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<h3>Chapter XIX<br/> <br/> <span class="smallcaps">The Warden Resigns</span></h3>
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<p>The party met the next morning at breakfast; and a very sombre
affair it was,—very unlike the breakfasts at Plumstead Episcopi.</p>
<p>There were three thin, small, dry bits of bacon, each an inch
long, served up under a huge old plated cover; there were
four three-cornered bits of dry toast, and four square bits of
buttered toast; there was a loaf of bread, and some oily-looking
butter; and on the sideboard there were the remains
of a cold shoulder of mutton. The archdeacon, however, had
not come up from his rectory to St Paul's Churchyard to
enjoy himself, and therefore nothing was said of the scanty fare.</p>
<p>The guests were as sorry as the viands;—hardly anything
was said over the breakfast-table. The archdeacon munched
his toast in ominous silence, turning over bitter thoughts in his
deep mind. The warden tried to talk to his daughter, and she
tried to answer him; but they both failed. There were no
feelings at present in common between them. The warden
was thinking only of getting back to Barchester, and calculating
whether the archdeacon would expect him to wait for him;
and Mrs Grantly was preparing herself for a grand attack
which she was to make on her father, as agreed upon between
herself and her husband during their curtain confabulation of
that morning.</p>
<p>When the waiter had creaked out of the room with the last
of the teacups, the archdeacon got up and went to the window
as though to admire the view. The room looked out on a
narrow passage which runs from St Paul's Churchyard to
Paternoster Row; and Dr Grantly patiently perused the
names of the three shopkeepers whose doors were in view.
The warden still kept his seat at the table, and examined the
pattern of the tablecloth; and Mrs Grantly, seating herself
on the sofa, began to knit.</p>
<p>After a while the warden pulled his Bradshaw out of his
pocket, and began laboriously to consult it. There was a train
for Barchester at 10 <span class="smallcaps">a.m.</span> That
was out of the question, for it was nearly ten already.
Another at 3 <span class="smallcaps">p.m.</span>; another, the
night-mail train, at 9 <span class="smallcaps">p.m.</span> The
three o'clock train would take him home to tea, and would
suit very well.</p>
<p>"My dear," said he, "I think I shall go back home at three
o'clock to-day. I shall get home at half-past eight. I don't
think there's anything to keep me in London."</p>
<p>"The archdeacon and I return by the early train to-morrow,
papa; won't you wait and go back with us?"</p>
<p>"Why, Eleanor will expect me tonight; and I've so much
to do; and—"</p>
<p>"Much to do!" said the archdeacon sotto voce; but the
warden heard him.</p>
<p>"You'd better wait for us, papa."</p>
<p>"Thank ye, my dear! I think I'll go this afternoon." The
tamest animal will turn when driven too hard, and even
Mr Harding was beginning to fight for his own way.</p>
<p>"I suppose you won't be back before three?" said the lady,
addressing her husband.</p>
<p>"I must leave this at two," said the warden.</p>
<p>"Quite out of the question," said the archdeacon, answering
his wife, and still reading the shopkeepers' names; "I don't
suppose I shall be back till five."</p>
<p>There was another long pause, during which Mr Harding
continued to study his Bradshaw.</p>
<p>"I must go to Cox and Cummins," said the archdeacon at last.</p>
<p>"Oh, to Cox and Cummins," said the warden. It was quite
a matter of indifference to him where his son-in-law went.
The names of Cox and Cummins had now no interest in his
ears. What had he to do with Cox and Cummins further,
having already had his suit finally adjudicated upon in a
court of conscience, a judgment without power of appeal fully
registered, and the matter settled so that all the lawyers in
London could not disturb it. The archdeacon could go to
Cox and Cummins, could remain there all day in anxious
discussion; but what might be said there was no longer matter
of interest to him, who was so soon to lay aside the name of
warden of Barchester Hospital.</p>
<p>The archdeacon took up his shining new clerical hat, and
put on his black new clerical gloves, and looked heavy,
respectable, decorous, and opulent, a decided clergyman of the
Church of England, every inch of him. "I suppose I shall see
you at Barchester the day after to-morrow," said he.</p>
<p>The warden supposed he would.</p>
<p>"I must once more beseech you to take no further steps till
you see my father; if you owe me nothing," and the archdeacon
looked as though he thought a great deal were due to him,
"at least you owe so much to my father;" and, without
waiting for a reply, Dr Grantly wended his way to Cox and
Cummins.</p>
<p>Mrs Grantly waited till the last fall of her husband's foot
was heard, as he turned out of the court into St Paul's Churchyard,
and then commenced her task of talking her father over.</p>
<p>"Papa," she began, "this is a most serious business."</p>
<p>"Indeed it is," said the warden, ringing the bell.</p>
<p>"I greatly feel the distress of mind you must have endured."</p>
<p>"I am sure you do, my dear;"—and he ordered the waiter to
bring him pen, ink, and paper.</p>
<p>"Are you going to write, papa?"</p>
<p>"Yes, my dear;—I am going to write my resignation to the
bishop."</p>
<p>"Pray, pray, papa, put it off till our return;—pray put it off
till you have seen the bishop;—dear papa! for my sake, for
Eleanor's!—"</p>
<p>"It is for your sake and Eleanor's that I do this. I hope,
at least, that my children may never have to be ashamed of
their father."</p>
<p>"How can you talk about shame, papa?" and she stopped
while the waiter creaked in with the paper, and then slowly
creaked out again; "how can you talk about shame? you
know what all your friends think about this question."</p>
<p>The warden spread his paper on the table, placing it on the
meagre blotting-book which the hotel afforded, and sat himself
down to write.</p>
<p>"You won't refuse me one request, papa?" continued his
daughter; "you won't refuse to delay your letter for two short
days? Two days can make no possible difference."</p>
<p>"My dear," said he naïvely, "if I waited till I got to
Barchester, I might, perhaps, be prevented."</p>
<p>"But surely you would not wish to offend the bishop?"
