<h3><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX.</SPAN></h3>
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<p>How use doth breed a habit in a man.</p>
<p class="citation">Two Gentlemen of Verona.</p>
<p>——But let me tell the world,<br/>
If he outlive the envy of this day,<br/>
England did never owe so sweet a hope<br/>
So much misconstrued.</p>
<p class="citation">Henry IV.</p>
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<p>It was long after the battle of Shiloh before all the dead were
buried. Many were interred in trenches, scores together. A friend,
who was engaged in this revolting labor, told me that, after three or
four days, he found himself counting off the bodies as indifferently
as he would have measured cord-wood.</p>
<p>General Halleck soon arrived, assuming command of the combined forces
of Grant, Buell, and Pope. It was a grand army.</p>
<div class="sidenote">Grant Under a Cloud.</div>
<p>Grant nominally remained at the head of his corps, but was deprived
of power. He was under a cloud. Most injurious reports concerning his
conduct at Shiloh pervaded the country. All the leading journals were
represented in Halleck's army. At the daily accidental gatherings
of eight or ten correspondents, Grant was the subject of angry
discussion. The journalistic profession tends to make men oracular
and severely critical.</p>
<p>Several of these writers could demonstrate conclusively that Grant
was without capacity, but a favorite of Fortune; that his great
Donelson victory was achieved in spite of military blunders which
ought to have defeated him.</p>
<div class="sidenote">He Serenely Smokes and Waits.</div>
<p>The subject of all this contention bore himself with
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undisturbed serenity. Sherman, while constantly declaring that he
cared nothing for the newspapers, was foolishly sensitive to every
word of criticism. But Grant, whom they really wounded, appeared
no more disturbed by these paper bullets of the brain than by the
leaden missiles of the enemy. He silently smoked and waited. The
only protest I ever knew him to utter was to the correspondent of a
journal which had denounced him with great severity:</p>
<p>"Your paper is very unjust to me; but time will make it all right. I
want to be judged only by my acts."</p>
<p>When the army began to creep forward, I messed at Grant's
head-quarters, with his chief of staff; and around the evening
camp-fires I saw much of the general. He rarely uttered a word upon
the political bearings of the war; indeed, he said little upon any
subject. With his eternal cigar, and his head thrown slightly to one
side, for hours he would sit silently before the fire, or walk back
and forth, with eyes upon the ground, or look on at our whist-table,
now and then making a suggestion about the play.</p>
<p>Most of his pictures greatly idealize his full, rather heavy face.
The journalists called him stupid. One of my <span lang="fr">confrères</span> used to say:</p>
<p>"How profoundly surprised Mrs. Grant must have been, when she woke up
and learned that her husband was a great man!"</p>
<p>He impressed me as possessing great purity, integrity, and
amiability, with excellent judgment and boundless pluck. But I should
never have suspected him of military genius. Indeed, nearly every man
of whom, at the beginning of the war, I prophesied a great career,
proved inefficient, and <span lang="la">vice versâ</span>. </p>
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<div class="sidenote">Jealousies of Military Men.</div>
<p>Military men seem to cherish more jealousies than members of any
other profession, except physicians and <span lang="fr">artistes</span>. At almost every
general head-quarters, one heard denunciations of rival commanders.
Grant was above this "mischievous foul sin of chiding." I never
heard him speak unkindly of a brother officer. Still, the soldier's
taint had slightly poisoned him. He regarded Rosecrans with peculiar
antipathy, and finally accepted the command of our combined armies
only on condition that he should be at once removed.</p>
<p>Hooker once boasted that he had the best army on the planet. One
would have declared that Grant commanded the worst. There was little
of that order, perfect drill, or pride, pomp, and circumstance, seen
among Buell's troops and in the Army of the Potomac. But Grant's
rough, rugged soldiers would fight wonderfully, and were not easily
demoralized. If their line became broken, every man, from behind a
tree, rock, or stump, blazed away at the enemy on his own account.
They did not throw up their hats at sight of their general, but were
wont to remark, with a grim smile:</p>
<p>"There goes the old man. He doesn't say much; but he's a pretty hard
nut for Johnny Reb. to crack."</p>
<p>Unlike Halleck, Grant did not pretend to familiarity with the details
of military text-books. He could not move an army with that beautiful
symmetry which McClellan displayed; but his pontoons were always up,
and his ammunition trains were never missing.</p>
<p>Though not occupied with details, he must have given them close
attention; for, while other commanding generals had forty or fifty
staff-officers, brilliant with braid and buttons, Grant allowed
himself but six or seven.</p>
<div class="sidenote">The Union and Rebel Wounded.</div>
<p>Within ten days after the battle of Shiloh, nineteen large steamers,
crowded with wounded, passed down the
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river. In the long rows of cots which filled their cabins and crowded
their guards, Rebel and Union soldiers were lying side by side, and
receiving the same attendance.</p>
<p>Scores of volunteer physicians aided the regular army surgeons.
Hundreds of volunteer nurses, many of them wives, sisters, and
mothers, came from every walk of life to join in the work of mercy.
Hands hardened with toil, and hands that leisure and luxury left
white and soft, were bathing fevered brows, supporting wearied heads,
washing repulsive wounds, combing matted and bloody locks.</p>
<p>Patient forms kept nightly vigils beside the couches; gentle tones
dropped priceless words of sympathy; and, when all was over, tender
hands closed the fixed eyes, and smoothed the hair upon the white
foreheads. Thousands of poor fellows carried to their homes, both
North and South, grateful memories of those heroic women; thousands
of hearts, wrung with the tidings that loved ones were gone, found
comfort in the knowledge that their last hours were soothed by those
self-denying and blessed ministrations.</p>
<p>One man, who had received several bullets, lay undiscovered for eight
days in a little thicket, with no nourishment except rain-water.
After discovery he lived nearly two weeks. At some points the ground
was so closely covered with mutilated bodies that it was difficult to
step between them. One soldier, rigid in death, was found lying upon
the back, holding in his fixed hand, and regarding with stony eyes,
the daguerreotype of a woman and child. It was terribly suggestive
of the desolate homes and bleeding hearts which almost force one to
Cicero's conclusion, that any peace is better than the justest war. </p>
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