<h2 class="p4">CHAPTER XVII</h2>
<p class="pcn">THE DAILY ROUND</p>
<p class="pch">[By way of contrast with the diary which was kept in Gallipoli
by an Australian soldier, and is given on page 180, and as an
admirable companion to that work, there is this diary of a young
officer, kept by him while serving on the Western Front. The
diary is of the small, leather-bound pocket variety, and it was
kept by means of the little pocket-pencil accompanying it, in
small, yet clear and coherent writing, despite shell fire, bombs
and other warlike elements. The extracts are made exactly as
they were entered from day to day, and they form a deeply interesting
record of what is “the daily round, the common task”
of a very large number of junior officers who have undergone
precisely the same experiences with unfailing cheerfulness and
courage. The writer after serving in an Officers’ Training Corps,
was posted to a Service battalion of a famous old Line regiment.]</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct"><i>Dec. 13th, 1915.</i></p>
<p>Marched to ——, seven miles. Water in places
up to the knees. No billets for B Co. on arrival.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 14th.</i></p>
<p>Marched to ——, three miles.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 15th.</i></p>
<p>Marched up to trenches, ——, eight miles. Awful
condition. Big craters in front, and three saps in
our line.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 16th.</i></p>
<p>Narrowest escape of self yet recorded. Shell burst
in trench and killed man one and a half yards away<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[217]</SPAN></span>
and blew your humble into the mud, together with
another C.O. and others. Two other men wounded.
Felt a bit shaky for some time.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 17th.</i></p>
<p>Relieved for forty-eight hours and marched to
——, four miles. Good billets. Delicious shave
and wash, and two glorious nights in my valise.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 18th.</i></p>
<p>Pass into ——, to see H.<SPAN name="FNanchor_3_3" id="FNanchor_3_3"></SPAN><SPAN href="#Footnote_3_3" class="fnanchor">[3]</SPAN> No luck—on leave.
He returned ten minutes after I left for ——.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 19th.</i></p>
<p>H. ran over to see me, and we had two full hours’
“jawing,” and <i>café au lait</i>. Left for same trenches
at 12.30. Had a warm reception with artillery, and
owing to some “show” in the vicinity had to stand-to
for hours. Raining hard and mud knee-deep—miserable,
and thought and thought of the happy
home, and wondered and wondered! Went out on
patrol with one man at five next morning, but had
to return post-haste, as three of the enemy were on
similar job and washed our intentions out.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 20th.</i></p>
<p>Shelling all day, both sides. Few men hit.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 21st.</i></p>
<p>At stand-to, 6 a.m. Much shelling. Very uncomfortable.
At 7.30 an enemy mine went up—a
fearsome thing. The sensations were these—</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[218]</SPAN></span></p>
<blockquote>
<p class="p1">I. A horrible rocking of the trench.</p>
<p>II. A tremendous dull roar.</p>
<p>III. A huge column of earth rising higher and
higher into the sky.</p>
</blockquote>
<p class="p2">Then came the falling matter, we lying in the
bottom of the trench, while everything imaginable
fell around—earth—huge clods—sandbags and
timber. One big piece of wood landed with a thud
a foot from my head and spattered me with mud.
