked it. He realised
next, with a touch of ghastly horror, that the dove he chased was,
after all, the bait that had lured him purposely to destruction, and
awoke with a suffocating terror upon him, and his entire body bathed
in icy perspiration. Outside the open window he heard a sound of wings
retreating with powerful strokes into the surrounding darkness of the
sky.</p>
<p>The nightmare made its impression upon Binovitch’s impressionable and
dramatic temperament. It aggravated his tendencies. He related it next
day to Mme. de Drühn, the friend of Vera, telling it with that somewhat
boisterous laughter some minds use to disguise less kind emotions.
But he received no encouragement. The mood of the previous night was
not recoverable; it was already ancient history. Russians never make
the banal mistake of repeating a sensation till it is exhausted;
they hurry on to novelties. Life flashes and rushes with them, never
standing still for exposure before the cameras of their minds. Mme. de
Drühn, however, took the trouble to mention the matter to Plitzinger,
for Plitzinger, like Freud of Vienna, held that dreams revealed
subconscious tendencies which sooner or later must betray themselves in
action.</p>
<p>“Thank you for telling me,” he smiled politely, “but I have already
heard it from him.” He watched her eyes for a moment, really examining
her soul. “Binovitch, you see,” he continued, apparently satisfied with
what he saw, “I regard as that rare phenomenon—a genius without an
outlet. His spirit, intensely creative, finds no adequate expression.
His power of production is enormous and prolific; yet he accomplishes
nothing.” He paused an instant. “Binovitch, therefore, is in danger of
poisoning—himself.” He looked steadily into her face, as a man who
weighs how much he may confide. “Now,” he continued, “<em class="italic">if</em> we can find
an outlet for him, a field wherein his bursting imaginative genius
can produce results—above all, <em class="italic">visible</em> results”—he shrugged his
shoulders—“the man is saved. Otherwise”—he looked extraordinarily
impressive—“there is bound to be sooner or later——”</p>
<p>“Madness?” she asked very quietly.</p>
<p>“An explosion, let us say,” he replied gravely. “For instance, take
this Horus obsession of his, quite wrong archæologically though it is.
<em class="italic">Au fond</em> it is megalomania of a most unusual kind. His passionate
interest, his love, his worship of birds, wholesome enough in itself,
finds no satisfying outlet. A man who <em class="italic">really</em> loves birds neither
keeps them in cages nor shoots them nor stuffs them. What, then, can he
do? The commonplace bird-lover observes them through glasses, studies
their habits, then writes a book about them. But a man like Binovitch,
overflowing with this intense creative power of mind and imagination,
is not content with that. He wants to know them from within. He wants
to feel what they feel, to live their life. He wants to <em class="italic">become</em> them.
You follow me? Not quite. Well, he seeks to be identified with the
object of his sacred, passionate adoration. All genius seeks to know
the thing itself from its own point of view. It desires union. That
tendency, unrecognised by himself, perhaps, and therefore subconscious,
hides in his very soul.” He paused a moment. “And the sudden sight
of those majestic figures at Edfu—that crystallisation of his <em class="italic">idée
fixe</em> in granite—took hold of this excess in him, so to speak—and is
now focusing it toward some definite act. Binovitch sometimes—feels
himself a bird! You noticed what occurred last night?”</p>
<p>She nodded; a slight shiver passed over her.</p>
<p>“A most curious performance,” she murmured; “an exhibition I never want
to see again.”</p>
<p>“The most curious part,” replied the doctor coolly, “was its truth.”</p>
<p>“Its truth!” she exclaimed beneath her breath. She was frightened by
something in his voice and by the uncommon gravity in his eyes. It
seemed to arrest her intelligence. She felt upon the edge of things
beyond her. “You mean that Binovitch did for a moment—hang—in the
air?” The other verb, the right one, she could not bring herself to use.</p>
<p>The great man’s face was enigmatical. He talked to her sympathy,
perhaps, rather than to her mind.</p>
<p>“Real genius,” he said smilingly, “is as rare as talent, even great
talent, is common. It means that the personality, if only for one
second, becomes everything; becomes the universe; becomes the soul
of the world. It gets the flash. It is identified with the universal
life. Being everything and everywhere, all is possible to it—in that
second of vivid realisation. It can brood with the crystal, grow with