said she.</p>
<p>"God forbid! The bishop is not apt to take offence, and
knows me too well to take in bad part anything that I may be
called on to do."</p>
<p>"But, papa—"</p>
<p>"Susan," said he, "my mind on this subject is made up; it is
not without much repugnance that I act in opposition to the
advice of such men as Sir Abraham Haphazard and the archdeacon;
but in this matter I can take no advice, I cannot alter
the resolution to which I have come."</p>
<p>"But two days, papa—"</p>
<p>"No;—nor can I delay it. You may add to my present unhappiness
by pressing me, but you cannot change my purpose; it will be a
comfort to me if you will let the matter rest": and,
dipping his pen into the inkstand, he fixed his eyes intently
on the paper.</p>
<p>There was something in his manner which taught his
daughter to perceive that he was in earnest; she had at one
time ruled supreme in her father's house, but she knew that
there were moments when, mild and meek as he was, he would
have his way, and the present was an occasion of the sort.
She returned, therefore, to her knitting, and very shortly
after left the room.</p>
<p>The warden was now at liberty to compose his letter, and,
as it was characteristic of the man, it shall be given at full
length. The official letter, which, when written, seemed to
him to be too formally cold to be sent alone to so dear a friend,
was accompanied by a private note; and both are here inserted.</p>
<p>The letter of resignation ran as follows:—<br/> </p>
<blockquote><blockquote>
<div class="poem"> <div class="stanza">
<p><span class="smallcaps">Chapter Hotel, St. Paul's</span>,</p>
<p><span class="smallcaps">London</span>,</p>
<p>August, 18––</p>
</div>
</div>
<p>My <span class="smallcaps">Lord Bishop</span>,</p>
<p>It is with the greatest pain that I feel myself constrained to
resign into your Lordship's hands the wardenship of the hospital
at Barchester, which you so kindly conferred upon me, now
nearly twelve years since.</p>
<p>I need not explain the circumstances which have made this
step appear necessary to me. You are aware that a question
has arisen as to the right of the warden to the income which has
been allotted to the wardenship; it has seemed to me that this
right is not well made out, and I hesitate to incur the risk of
taking an income to which my legal claim appears doubtful.</p>
<p>The office of precentor of the cathedral is, as your Lordship
is aware, joined to that of the warden; that is to say, the
precentor has for many years been the warden of the hospital;
there is, however, nothing to make the junction of the two
offices necessary, and, unless you or the dean and chapter
object to such an arrangement, I would wish to keep the
precentorship. The income of this office will now be necessary
to me; indeed, I do not know why I should be ashamed to say
that I should have difficulty in supporting myself without it.</p>
<p>Your Lordship, and such others as you may please to
consult on the matter, will at once see that my
resignation of the wardenship need offer not the slightest
bar to its occupation by another person. I am thought in
the wrong by all those
whom I have consulted in the matter; I have very little but
an inward and an unguided conviction of my own to bring me
to this step, and I shall, indeed, be hurt to find that any
slur is thrown on the preferment which your kindness bestowed
on me, by my resignation of it. I, at any rate for one, shall
look on any successor whom you may appoint as enjoying a
clerical situation of the highest respectability, and one to
which your Lordship's nomination gives an indefeasible right.</p>
<p>I cannot finish this official letter without again thanking
your Lordship for all your great kindness, and I beg to
subscribe myself—</p>
<p>Your Lordship's most obedient servant,</p>
<div class="poem"> <div class="stanza">
<p><span class="smallcaps">Septimus Harding</span>,</p>
<p> </p>
<p>Warden of Barchester Hospital,</p>
<p>and Precentor of the Cathedral<br/> </p>
</div>
</div>
</blockquote></blockquote>
<p>He then wrote the following private note:—<br/> </p>
<blockquote><blockquote>
<p>My dear Bishop,</p>
<p>I cannot send you the accompanying official letter without
a warmer expression of thanks for all your kindness than would
befit a document which may to a certain degree be made
public. You, I know, will understand the feeling, and, perhaps,
pity the weakness which makes me resign the hospital. I am not
made of calibre strong enough to withstand public attack. Were
I convinced that I stood on ground perfectly firm, that I was
certainly justified in taking eight hundred a year under Hiram's
will, I should feel bound by duty to retain the position, however
unendurable might be the nature of the assault; but, as I do
not feel this conviction, I cannot believe that you will think me