Escape No. 2 since I joined. Fortunately the mine
was lifted just beyond our saps, and presumably in
the same place as the crater. No one was seriously
hurt—only two slightly knocked about. Of course
an attack was expected, but none came, and we
stood-to till 8.30. Had an awful time from mine
explosion till we were relieved at 2.30 p.m. Marvellous
how we all escaped. I thought my number was
up every minute, and my nerves were not of the
best and I was feeling a bit rocky. While relief was
being carried on we had an awful time: all kinds
of shells, big and small, landing everywhere. Very
fortunate to get out with no casualties. Incoming
regiment had a few. At 11.15 p.m. I returned to
trenches in order to go out again on patrol. Was
out for thirty minutes, took survey and returned
safely, covered with mud and pretty wet. Returned
to —— Farm, where my platoon is billeted. It is
a small fortress, built up with sandbags from a big
ruined brewery. Last night while asleep, about 3.30
a.m., a big shell burst just outside my cellar door,
and again I thought my number was up. Earth,
etc., was shot into my abode, and the doorway blocked
up, not to mention bricks; but I was left intact.</p>
<p class="vh"><SPAN name="f218" id="f218">f218</SPAN></p>
<div class="figcenter"> <ANTIMG src="images/ill-267.jpg" width-obs="450" height-obs="294" alt="" title="" /> <div class="caption"><p class="prcap">[<i>To face p. 218.</i></p> <p class="pc">A BRITISH SUBALTERN IN HIS TRENCH, WEARING HIS GAS-HELMET.</p> </div>
</div>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[219]</SPAN></span></p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 22nd.</i></p>
<p>Shelling this ruined village —— all the morning,
and the trips to the men at meal-times were very
risky, the latter being in another keep 150 yards up
the road. One had to dash for it every time. Shelling
remained hot, so had to remain at the mess till
after tea, 4.30 p.m.</p>
<p>Gas attack from our trenches at 9 p.m. Quiet
for ten minutes, then fearful shindy. Stood-to in
our redoubt, but had to get to cellars when shelling
started—and <i>such</i> shelling: the worst I’ve ever
experienced. They came in dozens. Then we began,
and the noise was hellish. They fell all around us and
some hit the shattered walls, making a hail of bricks.</p>
<p>I felt a peculiar tightening round the heart when
one of the big variety buried itself under the cellar
wall I was in and failed to go off. It fairly seemed
to lift the floor, and the sickening thud was as bad
as the fearful racking explosions. It was nothing
short of miraculous that our cellar got off scot-free.</p>
<p>All this time we could see through our loop-hole
the explosions of the shells on the trenches, 300 yards
to the front, and by their light and the light of the
German searchlights and fires we could see the huge
clouds of gas on their death-dealing errand.</p>
<p>The Germans put huge fires on their parapets to
lift the gas over their heads.</p>
<p>It was an unforgettable scene, with their and our
own star-lights making night into day. It was
indescribable pandemonium.</p>
<p>The shelling died down after a couple of hours,
and we stood down and tried to sleep; but it started
again at 12.45 a.m. for an hour, and again at 4.45 a.m.;
and this practically meant stand-to all night.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[220]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>One of the worst nights I’ve spent out here—in
fact, the worst.</p>
<p>About 2 a.m. I got word that ——, one of our
B Co. officers, was killed while waiting to go out on
patrol to ascertain the effects of gas on enemy. He
was a fine chap, and most popular, and even now it
is difficult to believe he is really gone. Another
lucky escape for us (B Co.) that we were not occupying
the trenches. They were blown out of all
recognition and the casualties were awful, the lines
being strewn with dead and wounded and buried
men.</p>
<p>The trench occupied the previous night by my
platoon is absolutely gone, and only six men are
left in the platoon holding it at the time of the
“show.”</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 23rd.</i></p>
<p>Shelling continued all the morning—most uncomfortable,
and we had many narrow escapes, walls
round us being blown to h—; but still our cellar
got off. We were relieved at 12.30, and, things being
quieter, we got off down the road at top speed.</p>
<p>What joy to see actually motor buses waiting for
us three miles back, which took us by way of ——
to ——, a small village where our few days’ rest
and incidentally Christmas, will be spent. The
change will be much appreciated by yours truly. I
have just had my first wash and shave for four days,
and feel cleaner than ever before in my life; and in
a clean change and new suit I wouldn’t call the King
my aunt!</p>
<p>A delicious surprise was the sight of H. on the
road, waiting for me as our convoy of buses neared<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[221]</SPAN></span>
——. We had a good chat, and I hope to see
him to-morrow again.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 24th.</i></p>
<p>Morning with platoon, cleaning up, etc. Afternoon
obtained pass to go and see H. Had a glorious
Christmas Eve, far beyond expectations. Good tea,
theatre, dinner, and two hours’ solo. Fine evening.