the plant, leap with the animal, fly with the bird: genius unifies
all three. That is the meaning of ‘creative.’ It is faith. Knowing
it, you can pass through fire and not be burned, walk on water and
not sink, move a mountain, fly. Because you <em class="italic">are</em> fire, water, earth,
air. Genius, you see, is madness in the magnificent sense of being
superhuman. Binovitch has it.”</p>
<p>He broke off abruptly, seeing he was not understood. Some great
enthusiasm in him he deliberately suppressed.</p>
<p>“The point is,” he resumed, speaking more carefully, “that we must try
to lead this passionate constructive genius of the man into some human
channel that will absorb it, and therefore render it harmless.”</p>
<p>“He loves Vera,” the woman said, bewildered, yet seizing this point
correctly.</p>
<p>“But would he marry her?” asked Plitzinger at once.</p>
<p>“He is already married.”</p>
<p>The doctor looked steadily at her a moment, hesitating whether he
should utter all his thought.</p>
<p>“In that case,” he said slowly after a pause, “it is better he or she
should leave.”</p>
<p>His tone and manner were exceedingly impressive.</p>
<p>“You mean there’s danger?” she asked.</p>
<p>“I mean, rather,” he replied earnestly, “that this great creative flood
in him, so curiously focused now upon his Horus-falcon-bird idea, may
result in some act of violence——”</p>
<p>“Which would be madness,” she said, looking hard at him.</p>
<p>“Which would be disastrous,” he corrected her. And then he added
slowly: “Because in the mental moment of immense creation he might
overlook material laws.”</p>
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<p>The costume ball two nights later was a great success. Palazov was
a Bedouin, and Khilkoff an Apache; Mme. de Drühn wore a national
head-dress; Minski looked almost natural as Don Quixote; and the entire
Russian “set” was cleverly, if somewhat extravagantly, dressed. But
Binovitch and Vera were the most successful of all the two hundred
dancers who took part. Another figure, a big man dressed as a Pierrot,
also claimed exceptional attention, for though the costume was
commonplace enough, there was something of dignity in his appearance
that drew the eyes of all upon him. But he wore a mask, and his
identity was not discoverable.</p>
<p>It was Binovitch and Vera, however, who must have won the prize,
if prize there had been, for they not only looked their parts, but
acted them as well. The former in his dark grey feather tunic, and
his falcon mask, complete even to the brown hooked beak and tufted
talons, looked fierce and splendid. The disguise was so admirable,
yet so entirely natural, that it was uncommonly seductive. Vera, in
blue and gold, a charming head-dress of a dove upon her loosened hair,
and a pair of little dove-pale wings fluttering from her shoulders,
her tiny twinkling feet and slender ankles well visible, too, was
equally successful and admired. Her large and timid eyes, her flitting
movements, her light and dainty way of dancing—all added touches that
made the picture perfect.</p>
<p>How Binovitch contrived his dress remained a mystery, for the layers
of wings upon his back were real; the large black kites that haunt
the Nile, soaring in their hundreds over Cairo and the bleak Mokattam
Hills, had furnished them. He had procured them none knew how. They
measured four feet across from tip to tip; they swished and rustled
as he swept along; they were true falcons’ wings. He danced with
Nautch-girls and Egyptian princesses and Rumanian Gipsies; he danced
well, with beauty, grace, and lightness. But with Vera he did not dance
at all; with her he simply flew. A kind of passionate abandon was in
him as he skimmed the floor with her in a way that made everybody
turn to watch them. They seemed to leave the ground together. It was
delightful, an amazing sight; but it was peculiar. The strangeness of
it was on many lips. Somehow its queer extravagance communicated itself
to the entire ball-room. They became the centre of observation. There
were whispers.</p>
<p>“There’s that extraordinary bird-man! Look! He goes by like a hawk. And
he’s always after that dove-girl. How marvellously he does it! It’s
rather awful. Who is he? I don’t envy <em class="italic">her</em>.”</p>
<p>People stood aside when he rushed past. They got out of his way. He
seemed forever pursuing Vera, even when dancing with another partner.
Word passed from mouth to mouth. A kind of telepathic interest was
established everywhere. It was a shade too real sometimes, something
unduly earnest in the chasing wildness, something unpleasant. There was
even alarm.</p>
<p>“It’s rowdy; I’d rather not see it; it’s quite disgraceful,” was heard.
