<h2><SPAN name="chap29"></SPAN>CHAPTER XXIX.</h2>
<p>“Fool!” I cried aloud in my vexation.</p>
<p>I had unloaded the boat and carried its contents high up on the beach, where I
had set about making a camp. There was driftwood, though not much, on the
beach, and the sight of a coffee tin I had taken from the <i>Ghost’s</i>
larder had given me the idea of a fire.</p>
<p>“Blithering idiot!” I was continuing.</p>
<p>But Maud said, “Tut, tut,” in gentle reproval, and then asked why I
was a blithering idiot.</p>
<p>“No matches,” I groaned. “Not a match did I bring. And now we
shall have no hot coffee, soup, tea, or anything!”</p>
<p>“Wasn’t it—er—Crusoe who rubbed sticks together?”
she drawled.</p>
<p>“But I have read the personal narratives of a score of shipwrecked men
who tried, and tried in vain,” I answered. “I remember Winters, a
newspaper fellow with an Alaskan and Siberian reputation. Met him at the
Bibelot once, and he was telling us how he attempted to make a fire with a
couple of sticks. It was most amusing. He told it inimitably, but it was the
story of a failure. I remember his conclusion, his black eyes flashing as he
said, ‘Gentlemen, the South Sea Islander may do it, the Malay may do it,
but take my word it’s beyond the white man.’”</p>
<p>“Oh, well, we’ve managed so far without it,” she said
cheerfully. “And there’s no reason why we cannot still manage
without it.”</p>
<p>“But think of the coffee!” I cried. “It’s good coffee,
too, I know. I took it from Larsen’s private stores. And look at that
good wood.”</p>
<p>I confess, I wanted the coffee badly; and I learned, not long afterward, that
the berry was likewise a little weakness of Maud’s. Besides, we had been
so long on a cold diet that we were numb inside as well as out. Anything warm
would have been most gratifying. But I complained no more and set about making
a tent of the sail for Maud.</p>
<p>I had looked upon it as a simple task, what of the oars, mast, boom, and sprit,
to say nothing of plenty of lines. But as I was without experience, and as
every detail was an experiment and every successful detail an invention, the
day was well gone before her shelter was an accomplished fact. And then, that
night, it rained, and she was flooded out and driven back into the boat.</p>
<p>The next morning I dug a shallow ditch around the tent, and, an hour later, a
sudden gust of wind, whipping over the rocky wall behind us, picked up the tent
and smashed it down on the sand thirty yards away.</p>
<p>Maud laughed at my crestfallen expression, and I said, “As soon as the
wind abates I intend going in the boat to explore the island. There must be a
station somewhere, and men. And ships must visit the station. Some Government
must protect all these seals. But I wish to have you comfortable before I
start.”</p>
<p>“I should like to go with you,” was all she said.</p>
<p>“It would be better if you remained. You have had enough of hardship. It
is a miracle that you have survived. And it won’t be comfortable in the
boat rowing and sailing in this rainy weather. What you need is rest, and I
should like you to remain and get it.”</p>
<p>Something suspiciously akin to moistness dimmed her beautiful eyes before she
dropped them and partly turned away her head.</p>
<p>“I should prefer going with you,” she said in a low voice, in which
there was just a hint of appeal.</p>
<p>“I might be able to help you a—” her voice
broke,—“a little. And if anything should happen to you, think of me
left here alone.”</p>
<p>“Oh, I intend being very careful,” I answered. “And I shall
not go so far but what I can get back before night. Yes, all said and done, I
think it vastly better for you to remain, and sleep, and rest and do
nothing.”</p>
<p>She turned and looked me in the eyes. Her gaze was unfaltering, but soft.</p>
<p>“Please, please,” she said, oh, so softly.</p>
<p>I stiffened myself to refuse, and shook my head. Still she waited and looked at
me. I tried to word my refusal, but wavered. I saw the glad light spring into
her eyes and knew that I had lost. It was impossible to say no after that.</p>
<p>The wind died down in the afternoon, and we were prepared to start the
following morning. There was no way of penetrating the island from our cove,
for the walls rose perpendicularly from the beach, and, on either side of the
cove, rose from the deep water.</p>
<p>Morning broke dull and grey, but calm, and I was awake early and had the boat
in readiness.</p>
<p>“Fool! Imbecile! Yahoo!” I shouted, when I thought it was meet to
arouse Maud; but this time I shouted in merriment as I danced about the beach,
bareheaded, in mock despair.</p>
<p>Her head appeared under the flap of the sail.</p>
<p>“What now?” she asked sleepily, and, withal, curiously.</p>
<p>“Coffee!” I cried. “What do you say to a cup of coffee? hot
coffee? piping hot?”</p>
<p>“My!” she murmured, “you startled me, and you are cruel. Here
I have been composing my soul to do without it, and here you are vexing me with
your vain suggestions.”</p>
<p>“Watch me,” I said.</p>
<p>From under clefts among the rocks I gathered a few dry sticks and chips. These
I whittled into shavings or split into kindling. From my note-book I tore out a
page, and from the ammunition box took a shot-gun shell. Removing the wads from
the latter with my knife, I emptied the powder on a flat rock. Next I pried the
primer, or cap, from the shell, and laid it on the rock, in the midst of the
scattered powder. All was ready. Maud still watched from the tent. Holding the
paper in my left hand, I smashed down upon the cap with a rock held in my
right. There was a puff of white smoke, a burst of flame, and the rough edge of
the paper was alight.</p>
<p>Maud clapped her hands gleefully. “Prometheus!” she cried.</p>
<p>But I was too occupied to acknowledge her delight. The feeble flame must be
cherished tenderly if it were to gather strength and live. I fed it, shaving by
shaving, and sliver by sliver, till at last it was snapping and crackling as it
laid hold of the smaller chips and sticks. To be cast away on an island had not
entered into my calculations, so we were without a kettle or cooking utensils
of any sort; but I made shift with the tin used for bailing the boat, and
later, as we consumed our supply of canned goods, we accumulated quite an
imposing array of cooking vessels.</p>
<p>I boiled the water, but it was Maud who made the coffee. And how good it was!