Came back on the carrier at 10.30.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 25th.</i></p>
<p>Christmas Day in France.</p>
<p>Up at 6.30 and marched bathing party into
——. Left them and looked up H. In bed; got
him up and had breakfast with him and a walk
round, and marched my party back here —— by
10.30. Wrote two letters and found five waiting
for me—long-delayed ones. This was a fine Christmas
gift.</p>
<p>11 a.m. Went over to men’s sports till 12.30
lunch. Helped to pay out from 2.30 p.m. till four.
Tea and chat till dinner; chicken and plum pudding.
<i>Very good.</i> Talked till 10.30 and then to bed. Very
quiet evening, during which my thoughts were for
the most part with the dear old folks at home....</p>
<p>NEXT CHRISTMAS???</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 26th.</i><br/></p>
<p>Quiet day. Morning, church parade and men
cleaned up. Afternoon, other officers out, so I was
O.C. for the time being. Spent two hours censoring
eighty letters! Quiet evening. Dinner and chat;
bed 10 p.m.</p>
<p>Heavy bombardment going on in distance.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[222]</SPAN></span></p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 27th.</i></p>
<p>Morning, getting ready to move.</p>
<p>Moved at 2 p.m. Raining.</p>
<p>Got into trenches at 4.30 p.m. In reserve, 1500
yards from enemy—and a nice change for B Co.</p>
<p>At night I went on patrol with a man to find a
way across country to A Co., who were holding a
line to our right front. Awful going, but got there.
Came back by road through —— village and Danger
Corner. Out two and a half hours.</p>
<p>Slept as well as I could on a narrow board till
7.30 next morning.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 28th.</i></p>
<p>Quiet day. Went out at night with C.O. Got
lost, and were out three hours. Good joke.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 29th.</i></p>
<p>Quiet day. Went out in the morning on voyage
of discovery round old trenches. Went in to the
left shoulder in mud and water. Another good
joke!</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 30th.</i></p>
<p>Quiet day. A few shells on the right; but we
were left alone. At 5 p.m. I went out with a party
of seventy, carrying all kinds of things to the front
line. Out till 8 p.m. Quiet night.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Dec. 31st.</i></p>
<p>A wet day. The road behind was shelled heavily
all day, but fortunately it was quiet while we were
being relieved after dusk. Had the real Bank Holiday
feeling on getting to reserve line billets two miles away,
and enjoyed a splendid night in my valise. Had one<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[223]</SPAN></span>
drop of whisky at 9.30 p.m. to drink the health of
the New Year; but sleep was by far the most important
thing, so to bed at 10 p.m., to dream of home
and the dear old past.</p>
<p>Woke during the night to hear the guns in the
back garden booming in the New Year, and shaking
and rattling walls and windows. Dreams shattered!</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 1st, 1916.</i></p>
<p>What luck for the New Year?</p>
<p>How fervent is the hope for a glimpse of the <i>end</i>
before many of the new months have gone.</p>
<p>In the morning looked round the men and inspected
several things, followed by a little revolver practice.
Had a sleep, or tried to, after lunch; but attempt
was futile, owing to thoughts.</p>
<p>Went out with party of fifty at 5 p.m. to the
trenches, repairing roads, filling up shell-holes, etc.
Returned at 9 p.m., and to bed.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Sunday, Jan. 2nd.</i></p>
<p>Church parade in top floor of rickety old barn at
11 a.m., followed by an impromptu Communion
Service, during which my thoughts wandered....