“<em class="italic">I</em> think it’s horrible; you can see she’s terrified.”</p>
<p>And once there was a little scene, trivial enough, yet betraying this
reality that many noticed and disliked. Binovitch came up to claim
a dance, programme clutched in his great tufted claws, and at the
same moment the big Pierrot appeared abruptly round the corner with a
similar claim. Those who saw it assert he had been waiting, and came
on purpose, and that there was something protective and authoritative
in his bearing. The misunderstanding was ordinary enough—both men had
written her name against the dance—but “No. 13, Tango” also included
the supper interval, and neither Hawk nor Pierrot would give way. They
were very obstinate. Both men wanted her. It was awkward.</p>
<p>“The Dove shall decide between us,” smiled the Hawk politely, yet his
taloned fingers working nervously. Pierrot, however, more experienced
in the ways of dealing with women, or more bold, said suavely:</p>
<p>“I am ready to abide by her decision”—his voice poorly cloaked this
aggravating authority, as though he had the right to her—“only I
engaged this dance before his Majesty Horus appeared upon the scene at
all, and therefore it is clear that Pierrot has the right of way.”</p>
<p>At once, with a masterful air, he took her off. There was no
withstanding him. He meant to have her and he got her. She yielded
meekly. They vanished among the maze of coloured dancers, leaving the
Hawk, disconsolate and vanquished, amid the titters of the onlookers.
His swiftness, as against this steady power, was of no avail.</p>
<p>It was then that the singular phenomenon was witnessed first. Those who
saw it affirm that he changed absolutely into the part he played. It
was dreadful; it was wicked. A frightened whisper ran about the rooms
and corridors:</p>
<p>“An extraordinary thing is in the air!”</p>
<p>Some shrank away, while others flocked to see. There were those who
swore that a curious, rushing sound was audible, the atmosphere visibly
disturbed and shaken; that a shadow fell upon the spot the couple had
vacated; that a cry was heard, a high, wild, searching cry: “Horus!
bright deity of wind,” it began, then died away. One man was positive
that the windows had been opened and that something had flown in.
It was the obvious explanation. The thing spread horribly. As in a
fire-panic, there was consternation and excitement. Confusion caught
the feet of all the dancers. The music fumbled and lost time. The
leading pair of tango dancers halted and looked round. It seemed that
everybody pressed back, hiding, shuffling, eager to see, yet more eager
not to be seen, as though something dangerous, hostile, terrible, had
broken loose. In rows against the wall they stood. For a great space
had made itself in the middle of the ball-room, and into this empty
space appeared suddenly the Pierrot and the Dove.</p>
<p>It was like a challenge. A sound of applause, half voices, half
clapping of gloved hands, was heard. The couple danced exquisitely into
the arena. All stared. There was an impression that a set piece had
been prepared, and that this was its beginning. The music again took
heart. Pierrot was strong and dignified, no whit nonplussed by this
abrupt publicity. The Dove, though faltering, was deliciously obedient.
They danced together like a single outline. She was captured utterly.
And to the man who needed her the sight was naturally agonizing—the
protective way the Pierrot held her, the right and strength of it, the
mastery, the complete possession.</p>
<p>“He’s got her!” some one breathed too loud, uttering the thought of
all. “Good thing it’s not the Hawk!”</p>
<p>And, to the absolute amazement of the throng, this sight was then
apparent. A figure dropped through space. That high, shrill cry again
was heard:</p>
<p>“Feather my soul ... to know thy awful swiftness!”</p>
<p>Its singing loveliness touched the heart, its appealing, passionate
sweetness was marvellous, as from the gallery this figure of a man,
dressed as a strong, dark bird, shot down with splendid grace and ease.
The feathers swept; the swings spread out as sails that take the wind.
Like a hawk that darts with unerring power and aim upon its prey, this
thing of mighty wings rushed down into the empty space where the two
danced. Observed by all, he entered, swooping beautifully, stretching
his wings like any eagle. He dropped. He fixed his point of landing
with consummate skill close beside the astonished dancers. He landed.</p>
<p>It happened with such swiftness it brought the dazzle and blindness
as when lightning strikes. People in different parts of the room saw
different details; a few saw nothing at all after the first startling
shock, closing their eyes, or holding their arms before their faces as
in self-protection. The touch of panic fear caught the entire room. The
nameless thing that all the evening had been vaguely felt was come. It
had suddenly materialised.</p>
<p>For this incredible thing occurred in the full blaze of light upon
the open floor. Binovitch, grown in some sense formidable, opened his
dark, big wings about the girl. The long grey feathers moved, causing
powerful draughts of wind that made a rushing sound. An aspect of the
terrible was about him, like an emanation. The great beaked head was
poised to strike, the tufted claws were raised like fingers that shut
and opened, and the whole presentment of his amazing figure focused in
an attitude of attack that was magnificent and terrible. No one who saw
it doubted. Yet there were those who swore that it was not Binovitch
at all, but that another outline, monstrous and shadowy, towered
above him, draping his lesser proportions with two colossal wings of
darkness. That some touch of strange divinity lay in it may be claimed,
however confused the wild descriptions afterward. For many lowered
their heads and bowed their shoulders. There was terror. There was also
awe. The onlookers swayed as though some power passed over them through
the air.</p>
<p>A sound of wings was certainly in the room.</p>
<p>Then some one screamed; a shriek broke high and clear; and emotion,
ordinary human emotion, unaccustomed to terrific things, swept loose.