wrong in what I am doing.</p>
<p>I had at one time an idea of keeping only some moderate
portion of the income; perhaps three hundred a year, and of
remitting the remainder to the trustees; but it occurred to
me, and I think with reason, that by so doing I should place
my successors in an invidious position, and greatly damage
your patronage.</p>
<p>My dear friend, let me have a line from you to say that you
do not blame me for what I am doing, and that the officiating
vicar of Crabtree Parva will be the same to you as the warden
of the hospital.</p>
<p>I am very anxious about the precentorship: the archdeacon
thinks it must go with the wardenship; I think not, and, that,
having it, I cannot be ousted. I will, however, be guided
by you and the dean. No other duty will suit me so well,
or come so much within my power of adequate performance.</p>
<p>I thank you from my heart for the preferment which I am
now giving up, and for all your kindness, and am, dear bishop,
now as always—</p>
<div class="poem"> <div class="stanza">
<p>Yours most sincerely,</p>
<p><span class="smallcaps">Septimus Harding</span></p>
</div>
</div>
<p>London,—August, 18––<br/> </p>
</blockquote></blockquote>
<p>Having written these letters and made a copy of the former
one for the benefit of the archdeacon, Mr Harding, whom we
must now cease to call the warden, he having designated himself
so for the last time, found that it was nearly two o'clock,
and that he must prepare for his journey. Yes, from this time
he never again admitted the name by which he had been so
familiarly known, and in which, to tell the truth, he had
rejoiced. The love of titles is common to all men, and a vicar
or fellow is as pleased at becoming Mr Archdeacon or Mr
Provost, as a lieutenant at getting his captaincy, or a city
tallow-chandler in becoming Sir John on the occasion of a
Queen's visit to a new bridge. But warden he was no longer,
and the name of precentor, though the office was to him so
dear, confers in itself no sufficient distinction; our friend,
therefore, again became Mr Harding.</p>
<p>Mrs Grantly had gone out; he had, therefore, no one to
delay him by further entreaties to postpone his journey; he
had soon arranged his bag, and paid his bill, and, leaving a
note for his daughter, in which he put the copy of his official
letter, he got into a cab and drove away to the station with
something of triumph in his heart.</p>
<p>Had he not cause for triumph? Had he not been supremely
successful? Had he not for the first time in his life held his
own purpose against that of his son-in-law, and manfully combated
against great odds,—against the archdeacon's wife as well
as the archdeacon? Had he not gained a great victory, and
was it not fit that he should step into his cab with triumph?</p>
<p>He had not told Eleanor when he would return, but she was
on the look-out for him by every train by which he could
arrive, and the pony-carriage was at the Barchester station
when the train drew up at the platform.</p>
<p>"My dear," said he, sitting beside her, as she steered her
little vessel to one side of the road to make room for the
clattering omnibus as they passed from the station into the town,
"I hope you'll be able to feel a proper degree of respect for the
vicar of Crabtree."</p>
<p>"Dear papa," said she, "I am so glad."</p>
<p>There was great comfort in returning home to that pleasant
house, though he was to leave it so soon, and in discussing with
his daughter all that he had done, and all that he had to do.
It must take some time to get out of one house into another;
the curate at Crabtree could not be abolished under six
months, that is, unless other provision could be made for him;
and then the furniture:—the most of that must be sold to pay
Sir Abraham Haphazard for sitting up till twelve at night.
Mr Harding was strangely ignorant as to lawyers' bills; he
had no idea, from twenty pounds to two thousand, as to the
sum in which he was indebted for legal assistance. True, he
had called in no lawyer himself; true, he had been no consenting
party to the employment of either Cox and Cummins,
or Sir Abraham; he had never been consulted on such
matters;—the archdeacon had managed all this himself, never
for a moment suspecting that Mr Harding would take upon
him to end the matter in a way of his own. Had the lawyers'
bills been ten thousand pounds, Mr Harding could not have
helped it; but he was not on that account disposed to dispute
his own liability. The question never occurred to him; but it
did occur to him that he had very little money at his banker's,
that he could receive nothing further from the hospital, and
that the sale of the furniture was his only resource.</p>
<p>"Not all, papa," said Eleanor pleadingly.</p>
<p>"Not quite all, my dear," said he; "that is, if we can help it.