These services always touch me more than anything
else I know of, and unbidden thoughts rise and fill
me with longings and yearnings that are inclined to
be unpatriotic, as well as bringing the familiar lump
to the throat which every one experiences out here
at times, and a queer feeling round the heart.</p>
<p>Afternoon, went to —— in company with
other officers in motor lorry, to attend lecture on
telescopic sights and sniping. Returned at 6 p.m.,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[224]</SPAN></span>
and joyfully found I had just missed a working party
to the trenches.</p>
<p>Tucked myself in my valise at 9.30.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 3rd.</i></p>
<p>Platoons cleaning up. Inspected rifles, etc. Had
my first lesson in riding. Felt rather insecure at
first, but found the “bump” after an uncomfortable
100 yards jogging about, to the great delight and
amusement of my men; at which I joined in. Had
a small gallop before finish, and stuck on.</p>
<p>Afternoon, writing letters and reading, and out
with working party to the trenches at 4.30 p.m.,
mending shell-holes in roads, etc. Returned at
9 p.m., and to bed.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 4th.</i></p>
<p>Relieved and went to —— for a four days’ rest,
at 11.30 a.m. Spent afternoon in reconnoitring old
trenches in neighbourhood, to see necessary repairs
required, stores, etc. Quiet evening. Splendid billet—bedroom
to myself, feather bed and sheets, wash-stand;
very lucky for once. First bed since leaving
Boseghem four weeks ago. Good mess-room, fire
and two arm-chairs. House kept by two middle-aged
women, very kind, do anything; also little
niece, aged eight, who speaks English well. She and
I are good friends.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 5th.</i></p>
<p>Out with working party to repair trenches from
9.30 a.m. till 1.30 p.m. Lunch and letter-writing.
Went up to —— later to execute several shopping
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[225]</SPAN></span>commissions. Had splendid crop first since ——
after patiently waiting <i>one hour</i>. Oh! these
French hairdressers! One snip of the scissors every
five minutes; one requires the patience of Job.</p>
<p>Went to pictures; pretty fair; and had dinner
at the Lion d’Or. It seemed very quiet and deserted
compared to my last visit, when the M.C.s were
there. Back at 9 p.m., and to bed between the
sheets.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 6th.</i></p>
<p>Out with working party, as per yesterday, from
10 a.m. to 1.30 p.m. Lunch 2 p.m. Inspection of
B Co. by C.O. Me in command of company! Two-thirty,
paid out to the men. Awful long job.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 7th.</i></p>
<p>Morning, 10 a.m. to 1.30 p.m., out with working
party. H. called for few minutes, 2 p.m. Lecture
on arms and care of rifles, etc., 4 p.m. Met H. at
Lion d’Or in B. at 4.45 (splendid being able to do
this). Tea, long chat and theatre at six o’clock.
Panto., <i>Alladin</i>. Really tip-top, although men were
disguised as girls. Plenty of fun and laughter.
Sent in an application to-day for post as observer
in R.F.C. Have great hopes. Life consists mainly
of latter nowadays.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 8th.</i></p>
<p>Working party repairing trenches 9.30 to 1.30.
Lovely morning. Two p.m., lecture in field on use
of rifle—old as the hills (lecture); but I suppose
they must work on the motto, “Anything to keep
the time employed.”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[226]</SPAN></span></p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Sunday, Jan. 9th.</i></p>
<p>Marched to trenches (same place as Dec. 15).
Beautiful day and everything quiet—not a day for
war at all. On nearing the line the noise of guns
and bursting shells broke on our ears, increasing in
sound as we drew nearer, until we got as per usual
in amongst them.</p>
<p>Had to go in single file at intervals up the infernal
road. No one hit.</p>
<p>Got in the same old corner, and found to our relief
the trenches had been built up again passably well
after the bombardment of the night of Dec. 22.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 10th and 11th.</i></p>
<p>Contrary to expectations had two quiet days—of
course, the usual few shells, but no great quantity.