The Hawk and Vera flew. Beaten back against the wall as by a stroke
of whirlwind, the Pierrot staggered. He watched them go. Out of the
lighted room they flew, out of the crowded human atmosphere, out of
the heat and artificial light, the walled-in, airless halls that were
a cage. All this they left behind. They seemed things of wind and air,
made free happily of another element. Earth held them not. Toward the
open night they raced with this extraordinary lightness as of birds,
down the long corridor and on to the southern terrace, where great
coloured curtains were hung suspended from the columns. A moment they
were visible. Then the fringe of one huge curtain, lifted by the wind,
showed their dark outline for a second against the starry sky. There
was a cry, a leap. The curtain flapped again and closed. They vanished.
And into the ball-room swept the cold draught of night air from the
desert.</p>
<p>But three figures instantly were close upon their heels. The throng
of half-dazed, half-stupefied onlookers, it seemed, projected them as
though by some explosive force. The general mass held back, but, like
projectiles, these three flung themselves after the fugitives down the
corridor at high speed—the Apache, Don Quixote, and, last of them,
the Pierrot. For Khilkoff, the brother, and Baron Minski, the man who
caught wolves alive, had been for some time keenly on the watch, while
Dr. Plitzinger, reading the symptoms clearly, never far away, had been
faithfully observant of every movement. His mask tossed aside, the
great psychiatrist was now recognised by all. They reached the parapet
just as the curtain flapped back heavily into place; the next second
all three were out of sight behind it. Khilkoff was first, however,
urged forward at frantic speed by the warning words the doctor had
whispered as they ran. Some thirty yards beyond the terrace was the
brink of the crumbling cliff on which the great hotel was built, and
there was a drop of sixty feet to the desert floor below. Only a low
stone wall marked the edge.</p>
<p>Accounts varied. Khilkoff, it seems, arrived in time—in the nick of
time—to seize his sister, virtually hovering on the brink. He heard
the loose stones strike the sand below. There was no struggle, though
it appears she did not thank him for his interference at first. In a
sense she was beside—outside—herself. And he did a characteristic
thing: he not only brought her back into the ball-room, but he
<em class="italic">danced</em> her back. It was admirable. Nothing could have calmed the
general excitement better. The pair of them danced in together as
though nothing was amiss. Accustomed to the strenuous practice of his
Cossack regiment, this young cavalry officer’s muscles were equal to
the semi-dead weight in his arms. At most the onlookers thought her
tired, perhaps. Confidence was restored—such is the psychology of
a crowd—and in the middle of a thrilling Viennese waltz he easily
smuggled her out of the room, administered brandy, and got her up to
bed. The absence of the Hawk, meanwhile, was hardly noticed; comments
were made and then forgotten; it was Vera in whom the strange, anxious
sympathy had centred. And, with her obvious safety, the moment of
primitive, childish panic passed away. Don Quixote, too, was presently
seen dancing gaily as though nothing untoward had happened; supper
intervened; the incident was over; it had melted into the general
wildness of the evening’s irresponsibility. The fact that Pierrot did
not appear again was noticed by no single person.</p>
<p>But Dr. Plitzinger was otherwise engaged, his heart and mind and
soul all deeply exercised. A death-certificate is not always made
out quite so simply as the public thinks. That Binovitch had died of
suffocation in his swift descent through merely sixty feet of air
was not conceivable; yet that his body lay so neatly placed upon the
desert after such a fall was stranger still. It was not crumpled, it
was not torn; no single bone was broken, no muscle wrenched; there was
no bruise. There was no indenture in the sand. The figure lay sidewise
as though in sleep, no sign of violence visible anywhere, the dark
wings folded as a great bird folds them when it creeps away to die in
loneliness. Beneath the Horus mask the face was smiling. It seemed
he had floated into death upon the element he loved. And only Vera
had seen the enormous wings that, hovering invitingly above the dark
abyss, bore him so softly into another world. Plitzinger, that is,
saw them, too, but he said firmly that they belonged to the big black
falcons that haunt the Mokattam Hills and roost upon these ridges,
close beside the hotel, at night. Both he and Vera, however, agreed
on one thing: the high, sharp cry in the air above them, wild and
plaintive, was certainly the black kite’s cry—the note of the falcon
that passionately seeks its mate. It was the pause of a second, when
she stood to listen, that made her rescue possible. A moment later and
she, too, would have flown to death with Binovitch.</p>
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