My contribution was canned beef fried with crumbled sea-biscuit and water. The
breakfast was a success, and we sat about the fire much longer than
enterprising explorers should have done, sipping the hot black coffee and
talking over our situation.</p>
<p>I was confident that we should find a station in some one of the coves, for I
knew that the rookeries of Bering Sea were thus guarded; but Maud advanced the
theory—to prepare me for disappointment, I do believe, if disappointment
were to come—that we had discovered an unknown rookery. She was in very
good spirits, however, and made quite merry in accepting our plight as a grave
one.</p>
<p>“If you are right,” I said, “then we must prepare to winter
here. Our food will not last, but there are the seals. They go away in the
fall, so I must soon begin to lay in a supply of meat. Then there will be huts
to build and driftwood to gather. Also we shall try out seal fat for lighting
purposes. Altogether, we’ll have our hands full if we find the island
uninhabited. Which we shall not, I know.”</p>
<p>But she was right. We sailed with a beam wind along the shore, searching the
coves with our glasses and landing occasionally, without finding a sign of
human life. Yet we learned that we were not the first who had landed on
Endeavour Island. High up on the beach of the second cove from ours, we
discovered the splintered wreck of a boat—a sealer’s boat, for the
rowlocks were bound in sennit, a gun-rack was on the starboard side of the bow,
and in white letters was faintly visible <i>Gazelle</i> No. 2. The boat had
lain there for a long time, for it was half filled with sand, and the
splintered wood had that weather-worn appearance due to long exposure to the
elements. In the stern-sheets I found a rusty ten-gauge shot-gun and a
sailor’s sheath-knife broken short across and so rusted as to be almost
unrecognizable.</p>
<p>“They got away,” I said cheerfully; but I felt a sinking at the
heart and seemed to divine the presence of bleached bones somewhere on that
beach.</p>
<p>I did not wish Maud’s spirits to be dampened by such a find, so I turned
seaward again with our boat and skirted the north-eastern point of the island.
There were no beaches on the southern shore, and by early afternoon we rounded
the black promontory and completed the circumnavigation of the island. I
estimated its circumference at twenty-five miles, its width as varying from two
to five miles; while my most conservative calculation placed on its beaches two
hundred thousand seals. The island was highest at its extreme south-western
point, the headlands and backbone diminishing regularly until the north-eastern
portion was only a few feet above the sea. With the exception of our little
cove, the other beaches sloped gently back for a distance of half-a-mile or so,
into what I might call rocky meadows, with here and there patches of moss and
tundra grass. Here the seals hauled out, and the old bulls guarded their
harems, while the young bulls hauled out by themselves.</p>
<p>This brief description is all that Endeavour Island merits. Damp and soggy
where it was not sharp and rocky, buffeted by storm winds and lashed by the
sea, with the air continually a-tremble with the bellowing of two hundred
thousand amphibians, it was a melancholy and miserable sojourning-place. Maud,
who had prepared me for disappointment, and who had been sprightly and
vivacious all day, broke down as we landed in our own little cove. She strove
bravely to hide it from me, but while I was kindling another fire I knew she
was stifling her sobs in the blankets under the sail-tent.</p>
<p>It was my turn to be cheerful, and I played the part to the best of my ability,
and with such success that I brought the laughter back into her dear eyes and
song on her lips; for she sang to me before she went to an early bed. It was
the first time I had heard her sing, and I lay by the fire, listening and
transported, for she was nothing if not an artist in everything she did, and
her voice, though not strong, was wonderfully sweet and expressive.</p>
<p>I still slept in the boat, and I lay awake long that night, gazing up at the
first stars I had seen in many nights and pondering the situation.
Responsibility of this sort was a new thing to me. Wolf Larsen had been quite
right. I had stood on my father’s legs. My lawyers and agents had taken
care of my money for me. I had had no responsibilities at all. Then, on the
<i>Ghost</i> I had learned to be responsible for myself. And now, for the first
time in my life, I found myself responsible for some one else. And it was
required of me that this should be the gravest of responsibilities, for she was
the one woman in the world—the one small woman, as I loved to think of
her.</p>
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