My platoon occupied the trench on left of company,
instead of, as last time, close up on the right, 1000
yards from enemy.</p>
<p>Relieved at 8 p.m. on 11th, and we came back
to the old keep (—— Farm). Everything very
quiet all night, and enjoyed a good sleep on a stretcher
in one of the cellars, despite the attentions of rats
in plenty.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 12th.</i></p>
<p>Quiet walk up to Headquarters for breakfast and
back. Enemy began shelling roadway close by, and
everything else within reach, at 11.20; still going
on at time of writing, 12.45. When shall I be able
to go up for lunch?</p>
<p>Got there intact.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[227]</SPAN></span></p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 13th.</i></p>
<p>Quiet day. Went back to front line at 7 p.m. for
a further forty-eight hours. Quiet night.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 14th.</i></p>
<p>Found in the morning that in addition to the
usual bombs, grenades and shells we had a trench
mortar opposite us, which kept lobbing big black
objects over all day, burying men and knocking our
trenches to pieces. There was not much else they
could use on us now; but we gave them back two
for every one we received, and at 2 p.m. we commenced
a big “strafe” with rifle-grenades, bombs
and mortars. It was good to see them bursting, and
altogether we expended over 800 (!) in an hour.</p>
<p>We got all manner of things back, from a bullet
to a 6-inch. The latter were falling 100 yards from
the rear of our breastworks, and we could actually
see them falling the last fifty feet or so.</p>
<p>All quiet by 4 p.m. Quiet night—far different to
our expectations.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 15th.</i></p>
<p>Each side shelling all day unceasingly, with the
usual quota of bombs. We were relieved at 7.30 p.m.,
and came back in safety to ——, after six more
days of LIFE?</p>
<p>Very weary, and thankful for quiet and my valise.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Sunday, Jan. 16th.</i></p>
<p>Marched to a small village—seven miles, and
found we had comfortable billets, and a mattress
for the writer. Moving again to ——, nine miles
from here, to-morrow. HURRAH! We are (or
should be) “out” for sixteen days.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[228]</SPAN></span></p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 17th.</i></p>
<p>Marched to —— on the famous cobble-stones
of France the whole way. Poor feet! On arriving
was delighted to find I had a cosy room with
feather bed and a good mess 200 yards down the
road. Spent the evening trying to get level with
correspondence. Hope we shall stay here all the
time. Shall spend most of my spare moments
writing—one of my chief pleasures when out,
especially now I’ve got a respectable pen!</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 18th.</i></p>
<p>Slack day. Enjoyed the luxury of a “mess” and
a fire. Spent a lot of time writing.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 19th.</i></p>
<p>My second birthday in the Army....</p>
<p>To-day’s events, musketry and rifle drill, and shooting
on a temporary range in afternoon. Lovely day—like
spring.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 20th to 28th.</i></p>
<p>Detailed for course of bombing instruction; and
between these dates I learn much concerning these
nefarious love-tokens.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Jan. 28th to Feb. 14th.</i></p>
<p>Our period of “Rest.” (Time spent out of the
trenches is so miscalled in the Army!) It was
extended for reasons known only to those in lofty
positions, and we spent the time in performing all
the evolutions of an infantry battalion in training,
drill, manœuvres, etc. Of course, all this is very
necessary after the sometimes enforced inactivity of<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[229]</SPAN></span>
the trenches, and helps to pull out the kinks; but
it gets rather monotonous, and when we heard that
we were off to the line again every one was glad.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Feb. 15th.</i></p>
<p>Said good-bye to our friends of the village and
headed once more for the Land of Thrills. It took
us three days, doing it in easy stages.</p>
<p class="pr4 reduct p1"><i>Feb. 18th.</i></p>
<p>Found ourselves in cellars in a much-ruined village
just behind the line, viz. ——. There were exciting
events last night, before our arrival, a few
enemy mines having gone “up,” and as soon as we
arrived we had to begin fatiguing, connecting up the
craters with the front line.</p>
<p>(At this point the diary abruptly finishes; but the
writer was kept busy from day to day in the routine
manner, doing his turn in each line, with the usual
“hate” progressing, but nothing of great importance
happening. Long exposure to the severe weather
sent him into hospital, thence home, invalided. The
very day after he reported “nothing of great importance
happening” many of his comrades fell in a
gallant and desperate assault on the Hohenzollern
Redoubt.)</p>
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