We must have a little at Crabtree,—but it can only be a little;
we must put a bold front on it, Nelly; it isn't easy to come
down from affluence to poverty."</p>
<p>And so they planned their future mode of life; the father
taking comfort from the reflection that his daughter would
soon be freed from it, and she resolving that her father would
soon have in her own house a ready means of escape from the
solitude of the Crabtree vicarage.</p>
<p>When the archdeacon left his wife and father-in-law at the
Chapter Coffee House to go to Messrs Cox and Cummins, he
had no very defined idea of what he had to do when he got
there. Gentlemen when at law, or in any way engaged in
matters requiring legal assistance, are very apt to go to their
lawyers without much absolute necessity;—gentlemen when
doing so, are apt to describe such attendance as quite
compulsory, and very disagreeable. The lawyers, on the other
hand, do not at all see the necessity, though they quite agree as
to the disagreeable nature of the visit;—gentlemen when so
engaged are usually somewhat gravelled at finding nothing to
say to their learned friends; they generally talk a little
politics, a little weather, ask some few foolish questions
about their suit, and then withdraw, having passed
half an hour in a small dingy waiting-room, in company
with some junior assistant-clerk, and ten minutes with
the members of the firm; the
business is then over for which the gentleman has come up to
London, probably a distance of a hundred and fifty miles.
To be sure he goes to the play, and dines at his friend's club,
and has a bachelor's liberty and bachelor's recreation for three
or four days; and he could not probably plead the desire of such
gratifications as a reason to his wife for a trip to London.</p>
<p>Married ladies, when your husbands find they are positively
obliged to attend their legal advisers, the nature of the duty
to be performed is generally of this description.</p>
<p>The archdeacon would not have dreamt of leaving London
without going to Cox and Cummins; and yet he had nothing
to say to them. The game was up; he plainly saw that Mr
Harding in this matter was not to be moved; his only remaining
business on this head was to pay the bill and have done
with it; and I think it may be taken for granted, that whatever
the cause may be that takes a gentleman to a lawyer's chambers,
he never goes there to pay his bill.</p>
<p>Dr Grantly, however, in the eyes of Messrs Cox and Cummins,
represented the spiritualities of the diocese of Barchester,
as Mr Chadwick did the temporalities, and was, therefore, too
great a man to undergo the half-hour in the clerk's room. It
will not be necessary that we should listen to the notes of
sorrow in which the archdeacon bewailed to Mr Cox the weakness
of his father-in-law, and the end of all their hopes of
triumph; nor need we repeat the various exclamations of
surprise with which the mournful intelligence was received.
No tragedy occurred, though Mr Cox, a short and somewhat
bull-necked man, was very near a fit of apoplexy when he first
attempted to ejaculate that fatal word—resign!</p>
<p>Over and over again did Mr Cox attempt to enforce on the
archdeacon the propriety of urging on Mr Warden the madness
of the deed he was about to do.</p>
<p>"Eight hundred a year!" said Mr Cox.</p>
<p>"And nothing whatever to do!" said Mr Cummins, who had
joined the conference.</p>
<p>"No private fortune, I believe," said Mr Cox.</p>
<p>"Not a shilling," said Mr Cummins, in a very low voice,
shaking his head.</p>
<p>"I never heard of such a case in all my experience," said
Mr Cox.</p>
<p>"Eight hundred a year, and as nice a house as any gentleman
could wish to hang up his hat in," said Mr Cummins.</p>
<p>"And an unmarried daughter, I believe," said Mr Cox, with
much moral seriousness in his tone. The archdeacon only
sighed as each separate wail was uttered, and shook his head,
signifying that the fatuity of some people was past belief.</p>
<p>"I'll tell you what he might do," said Mr Cummins, brightening
up. "I'll tell you how you might save it:—let him exchange."</p>
<p>"Exchange where?" said the archdeacon.</p>
<p>"Exchange for a living. There's Quiverful, of
Puddingdale;—he has twelve children, and would be delighted
to get the
hospital. To be sure Puddingdale is only four hundred, but
that would be saving something out of the fire: Mr Harding
would have a curate, and still keep three hundred or three
hundred and fifty."</p>
<p>The archdeacon opened his ears and listened; he really
thought the scheme might do.</p>
<p>"The newspapers," continued Mr Cummins, "might hammer
away at Quiverful every day for the next six months without
his minding them."</p>
<p>The archdeacon took up his hat, and returned to his hotel,
thinking the matter over deeply. At any rate he would sound
Quiverful. A man with twelve children would do much to
double his income.</p>
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